Volume three.

"You really be fronting like you ain't miss me knowing you be going crazy without me." Face smirked as I slid on a pair of shorts.

"I really wasn't, ya confidence too high."

"If you ain't miss me, why I'm here?" He asked as I remained silent. "Oh aight."

"Anyways." I rolled my eyes making him laugh. "Why we not at your house? You said you don't like coming here, remember?"

"I got kicked out."

"What?" I scrunched my face up. "Why she do that?"

"Long story short, she found out about me selling drugs then I found out about her flushing them then I cursed her the fuck out and she kicked me the fuck out."

"She flushed them? She's bugging yo." I shook my head. "How much money she wasted?"

"Almost 3 thou."

"When all this happen?"

"Like a month ago."

"Why the fuck you ain't tell me then?" I frowned. "You need something? Where you living? When you need the money by? You know-"

"Calm down lilRydah." He smirked cutting me off. "I'm good, I live with Kee and I paid him off."

"Okay good cause you know I would've helped out."

"Yeah, I know." He nodded reaching his hand out making me stand between his legs while he gripped the back of my thighs. "You and Sanaa always got me."

"It's bout to be just Sanaa having you once I settle down." I teased.

"Settling down with who?"

"This guy name Black."

"The rapping nigga?"

"Yeah." I nodded running my hand down his waves.

"You know I ain't never tripping over no female."

"I'm not a regular female." I smirked.

"That's what I love bout ya braveheart." He matched my smirk making me chuckle.

"I love you too easy."

"Nah but you know if he the nigga for you I ain't gon stand in ya way, I'm ya friend before anythanggg."

"Okay, gang gang." I threw his gang sign up making him laugh.

"You talk like me, thinking like me, look out for me, shit you starting to even look like me."

"We are starting to look alike right?" I gasped. "That mean we be around each other too much."

"This why people think you my bitch." He shook his head.

"Imma forever be ya bitch." I looked at him making him laugh.

"You and I both know that." He smirked.

"Oh aight." I chuckled. "You staying over?"

"You got something for me to eat?"

"Now you know!" I laughed lifting my leg on his thigh so my vagina was in his face as he threw his head back rolling.

"I just had that meal, I want another one."

"We could go see what's in there, come on." I smiled moving back so he could follow me to the kitchen.

~

I woke up seeing Face not next to me no more, I checked my phone ignoring every message that wasn't important. I saw his message seeing he said he had to go bust a move, I texted him back saying okay then checking Black message seeing it was dry.

"Yo?"

"What's wrong?" I asked seeing his face buried in a hoodie.

"Nothing, why?"

"I heard it through ya dry ass text." I glared at him making him laugh.

"You heard it through my text?" He repeated. "You on some nut shit patch."

"Hardy har har."

"What you doing though?"

"Just woke up." I yawned.

"You brushed your teeth right?"

"Nope, morning breath going crazy." I yawned again making him yawn as he scrunched his face up.

"Phone probably smelling like hot ass right now." He said as we both laughed.

"Shut up, where are you?"

"Studio." He flipped the camera showing me around where Hendrix, Nas, Keyz and two more niggas sat.

"This early morning?"

"It's like 1 in the afternoon."

"For real?" I checked the time. "Damn."

"What you doing today?"

"Probably just lay down or take some clients."

"Come chill with me for a few."

"Okay." I said hiding my excitement.

"Imma text you the address."

"You hungry?"

"Hell yeah!" Keyz face popped up in the camera making me laugh.

"Brah move." He snatched his phone back.

"What y'all want?"

"We could get something when you come."

"Okay, let me get dress and I'll be there."

I got up excitedly then I heard my phone ringing making me stop jumping. I checked it to see it was Jakai calling, I rolled my eyes answering the phone waiting for him to say something.

"Wasgood?"

"Hey?" I questioned.

"What you doing? Come see me for a few."

"Hold on." I mumbled hanging up so I can call Jaelyn. "Yo? What you doing?"

"Nothing, laying under Shep and Jala."

