Chapter 20

Under The Stars and Silver Moon

The last thing I've heard is the loud slam of the door. Naiwan akong mag-isa sa kwarto at dahan-dahan na napaupo sa sahig. Now it's my turn to be stunned.

Matagal na rin pala silang wala ni Vien? All along I've been thinking that he's two timing. Masyado akong nag-isip nang mababa kay Yael. Nakalimutan ko, hindi pala siya ganoon.

He's a man with principles, he always do what he thinks is right. Parang dinudurog ang puso ko sa tuwing rumerehistro ang hitsura ni Yael kanina. He looks hurt and it's my fault.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang marinig ko ang tunog nang kanyang sasakyan. Mabilis akong tumayo mula sa pagkakaupo ko, muntik pa akong mawalan nang balanse pero mabuti na lang at hindi ako natumba.

Kaagad akong tumakbo patungo sa balkonahe at humawak sa railings. Lalo akong nanlumo nang makompirma kong sasakyan nga ni Yael ang narinig. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi panuorin na lang ang kanyang silver chevy na makalayo.

Baka hinatid niya si Vien? Humugot ako nang isang malalim na hininga bago ko pinunasan ang mga luha ko. I shouldn't be standing here, I must apologize and I will wait for him outside. Maghihintay ako hanggang sa makarating siya.

Fuck my pride! I can't hold back anymore. Mahal ko pa siya at hindi naman iyon nawala... Kahit na anong gawin kong pagkumbinsi sa sarili ko na hindi ko na siya mahal ay hindi pa din umeepekto. Sarili ko lang ang pinapahirapan ko.

I'm not going to let him slip away.

I'm sorry, Vien. I'm not giving him up this time. Bahala na kung may masagasaan pa 'ko, ang alam ko lang ay hindi ko kayang ipamigay si Yael. I don't want to lose him this time.

Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko bago ako tuluyang umalis sa balkonahe. Bumaba ako at nadatnan ko si Charla na nagwawalis. Mukhang naramdaman niya na may nakatayo malapit sa kanya kaya ipiniling niya ang ulo niya sa gawi ko.

Namilog ang mga mata niya nang makita ako. "Ma'am, ayos lang po ba kayo?" nag-aalala niyang tanong habang nakatingin sa mukha ko. Napansin niya yatang galing lang ako sa iyak.

Pinilit ko ang sarili ko na ngitian siya. "Oo, Charla. Lalabas lang ako... pakitingnan-tingan na lang si Mikel ha? Tawagin mo na lang ako kaagad kapag nagising siya." Bilin ko.

Alanganin niya akong tinanguan. "S-Sige po, ma'am..."

Dumiretso na ako sa labas. Mula rito ay kitang-kita ako ang repleksyon ng tubig na nanggagaling sa swimming pool ang humahalik sa pader. Guess I'll just wait for him there. Pero tatanungin ko muna ang guard kung mga anong oras makakabalik si Yael.

Nagtungo ako kaagad sa guard house at nakita ko si manong Ferny. Siya ang guard na naka duty ngayong gabi. Kaagad niya akong napansin kaya hindi ko na kainalingan na tawagin pa siya.

"Maganda gabi po, ma'am Beatrix..." bati niya habang nakatingin sa akin.

Tipid akong ngumiti. "Magandang gabi rin, manong Ferny... napansin kong wala ang sasakyan ni Yael. Wala ba siyang sinabi sa inyo kung anong oras siya babalik?"

"Ah ma'am, hindi po si sir Yael ang nagmamaneho. Nag-utos po siya ng iba para ihatid si ma'am Vien sa condo niya." Paliwanag niya habang nakatingin pa din sa akin na parang may kung ano ako sa mukha.

Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Nandito siya! Hindi siya umalis!

"Ganoon ba?" hindi ko naitago ang tuwa sa aking boses. Bagamat natutuwa ako ay hindi ko pa rin maikakaila ang kaba na nararamdaman ko.

Tumango siya. "Opo, ma'am. Nasa likod po si sir Yael..."

"Sige, salamat, manong Ferny." Sabi ko at kaagad nang tumalikod sa kanya. Mariin kong pinisil ang mga daliri ko gamit ang isa kong kamay habang humahakbang patungo sa likod ng bahay.

What is he doing there?

