Volume twelve

"You couldn't speak to me?" I asked Baby as Sanaa and Jaelyn went into conversation with them other niggas.

"I gave you my number and you ain't text me so obviously you ain't want me speaking to you."

"It's just that I didn't feel comfortable talking to another nigga, my baby father been my whole world since before I entered double digits."

"And that's all you had to tell me." He shrugged taking a pull of the blunt that got passed to him. "I been in a relationship before, I know that shit hard getting over."

"Probably one of the hardest things I've felt and I've been through my fair share of shit." I shook my head as I accepted the blunt.

"I was just tryna kick it with you for right now anyway, just conversation. No chilling at houses, meetings kids, none of that just straight getting to know each other."

"You got kids?" I asked.

"A daughter." He said pulling out his phone to show me a pretty ass little girl making me smile. "She 2."

"She so fucking cute man, I want a girl so bad."

"You ready for another kid?"

"Mentally? Yeah. But financially and physically? Nah. I'll try again when I'm stable enough relationship and money wise."

"I respect it."

"You get along with ya baby mother?"

"Hell nah." He said making me laugh. "We don't talk at all, when she need to say something to me she'll tell her sister or mother and I'll do the same. Don't even let us be in the same room together, it's gon be hell."

"Why it's like that?"

"It's my fault."

"How come?"

"We was in a relationship for like 4 years but throughout 2 of them years, I was a dog. I'll cheat on her and just was openly disrespectful with bitches. When she got pregnant I ain't want a baby and I thought I didn't wanna be with her either but after we had Peyton she ain't want shit else to do with me. That shit made me mad as fuck cause I just decided that I was finna act right and give her the love she wanted all along."

"I like how you take responsibility for that shit:"

"That's cause I'm growing up, last year it used to be bitch this bitch that but my grandmother sat me down and really made me understand that a man who disrespects the person who risked her life to give a life isn't no man and definitely not one she raised."

"I like your grandmother." I nodded drinking some more liquor.

"That's my heart." He nodded.

We talked for more than a hour before some females walked in the kitchen tryna start shit but once Jaelyn started pointing in bitches faces is when we decided it was time to go.

"You gon text me this time?" He asked as we made our way through the party to leave.

"I actually am." I told him truthfully.

"I knew you liked what you saw when you was loving pictures from 2 years ago and shit." He smirked making me laugh.

"Just let it go." I rolled my eyes as we got outside.

"I'm going to text you, okay? Thanks for inviting us." I smiled as we both leaned in for a hug, he kissed my cheek then let me go.

"Damn." I heard Sanaa say and when I looked up my heart dropped into my motherfucking feet.

Kee, Q, Ice, Mickey, Reem, Terror, Face, and Benji was all standing there gang the fuck deep. I moved away from Baby like a idiot already knowing they seen everything.

Jaelyn busted out laughing making me and Sanaa glare at her, this drunk bitch. "Y'all deep as fuck for what?"

"I should smack all y'all." Face said.

"For what? Going to a party?" Sanaa asked scrunching her face up.

"Why you in niggas faces? Come here so I could knock you the fuck out in front of everybody cause you showing your fucking ass." Face said.

"So y'all came to get us?" Jaelyn asked.

"One of em ya baby father?" Baby asked me.

"The one with the cargo pants."

"Let me get ya number before some shut pop off and I gotta go." Jaelyn handed Dai her phone.

"Y'all bitches think y'all grown." Benji said making us look at him.

"First of all, y'all all single now and nobody gave me no play? Y'all hos grimey. What happen to the bitches who fuck they nigga friends to get back at em?" Ice asked making us laugh.

"I'm laughing but I ain't finna be too many bitches and hos." Jaelyn said.

"Why you dressed like that?" Kee asked looking at me.

"Ain't nothing wrong with what I got on." I looked myself over.

"Can we leave? Ain't that's what y'all came to get us for? So we could leave?" Sanaa asked.

"We'll meet y'all at the house." Face said as they got in the car.

"So you ain't single?" JoJo asked her.

"That's my big brother, he's overly protective over me."

"Well, we should go cause I need some food. I'll text you." Jae said to Dai.

We said our byes to all them then walked to the car, I looked at Jaelyn who looked at Sanaa who looked at me and we all started rolling. This was some shit honestly.

"You saw how Kee and Terror was looking at y'all?" Jae asked.

"I'm single." Sanaa and I said in unison.

"Okurrrt, hot girl summer." Jae smirked.

"Mhm, yup."

"Can we stop to get something to eat? I'm starving." Jaelyn said making me agree. "Oh and I'm spending a night."

"Bet." Sanaa spoke.

After driving around to find a spot that was open, we settled for a chicken shack. We got our food then got back in the car eating what we can as we was nearing Jaelyn reached up to turn the radio down.

"Aight look, when we pull up they gon be there right? So as we pulling up bumping some shit, we gon hop out the car lit as hell." She spoke.

"That's egging them." I laughed.

"I'm with it." Sanaa shrugged as Jaelyn went down her playlist.