"You really got Jala thirdwheeling?" I chuckled. "You want your revenge today?"

"See bitch I knew something like this was gon happen, a bitch already in a scarf and sweats."

"Alright, well Imma chill with this nigga for a few then text y'all when the bitch on her way."

"Bitch we'll be on standby!" I heard Jala laugh making me chuckle as Jakai was calling back.

"Don't be fucking hanging up on me."

"Don't be fucking cursing at me like I'm yo girl bro."

"Shit, I'm tryna make you her." He said making me chuckle.

"Yeah, yeah. Get me a lyft, Imma text you my address."

"Aight bet."

I texted Black telling him, I had to do something first then I'll be there. I took a shower and got out getting dress in jeans and a shirt. I packed a bag putting my makeup, wallet, charger and baby wipes. I got a text telling me the Lyft was outside so I walked out saying bye to Emae.

~

"Jakai stop." I whined as he choked me trying to kiss me.

"Nah, you mad tough over the phone, right?"

"No." I laughed pushing his head. "Can you go get me something to drink, please?"

"What you want?"

"Surprise me." I smirked.

Once he walked out, I grabbed his phone entering the password I watched him enter. I FaceTime'd his girlfriend then hung up making it seem like a mistake as she called back a second later making me laugh.

"Who the fuck is you?" She asked as soon as it connected.

"The bitch who fucking your nigga." I lied playing with my nails.

"Jakai got y'all bitches acting bold, I'll spit on you bitch."

"You know where he live bitch, if you that bold pull up suh."

"Answer the door when I'm there punk ass bitch." I hung up laughing texting Jaelyn telling them she was on her way.

I leaned back texting Black telling him I'll be there in a minute, I hoped this whole thing hurried up a bitch was ready to see Black. Jakai came back in with a apple juice making me laugh, I took it then laid down as his heavy ass plopped down on me.

"You be acting like you don't want me." He said.

"I don't." I said honestly but he laughed taking it as a joke.

"You just acting like that cause I got a girl but you know I fucks with you." He smiled in my face making me smile because this boy looked so damn good.

"I just don't do niggas with girlfriends no more."

"Imma different type of nigga though, you ain't gon be my side bitch or none of that, I just want you."

"You ain't Trey Songz my nigga, you ain't bout to eat your cake and-"

"I could eat you." He smirked kissing me on my neck making me accidentally moan as he reached down trying to unbotton my pants. "Just let me taste you."

His head went lower as I sighed, I had no self control. I moaned out loud as soon as his mouth came in contact with my lips, I grabbed his head opening my legs wider letting the moans out just as the doorbell rung. He ignored it and I almost did until I heard banging on the front door and yelling.

"Who the fuck?" He mumbled wiping his mouth with the back of his hand standing up. "Hold on."

I laid there for a second trying to get myself together, I grabbed my phone seeing Jaelyn say they was pulling up. I went in the bathroom wiping myself then washing my hands walking out with my bag as I heard his girl yelling and him trying to hold her back.

"Brah, push me again and Imma punch you in ya shit." Jakai said pushing both of the girls back.

"Where that tough ass bitch at?" Her friend yelled.

"Right here." I smiled walking towards the door as Jakai tried to stop me.

"They gon jump you, chill." He said trying to stop me and push them back.

"It's whatever." I laughed walking towards the door. "Let's go outside."

They backed up letting me come out, I watched Jaelyn, Jala, Dylan and Shep come towards my way making me smirk. The girl tried to swing on me and I moved back just as Jaelyn small ass ran to her hitting her while Jala hit the other girl.

"Yeah bae." Shep laughed recording.

"Fuck they pick your hoe ass from?" I asked Dylan as she laughed.

"I was home sleep and they told me to get ready to fight and now I'm here." She yawned.

I hit the girl repeatedly with Jaelyn and we sent her down as she stopped fighting. We started stomping her out while she covered her face. I laughed cause she was tripping, I don't care how bad I was getting beat up, I wasn't gon stop fighting.

"Aye son, don't touch my girl." I heard Shep say.