Bawat hakbang ay ramdam ko ang pagtambol ng aking dibdib. Palakas nang palakas iyon habang papalapit ako sa may likod.

Nang tuluyan ko nang marating ang likod na parte ng bahay. Hindi ako nadismaya dahil nandoon nga si Yael.

May kung ano siya tinitingnan sa bukas na hood ng kanyang itim na Vios. Maliwanag dito sa likod dahil may mga poste na nakatayo na mayroong ilaw at dumadagdag pa ang buwan at mga bitwin sa langit.

Malamig ang simoy ng hangin na humahalik sa balat ko. The view in this back part of the lot is relaxing. Iyong basement lang na sa palagay ko ay garahe ng Vios ni Yael ang silong.

Napangiti ako nang mapait. It's been a long time. Ngayon ko na lang ulit nakita ang sasakyan niyang ito. Nostalgia swept over me... Ito ang sasakyan na laging gamit ni Yael noon para ihatid sundo ako.

This car witnessed our awkward moments, arguments, and almost everything. I still remember that one time when we were arguing inside his car. Galit ako sa kanya mula pag-alis namin sa ospital na pinagta-trabahuan ko hanggang sa makarating kami sa parking ng HTO building.

Dapat ay mag wa-walk out na ako no'n pero may kung ano siyang pinindot na naging dahilan upang mag lock ang lahat ng pintuan kaya hindi ako nakalabas ng kotse. Natatandaan ko pa ang dahilan kung bakit ako inis sa kanya noon. Akala ko kasi ay naghalikan sila ni Honey.

Muntik na akong mapatalon sa gulat nang marinig ko ang impact ng pagsara niya sa hood ng kotse. Hindi na ako nakakilos nang humarap siya sa gawi ko.

Bahagya siyang nagulat nang makita ko. Ilang sandali pa ay kinunotan niya ako ng noo.

"Bakit ka lumabas?"

I bit my bottom lip before encouraging myself to take a step forward.

Itinaas niya lamang ang kanyang mga kilay. Alam ko na kapag ganyan siya ay naghihintay pa rin siya ng sagot.

"Hinahanap kasi kita..." halos pabulong kong sabi.

Nagpakawala siya nang marahas na buntong hininga. "Pumasok ka na sa loob... Hanggang mamaya pa ako dito." Balewala niyang sabi sa akin.

Ang boses niya ay parang martilyo na pumukpok sa dibdib ko. It hurts to hear his cold voice again. Galit talaga siya sa akin.

Muli siyang tumalikod sa akin pero sa pagkakataong ito ay may kung ano na ang nagtulak sa akin para mabilis na humakbang papalapit sa kanya at yakapin siya sa likod.

I felt his body froze from my embrace. Nahihiya ako ngunit pinili kong h'wag siyang bitawan.

"I'm so sorry, Yael... I can't stand this, it hurts! Let's not fight anymore..." Narinig ko ang paggaralgal ng aking sariling boses.

Ilang sandali na ang lumipas ay hindi pa rin siya sumasagot. At mas lalong nadurog ang puso ko nang pilit niyang alisin ang mga braso ko na nasa bewang niya.

Noong una ay sinubukan kong higpitan iyon dahil ayaw kong humiwalay sa kanya pero pilit niya pa ding kinakalas ang mga iyon mula sa kanyang bewang kaya nagpaubaya na ako.

Nang akmang haharap siya sa akin ay kaagad kong ibinaon ang mukha ko sa aking mga palad at doon humagulgol ng buong pait. I felt so rejected, wala na akong mukhang maihaharap sa kanya. He hates me again! I can feel my heart clenching in pain.

Ganito na lang ba? Hindi na ba ako magiging masaya?

I gasped when I felt his strong arms on my hips, in one swift move he lifted me up. I felt the cold metal on the exposed skin of the back of my thighs. Unti-unti kong tinanggal ang mga palad ko sa aking mukha.

Ang mukha ni Yael ang kaagad na bumungad sa akin. He's looking at me with coaxing smile on his face. Tiningnan ko ang posisyon namin. He was standing in between my legs while I am seated on the hood of his car. His arms were encircled on my waist to support me.

When I realized the reason behind our position right now, I began sobbing like a kid.