I already knew she was finna play some City Girls so I took out my phone going to Instagram as we turned the fuck up. She had a mash up with Take Yo Man, Act Up and Twerk all in one song so when we pulled up I saw all the cars making me laugh.

Jaelyn hopped out the car just as Act Up started again, Sanaa opened her door and I started laughing hopping out with them.

"Real ass bitch, give a fuck about a nigga!" We all yelled as we was twerking.

"Oh y'all hoes lit without me." Jala said as I saw a Flash.

After like 15 more seconds we stopped then got our food, they was all on Sanaa porch.

As I was walking towards Kee, I wanted to smile. I missed him so much. I wished none of this didn't happened but everything is for a reason.

"Where you come from best friend?" Jaelyn asked.

"I was with Q but his ass lied to me, I never knew he was coming to get y'all until I tracked his ass. So I popped up over here." She explained. "They is pissssedt."

"I don't know what for." Sanaa spoke as we stood in front of em.

"You gotta fight me." Face told her standing up.

"For what?" She asked backing up.

"Fuck you doing in niggas hood? Y'all don't know them niggas from a can a paint and y'all just chilling in they hood as if bitches don't get set up too."

"Okay, you right about that but nothing happened to us and we was cooling the whole night." She shrugged. "I don't have to do everything with y'all."

"Nah you just wanted to go be a dick rider." Terror spoke.

"Don't say shit to me maddie." Sanaa looked at him.

"Mad for what?"

"That's what I wanna know too, what are you mad for? Wasn't you just letting bitches sit in ya lap and shit on the gram? I ain't ya concern no more my nigga."

"I'm single right? So fuck you even watching me for?" He chuckled. "You the mad one who gotta go chill in niggas hood to make a point."

"Ain't no point to be made, I could get another nigga a the snap of a finger." She said as her phone dinged. "That's that nigga texting me right now."

"Go be a little ho Sanaa, I'll smack the shit out of you." He stood up as she laughed.

"You ain't smacking shit maddie." She chuckled.

"I won't?"

"Nah nigga you won't." Face scrunched his face up. "I don't give a fuck what you say to her, you ain't putting ya hands on my sister nigga."

"He was never going to, he mad he mad." She shrugged. "I still had fun tonight."

"Stop nit picking cause he can't smack you but I'll make you swallow ya teeth."

"I'm fucking tired." Jaelyn yawned making me agree.

"Word, is y'all done? I needa go check on my son and take a shower."

"You wasn't thinking bout him before you left." Keohn said making me scrunch up my face.

"Play with another bitch." I waved him off.

"We break up and you just wanna start going to parties?"

"Stop tryna check with me with that big ass hickie on ya neck."

"What that gotta do with you?"

"What does anything I do have to do with you? What I wear? My business. Where I go? My business. The only business you got concerning me is the bloodline we share, that's it that's all."

"I just came to dance, that's it." Jaelyn laughed mocking Ebony making me bust out laughing, this drunk bitch annoying.

"You really sad ass hell."

"I guess." I shrugged. "You came all the way to a party to get me for what?"

"To prove my point, you couldn't wait to be in a nigga face."

"If you say so." I shrugged again.

"Man listen it's hot girl summer, get with it or get lost niggas. Ain't no checking us this summer, save that shit for the birds." Jaelyn spoke.

"Y'all are the birds." Reem said looking at her.

"Cacaw nigga."

"Best friendd!!" Jala yelled as I started dying.

"I been single with no attachments so nothing should be said to me."

"We all single sis." Sanaa shrugged.

"Big single." I added.

"Big hoing too." Kee said.

"Big mad."

"Go be a mother."

"That's always me, never see one without the other." I smiled knowing I was making him mad since he couldn't get me mad. "This a job I can't quit, you quit and get rehired all the time tho."

"Bitch, I'm always a father fuck you talking bout?"

"So why ya son haven't seen you in a week?" I questioned.

"Didn't you block me?"

"How you drop him off the first time? Through Sanaa right? You worked so hard to drop ya son off but not to pick him up? Hm."

"So why you ain't tell Sanaa to tell me to come get him?"

"I'm not chasing you, if you wanted your son you'll get him. One thing I'll never do is deny you access to him but another thing I'll never ever do is beg you to be a father either."

"You don't gotta beg shit I'm always a father."

"Okay." I chuckled. "You don't gotta tell me that, I'm grown ya son need that reassurance."

"I'll take him right now, fuck you talking bout? That's my son."

"No you're not, it's bout to be 1 in the morning. You not taking my son anywhere right now, you can always come back in a few hours to get him."

"This not negotiable."

"You really only wanna come get him because I said something and now you feel embarrassed in front of them."

"I ain't got shit to be embarrassed for, these niggas know how I feel about my son."

"I know you love Kreed, you just not responsible but don't talk down on me when I literally get no breaks like you."

"Man Spencer whatever, I'm done with ya bird ass. Make sure you wear a condom since you never liked em."

"Same to you."

"So you fucking this nigga?"

"Boy you fucking anything with a pussy since we broke up, don't clock my pussy."

"You really fucking this nigga?" He asked standing up making me back up a lil.

"Like I said don't clock my pussy."