"Aww." I chuckled seeing Shep push Jakai.

"Yo, Esme what y'all doing bro?" Jakai asked.

"Your girl and her friend jumped my friends." I told him as he looked pissed off.

"So fuck you came here to set them up?"

"Sadly."

"You a dirty ass bitch."

"Okay?" I questioned chuckling. "You just ate my pussy and poured ya heart out to me, I understand you hurt."

"Ain't nobody hurt, you a ho ass bitch anyway. My brother been fucked, I was just trying to fuck."

"But you didn't."

"Watch ya mouth." Shep told him as Jala and Jaelyn stopped fighting.

"Who you talking to?" He asked. "Ain't you that basketball nigga? I'll end ya life, fuck you talking bout."

"Do it." Shep laughed putting his phone in his pocket.

"Chill baby cause I'll cut him." Jaelyn said pulling out a knife making us laugh. "He don't want these problems."

"He hurt right now y'all. He just found out he was getting used, let his heart heal. He acting out." I joked making him laugh.

"I'll get my sister to beat you the fuck up."

"She gon have to beat us." Dylan spoke up.

"Okay!" Jaelyn laughed.

"Now Imma get you beat up." I shrugged seriously going to get my bag. "Thanks for the head and Lyft though."

I went to walk past him and he tried to punch me in my mouth but I moved making it land on my jaw. Shep walked towards him as I tried to stop him but he hit him too fast putting Jakai down.

"Hell no." Jaelyn walked towards him with her knife out.

"Let's go." I shook my head, Jakai had something different coming towards him.

They reluctantly stopped and turned leaving all three of them looking dumb. We got in the car as Shep started it up pulling off, I gave them the address to the studio Black was at.

"You good? I would've fucked him up for you." Shep said.

"Yeah, it's cool. I ain't want you fighting, you can't be going to jail putting your future in danger. I got hood niggas who don't give a fuck, it's cool."

"See this my bitch babe, I love her." Jaelyn said making me laugh.

"I love you too baby." I grabbed my bag as the car stopped. "Thank y'all, I'll text y'all."

"I'm coming too, see y'all babies. We gon link." Dylan got out the car with me.

"Real soon." Jala smiled as we closed the door.

I texted Black telling him Dylan came with me and that we were here, he told me he sent Nas down to get us making me roll my eyes, he knew I didn't like him. I watched Nas wave us over then get back on the elevator as we followed. He spoke and I did a lil wave while Dylan spoke back.

I walked into the studio seeing Keyz, a few females and Hendrix on the couch. Black was in a roller chair as a female stood above him, Nas went to sit on the other couch with another nigga and female. I raised my eyebrow, these bitches wasn't here when I first FaceTime'd him.

Dylan walked over to Keyz plopping down on his lap making him raise a eyebrow as the females stared at her. He laughed at her then hugged her wrapping his arms around her while she laid on his chest.

"Come here." I heard Black say making me look towards his way. I walked towards him and the other two niggas who was in roller chairs. "This Es, Es these my producers Eddy and Wayne."

"Hey." I smiled at them waving.

"Aight, she here now. Can we get something to eat?" Keyz asked.

"Y'all was waiting for me? My bad." I chuckled.

"Oou, can we get pizza?" Dylan asked.

"I want chicken." I said making most of them agree.

"So find a place with chicken and pizza." Black told Hendrix making him nod.

"Why your jaw look like it's swollen?" Hendrix pointed out making me look at him blankly.

"I'll tell y'all later."

"Tell me now." Black said standing up to tower over me looking at my face.

"Remember the boy you said was below me? He punched me."

"Where he reside?" Keyz asked.

"I'm already on it." I told him, I been texted Face and told him what happened.

"Why he punch you? I mean you had to do something in order for somebody to put their hands on you." Nas spoke making me turn towards him.

"You would say that." I chuckled as Dylan laughed catching on.

"She didn't put her hands on him, that's all that matter."

"Then she must of said something to get him mad so he hit her."

"No male should be putting their hands on a female no matter what she said, they are physically stronger than us." Dylan said as we both looked at him like he was stupid.