"Tama na... You know I hate to see you cry." Marahan niyang sabi at pinunasan ang mga luha ko gamit ang likod ng kanyang palad. Mas lalo lang akong naiyak dahil doon.

Nakakainis! Bakit ba kung kailan nila tayo pinapatahan ay doon pa tayo mas lalong humahagulgol? It's embarrassing to be driven by the overwhelmed that we were feeling during this kind of situation.

Isinandal ko na lamang ang noo ko sa kanyang noo at humawak sa kanyang balikat.

"I'm sorry, Yael..." buong sinseridad kong sabi.

"I'm sorry, too, baby... doon sa nakita mo. But I swear to God I didn't kiss her. Siya ang humalik sa akin... We were just talking and she's drunk tapos ay bigla—"

I placed my index finger on his lips to shush him. "Naiintindihan ko na..." sabi ko at nginitian siya.

He let out a relived sigh before kissing my index finger. "Kung ganoon ay naiintindihan mo na rin na wala akong iba? Na ikaw lang?"

Kinagat ko ang pang-ibaba kong labi para pigilan ang pag-ngiti ko pero hindi ako nagtagumpay dahil kumawala pa rin ang mga iyon sa aking mga labi.

Tumango ako.

Ngumisi siya. "You always do this you know... accusing me of having a girlfriend."

Natawa ako nang bahagya. Ngunit iba pa rin ang tunog ng aking boses dahil kakagaling ko lang sa iyak.

"I know... I do recall." I replied and looked up to the sky with full of stars. Namangha ako dahil sa dami nila.

Stars are the great representation of those strong people out there because even in the darkness they still managed to shine beautifully. And I want to be like that.

I want to be as shiny as them even my world was beginning to be filled with darkness... pero naalala ko na kahit pala hindi na ako maging katulad ng mga bitwin ay mayroon naman akong Mikel at Yael.

They're my stars who light up my dull world.

"Look at those stars..." Sabi ko kay Yael habang sa langit pa rin nakatingin.

"Why would I bother looking up when staring at you is like staring at the stars while sitting in the cockpit of an airplane?"

Awtomatiko akong napatingin sa kanya dahil sa mga linya na binitawan niya. Kaagad na nagtama ang mga mata namin, kanina pa niya ako tinitingnan.

"That's smooth, Cap." nakangisi kong sabi sa kanya. Pero sa totoo lang ay natutuwa ang buo kong pagkatao. It was nice to hear Yael talk as if he's adoring me again.

This feels good and surreal. Like I was just dreaming and God forbid if this was just a dream I'll be damned when I wake up.

He just chuckled and look me in the eyes. Nakangiti lang ako sa kanya at maging siya ay nakangiti rin sa akin.

I felt contented just looking at him while he's smiling at me. I'm not going to trade this moment for anything that this world could offer me because Yael's smile is something that can take away all my pain in just a single snap. It's too precious.

Mikel and Yael's smiles are one of my priceless treasures.

"I have a question..." Bigla kong sabi.

"What is it?" He huskily said before licking his bottom lip.

I started tracing my index finger on the shaved part of his brow. I gasped when I felt the smoothness of it on my finger. He did not shaved this! It's a scar!

If this is shaved I would feel something rough on it but I didn't instead I felt something smooth. As smooth as the texture of a scar.

"H-How did you get this scar?" I was still stunned. Akala ko ay naisipan niya lang i shave iyon. I didn't know that it was a scar. Ngayon ko lamang kasi ito nahawakan at ngayon lang kami nagkaroon ng ganito kalapit na interaskyon ni Yael... I mean, iyong ganito lang.

We're close to each other without his hands roaming around my body from north to west.

"You look like you've seen a ghost..." nakangisi niyang puna at hinuli ang kamay ko na humahawak sa kilay niya at kinagat ang index finger ko. Napasinghap ako sa ginawa niya.

"Ouch! That hurts!" Daing ko. It does hurts, pero hindi naman sobra.

Inilayo niya sa bibig niya ang kamay ko para tingnan ang index finger ko na kinagat niya. Kita ko ang pagbakat ng ipin niya doon. Hindi naman ito malalim pero may bakas pa rin.

Natawa siya. "Shit, sorry..." Aniya at tinadtad iyon ng halik.