"Bitch you-" He stopped his sentence cause he attempted to smack the shit out of me but Q grabbed his hand just in time.

"Don't fucking swing on her." Jaelyn said punching Kee in his chest then followed up kicking him as Reem grabbed her.

"That's not ya business, stop." He told her.

"Fuck you mean stop? I'm not letting no nigga swing on my bitch, fuck you mean? Fuck wrong with y'all?"

"We not gon let him hit her, the fuck you think we is?" Benji asked her.

"You really just tried to put ya hands on me?" I asked shocked. Keohn has never put his hands on me unless it was playing.

"Jaelyn stop." Reem said. "Go in the house, damn."

"First of all, get the fuck off me. We not friends for you to be grabbing me, nigga we not cool. Fuck you mean?"

"I'm not doing this with you right now." He told her.

"You not doing shit cause I don't fuck with you, I really don't even know who you are."

"You doing too much and you gon feel stupid when we start back talking."

"We not though." She shrugged. "I told you no nigga gon ever make me feel like that again and I meant it. I wanted to be boo'd up dangerously in love when I see you now I'm acting up big body Benz during this hot girl summer, you feel me?"

"Okayyyy!" Jala yelled making Q look at her.

"You really just naming songs." Ice laughed.

"What the fuck you agreeing for?" Q asked.

"So yeah." She yawned. "We could try this again in October, precisely November it be colder then."

"Yeah aight Jae."

"Goodnight to all of y'all." Sanaa said. "Maybe we could do this again buuut yeahh."

I was still standing there with tears in my eyes, this nigga really tried to put his hands on me.

"Spence, he on something right now, he ain't-"

"I don't wanna hear that." I cut Face off. "He know what he saying and doing and I promise you after today it's no need for us to talk. When he want Kreed you can text me or he can text Sanaa, I'm done."

"You'll never be done with me." He laughed. "You got no place to live, I have all ya clothes and shoes and savings you put up. I'll really be a grimy ass nigga and make you hate me. Play with me if you want, I'll get Kreed taken from you."

"You wanna fight?" I asked dropping everything out my hand. "You'll take Kreed from who? You have no fucking income dumb ass, you gon tell them you sell drugs? Bitch I know every dirty detail you ever did. You would never see Kreed again, fuck with me Keohn."

"Spencer, come in the house, come on." Face tried pushing me in.

"I don't give a fuck about shit he said but to say you'll get my son taken from me, you serious?" I asked tearing up. "My son?"

"Spinny, he not his self right now." Q said. "He been bugging all day-"

"Tell ya friend he could suck my dick, I'm done with him."

I walked in the house not even looking back, I went to Yana room grabbing Kreed. I went in the room locking the door, I stared at my baby as my tears dropped. He shifted in his sleep opening his eyes, he moved closer to me grabbing my hand then went back to sleep making me smile. Nobody could take my son away from me no matter what.

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"Bitch I'm drunk as fuck!" Jala yelled as we entered the hotel as we all started laughing, we was all drunk as fuck.

"We really finna graduate in two weeks, bitch I cry!" Jaelyn said.

"We gon get kicked out this hotel." Face said making us laugh.

"I'm bout to leave y'all." Sanaa said.

"Where you going?" I asked.

"JoJo and em wanted to take me out to eat."

"Who and them? My lil baby there?" Jaelyn asked. "Bitch I'm coming."

"I'm usually the lightweight." She rolled her eyes laughing.

"No seriously, I'm coming though. Let's stay for a minute and when the Telly get ass, we out."

"You coming?" Sanaa asked me.

"Baby didn't tell me so no."

"You gon stay here and watch Kee stick his tongue down shawty throat?" Jaelyn asked.

"I don't care about Keohn." I shrugged. "He's not bothering me."

"You want me to stab the girl?" Mickey asked.

"No damn, violent ass." I chuckled as my phone vibrated.

"I'll be back." I told them walking out the room.

I walked out the hotel looking for the person who texted me but stopped once he started walking towards me. He had on a black jacket and dress pants with a grey shirt smiling.

"What's this?" I smiled looking him over.

"You said you was feeling down about not having no prom date and I thought it was too early to ask you to prom so I decided I'll cheer you up after."

"You are so, wow." I spoke covering my mouth. "That's mad sweet."

"You look beautiful by the way." He smirked. "I seen ya pictures earlier with ya son, y'all looked nice."

"It was supposed to be all three of us but shit happens." I shrugged.

"You hungry? Sanaa, JoJo and us was finna go out to eat, our treat by the way."

"I told her I wasn't going because I didn't get a formal invite."

"Well this ya formal invite." He smirked." I gotta go change and get them so when I get back you better be ready."

"I will be." I smiled as I started walking away backwards. "Fine self."

"You finer." He said making me laugh as I went back in.

It feels weird having feelings for someone else besides Keohn.
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I didn't feel like writing the prom scene, y'all been too prom before if not🤷🏽‍♀️

I'm so conflicted cause this story could really be so sad or sooo happy, I have both plots in my head but I think imma just surprise y'all or I should let y'all pick🤔 decisions decisions.