"Just because we stronger don't mean y'all could say what the fuck y'all want to us."

"Are you stupid?" She asked. "It's a free country, if you gon fight every time someone say something you don't like then you're going to live a short life. Words are words."

"Dylan look who we talking to." I looked at her so she could stop preaching.

"Oh right, this a baby rapist." She said making me tuck my lips in.

"Y'all bugging." Hendrix chuckled.

"My brother ain't no rapist, y'all tripping tripping." Keyz laughed.

"I been told her to stop saying that shit." Black mugged me.

"Y'all don't know what he do when he not around y'all and y'all don't know what he did or said to my sister." Dylan told them.

"The word no turn him on." I said seriously making Dylan and Keyz laugh.

"Nobody was about to rape your hoe ass, I just wanted to see what the hype was." He laughed on his phone.

"I'm all the hype but you'll never find out baby."

"I don't want you bitch."

"Fallback Nas." Keyz told him.

"Nah, I'm tryna warn Black before he fall for her thot ass. You know she let a nigga spend a night yesterday?"

"He do." I chuckled. "I told him all about Face and everybody else, you wanna try again?"

"Nas Fallback." Black said. "Es, chill too."

"He said something to me first, lucky I don't get him beat up too." I mumbled the last part lowly so nobody could hear me.

"Shut up." Black said pulling me so I could sit on his lap.

"I'm ordering a 40 pc and three pies, that's cool?" Hendrix asked.

"Can you make one extra cheese and bacon?" Dylan said making me agree.

"No." Keyz shut her down.

"It was my idea to get pizza and I can't even choose my toppings, wow."

"I ordered it, anybody else got suggestions? No? okay." Hendrix said.

"What you recording?" I asked.

"Nothing just listening to some beats until something come to my mind." 

"Something off with you today, I could feel it. What's wrong?" 

"The day my brother committed suicide coming up." 

"I'm sorry." I spoke hugging his head. 

"It's cool, I just miss my lil bro. I wish I could go back and help him solve a temporary problem before he did a permanent solution." He shook his head making me sad. "I just wish I could say everything I want to him."

"You could." I told him making him look at me confused. "Can you turn this up?" 

"Got you." Eddie said turning the beat up as everybody nodded to it. 

"Listen to this beat and write everything you wanna say to your brother, do this as if he's going to be the only one listening and get everything out."

Black nodded pulling out his phone beginning to type as I watched him, he was typing real fast like everything was already on his mind. 

"I'm ready to get in there." He said making all of them look at him. 

"Niggas been in this studio for almost seven damn hours, she come here and now ya thoughts just running?" Keyz asked making us laugh. 

"Go head." Hendrix told him as I got up.

"Come with me." He held his hand out for me. 

I grabbed it as we walked into another room, he pulled a stool out for me to sit down. I sat down while watching his every move, he put a headset on my head then put one on his head. I heard the beat making me nod as Eddie gave him a thumbs up so he can start rapping. 

"I hope you got what you wanted, I hope you finally happy, it's too late for you. Been going out my mind, you don't know how many times I prayed for you. I hope you hear me goddamit cause I got so much shit I wanna say to you." 

I teared up hearing the lyrics because they were so relatable , my parents didn't commit suicide but they're gone and I had so much shit to tell them. I wished they were here to see how much money I was making and how I was growing up. 

"You good?" He asked making me snap back.

"Yeah." I wiped my eyes. "You did so good." 

"Let's go hear me." He smirked grabbing my hand.

"Got a real nigga shedding tears." Dylan spoke as we walked out making us laugh. 

"Shit was like that." Hendrix dapped him up.

"If she influencing you like that, keep her around." Wayne said making me smile as he looked back at me. 

"I plan on it." He said smirking making me put my head down blushing. 

"Y'all so cute, huhmyGod." Keyz joked making us laugh.

"Imma take you out." Black told me. 

"Where?" I asked. 

"Don't know."

"When?" 

"Don't know."

"I'll be ready." I smiled making him chuckle. 
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