God, he looks hot doing that! Parang kaunti na lang ay mawawala na ako sa sarili ko kapag nagpatuloy pa siya sa ginagawa niyang iyan! Tinitingnan niya pa ako sa mga mata habang hinahalikan niya ako sa daliri. Is this guy seducing me? Under these beautiful stars while I was seated on the hood of his car?

I clicked my tongue tapos ay binawi ko ang kamay ko sa kanya.

"Saan mo nga nakuha?" I pressed before running my fingers through his hair.

Nag-iwas siya nang tingin at ibinaon ang mukha niya sa leeg ko.

"I can't remember..." Sagot niya at kinintalan ako nang halik sa gilid ng aking leeg bago muling nag-angat nang tingin sa akin.

Magsasalita pa sana ako ngunit inunahan niya ako.

"You know, hindi ka dapat lumabas-labas nang ganyan..." Bigla niyang sabi na naging dahilan upang kumunot ang aking noo.

"Bakit? What's wrong with how I look? Mukha ba akong basura?"

He chuckled. "Silly, no. I was talking about this." He tapped the hairband that's twisted on my hair to keep my hair into a messy ponytailed.

Lalo lang kumunot ang noo ko. "Ayaw mo ba na naka ponytail ako?"

Baka hindi ko bagay? Sayang naman.

"Well, yeah... my mark is still there and you just flaunted it around the house because you tied your hair like that... Kanina ka pa kaya tinitingnan nila Linda at Charla."

Namilog ang mga mata ko kasabay nang paglipad ng aking palad sa aking naka-awang na bibig. Kaya pala ganoon na lamang din ang tingin na ipinukol sa akin kanina ni manong Ferny!

Mas lalong nag-apoy ang aking magkabilang pisngi dahil sa kahihiyan!

Yael chuckled sexily while looking at me teasingly.

"Ayoko naaa!" parang maiiyak na ako dahil sa sobrang kahihiyan.

Natawa siya ulit. "H'wag mo na silang isipin... alam naman nila na mag-asawa tayo and giving my wife a love bite is normal, right?"

Ngumuso ako. "Kahit na! It's still embarrassing!"

Tumawa lang siya at hinaplos ang aking mukha gamit ang kanyang palad. I pressed my lips together as I watch his features move.

God, looking at him without his rough expression again is something that I've missed the most. I can see him being himself. He's showing his soft and sweet side again that's only meant for me. Does he know how beautiful he is right now?

The light of the silver moon reflecting his features as he looks at me tenderly. It was like these stars and this moon were only made for us, to make this moment perfect. God, we look so perfect it hurts!

Napansin ko ang pagtaas baba ng kanyang adam's apple bago siya huminga ng malalim.

"Have you really felt cheap and disgusted after making love to me?" He asks in a low voice. His voice is gentle but I can sense the pain in there. It was like an acid that evaporated in my heart.

I bit my bottom lip. "N-No... but it felt awful." I replied, honestly.

"Why?"

"B-Because I thought you're still with Vien, that what we did was wrong 'cause there is going to be someone who'd suffer silently just because of my selfishness... Pero hindi ko pinagsisihan iyon! I-I will never regret what happened even if it felt... awful." Kaagad kong bawi.

Hinintay ko kung ano ang magiging reaksyon niya. Ramdam ko pa ang pagkalabog ng puso ko dahil sa kama sa pagaakalang masasaktan ko na naman siya pero marahan niya lang hinaplos ang pisngi ko gamit ang hinlalaki niya at seryoso akong tiningnan sa mga mata.

"This time I want to make it right... allow me to make it all feel right." He whispered huskily before claiming my lips. Kaagad naman akong pumikit at dinama ang paggalaw ng kanyang mga labi.

It didn't take long before I gave in and began kissing him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss and I felt him smile between our sweet kisses.

I couldn't help but moan when he bit my bottom lip before sucking my upper lip. I felt a thousand bolts running through my body. God, his affect on me leaves me fucking breathless!

I can feel the temperature rising. The cold wind is blowing but I'm still sweating.

It's getting hotter and hotter here and we are almost out of breath but he didn't stop kissing me, drinking me. And that made the aching tension between us becomes more severe. His hands started wandering all over my body.

I groaned when he started fondling my breast together with the offensive fabric that still covers me and I gasped when I felt his tongue diving inside my mouth.

Saka lang ako nakahinga nang bumaba ang mga halik niya sa aking leeg. Napatingala ako sa langit at bumungad sa akin ang mga nagniningning na mga bitwin sa langit at ang maliwanag na buwan.

I should be regain my normal breathing pero parang mas lalo lang akong nahihirapang makahinga dahil sa mga maiinit niyang halik sa aking leeg. Nakadagdag pa doon ang paghaplos niya sa gilid ng aking katawan habang ang isa naman ay abala sa pagtaas baba sa aking exposed na mga binti.

I can feel the aching heat gushing in between my legs.

"Yael..." that should be a protest but it turns out to be a moan when I felt him suck my sweet spot again!

Napasabunot ako sa buhok niya para ilayo siya sa aking leeg. Naalala ko, wala kami sa loob ng kwarto! We're here at the back of his house and I'm seated on the hood of his Vios while he is settled in between my legs! Paano kung biglang magpunta dito si manong Ferny?!

"Yael, wait... what if... Oh! May pumunta dito... tapos m-makita tayo?" He keeps on ravishing my neck, ears, and collarbone not giving a single damn.

"This is my territory, they wouldn't dare." He said frantically before lifting up my hips. Seems like our bodies understand each other that is why my legs automatically wrapped themselves around his hips.

His pelvis met mine and I felt his hardness between my thighs. I tried so hard no grind on him because I know that if I do, he would just stop me.

Hindi ko alam kung paano niya nabuksan ang backdoor ng sasakyan niya habang karga-karga niya ako. The next thing I know is I was lying on the backseat of his Vios and he is on top of me supporting his weight to not crush me. Inalis ko ang mga binti ko mula sa kanyang bewang... my legs are now opened and he is in between them.

We stared into each other's eyes, his lust and passion filled eyes were mirroring mine. I can feel our heavy breathings.

Are we really gonna do this here? Inside his car? Hindi ko alam kung kakabahan ba ako o ano. I mean, God! Really? We never made love inside his car even before!

Nasagot ang mga tanong ko nang bigla niyang sakupin ulit ang mga labi ko. Nang magtagpo na naman ang mga labi namin ay nawala ulit ako sa huwisyo. Wala na akong ibang naisip kung hindi siya lang at kung saan kami mapupunta.

His hand started lifting the hem of my shirt hanggang sa tuluyan na niyang matanggal ito. His expert hands slid on my back and with one click, my breasts are now exposed for his eyes only.

He stared at my topless body for awhile, his eyes are undressing my already undressed upper part and I can't breathe, dammit! Not when he's looking at me like that!

"You're making it so hard for me to think straight." He whispered and it made my heart jump.

He didn't waste time no more, he dipped his head and started kissing, licking, sucking, and worshipping them alternately. I moaned and arched my back, succumbing to him.

I whined when I felt my aching and sensitive part wetting this tiny offensive fabric.

"Please, Yael..." I begged and started thrusting my hips up. I can't stand this anymore. My desire for him keeps getting severe!

He held my hips to keep me still. "Alright, baby... I will make it go away." Paos niyang sabi at bumaba ang kanyang mga daliri sa buton ng aking short. He looked into my eyes seductively before unbuttoning my shorts painfully slow!

Hindi na niya ako kailangang akitin! Kanina pa ako nalulunod sa kanya!

When he finally unbuttoned my shorts, he dipped his hand inside and cupped me through my underwear.

Napasinghap ako.

"Baby, you're so ready for me..." He said under his breath.

"Oh! Yael!" I moaned when he started palming me through the fabric. Fuck!

I found myself grinding on his palm and I groaned in dismay when he suddenly removed his hand. Napamura ako sa aking isipan! Is he planning to kill me or what?

"Damn it, Yael!" I hissed and bit my bottom lip hard.

"You know, it's fucking turning me on just seeing you bite that lip."

Tuluyan na niyang hinubad ang shorts ko kasama ang underwear ko. I didn't have to wait any longer because immediately felt his fingers on my wetness.

Napaungol ako.

"And that moan? Shit! It's driving me insane!" He hissed before parting my folds and leaning his head in between my legs. I forgot everything when I felt his tongue on my entrance.

"Oh my God!" It drives me insane! Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako kakapit! Kung sa buhok ba niya ako sa sandalan ng upuan nitong kotse. Hindi ko na rin mapigilan ang pagkawala ng aking mga ungol.

Nalililyo na ako sa pakiramdam na ibinibigay niya sa akin. He just continued thrusting his tongue in and out while playing with my folds and sensitive bud.

Dumiin ang kapit ko sa buhok niya nang maramdaman ko ang namumuong init sa kaloob-looban ko na parang kailangan kong bitawan. He stopped thrusting his tongue and he began sucking instead, and the next thing I knew, my legs are shaking while moaning his name like a mantra.

I swear at the back of my eyes I saw nirvana!

Maya-maya ay muli niyang inangat ang kanyang ulo at ipintay iyon sa akin. Itinukod niya ang magkabila niyang mga palad sa gilid ko at sa ibabaw nitong upuan sa backseat at pinanood ako habang naghahabol hininga.

He was just staring at my face while licking his bottom lip which is covered with my wetness in a fucking sexy way. Muli akong napasinghap.

He's still wearing his shirt. Ni isa ay walang nabawasa sa kanyang saplot pero napaka sexy niya pa ring tingin lalo na't may mga butil-butil na pawis ang nasa gilid ng kanyang noo.

"Feel good?"

I just stared into his eyes, darkly. "Yeah..." I replied before pushing him on his chest. I don't know how I did it but in one swift move he's seated on the backseat while I was now straddling him.

"What are you doing?" He was caught off guard. He even tried to bring back our past position later on but I pushed him on chest to keep him still from where he was sitting. It's my time to give him the pleasure.

"Stay still..." I imitated him and he laughed a little when he realized what I've just said.

"You're killing me right now, Trix." Aniya at hindi pa rin matanggal-tanggal ang ngisi niya sa mga labi.

"And you've just killed me." Sagot ko sinakop ang mga labi niya. I felt his hand at the back of my head to deepen the kiss. Bumaba ang halik ko sa kanyang leeg and that earned a groaned from him. Napangisi ako.

I tugged the hem of his shirt and he helped me get rid of it. Nang matanggal na ang shirt niya ay tumigil ako sa paghalik sa kanya para pagmasdan ang katawan niya. Sweat is dripping down his abs. I internally squealed. Dammit! My husband is a fucking snack!

I can see his abs going up and down because his breathing is getting heavier and heavier. Pinasadahan ko ang kanyang katawan gamit ang aking palad. His body is hot! It was like I'm playing with flames.

"Oh my God... I married a god..." wala sa sariling sabi ko at kaagad na siyang hinalikan muli sa labi. He chuckled between our kisses.

My hands went down to the button of his shorts. I unbuttoned it fast and dipped my finger inside. We both gasped. He gasped in pleasure, I gasped at his length... He had been inside for countless times but his length never failed to make me gasp every damn time.

I began stroking his hard arrow and he just groaned my name. Isinandal niya pa ang kanyang ulo sa aking balikat. Dammit! Just a moan from his lips gets me so fucking high!

I started doing him fast but then he grabbed me by the wrist to stop my hand from moving. He looked up to me and I looked at him quizzically.

"Enough... I want you now." Nahihirapan niyang sabi.

I just bit my lip before nodding at him. I lifted my body to help him get rid of his shorts and briefs. When we finally got rid of his clothes he held my hips to guide me in sitting down on his lap.

I moaned when I felt his hard love muscle filling me slowly. Shit! When he completely filled me, I started moving up and down slowly at first while he's guiding me. Fingers digging on my waist. Nails scratching the back of his neck.

"Yael... Oh my... fuck!"

"Goddammit, Beatrix Hayle!"

He didn't have to guide me anymore because I found myself going up and down on him without needing his help.

My heart is joining the rhythm of our bodies.

Our sweat mixing together.

"Baby..." he moaned and he cupped my face using his other hand.

He placed his open mouth to mine. We didn't kiss, we just stayed like that. Our mouths collided while our bodies are dancing with their own rhythm and music.

We are exchanging warm breaths through our open mouth while our bodies connecting with each other.

I was breathing for him and he was breathing for me.

I was moaning in his mouth and he is moaning in my mouth.

Naramdaman ko ang pagtulo ng luha sa aking isang mata. This moment is beyond intimate, it is something more and it overwhelms me.

We moaned each other's name in each other's mouth when we reached the paradise that was only made for me and for him. For the both of us.