Volume three. (This type long and it speaks on serious issues)

"Stop." I told Kree trying to clean his nose as he cried trying to move my hands. "Kreed, stop!"

He stopped for a minute then started yelling making me roll my eyes, he was annoying as hell. I continued to clean his nose ignoring him until he scratched my face making me pop him as his bad ass hit me back then knocked everything off the table.

"Now you bout to stand in the corner." I told him placing him down in the corner as he went to sit down. "Stand!" 

I ignored his cries as he stood up throwing his head back, I went in the kitchen to start dinner because his bad ass was going to sleep early. I played some music on my phone blocking him out as I washed my hands. 

"Up Kreed, stand up!" I yelled to him seeing him standing up crying. 

I didn't even feel like cook anything so I put everything back ordering pizza and hot wings from Pizza Hut. I was on my phone while Kreed continued crying, I hope his bad ass cried his self to sleep. He was extra grumpy today because he wasn't feeling well but I didn't care, he was annoying.

"Where you at?" I asked Kee as he answered his phone. 

"Why he crying?" He ignored my question making me roll my eyes. 

"I hate when you do that annoying shit." 

"I'm pulling up, I'll be there in like ten minutes." 

"If you pull up and see a Papa Johns man, pay for it." 

"Aight baby." I hung up turning on the t.v seeing Spongebob playing. 

"Ma!" Kreed yell through cries.

"I don't wanna hear it Kreed, stand in that corner." I told him making him get louder.

Fifteen minutes passed and neither my food or Kee was here, just as I said that Kee walked through the door with Face. I continued watching Pretty Little Liar reruns as they went through the refrigerator. My phone started ringing and I knew it was the food so I stood up going out the door then going down all these damn stairs.

"$22.65." The boy said once I stood there.

"Keep the change." I smiled handing him a 20 and a 5 dollar bill. 

"Thank you." He smiled back handing me the pizza and wings.

I grabbed everything from him and made my way back up the stairs, I wasn't about to get in trouble because the pizza man wanted to flirt. I walked back in seeing Kreed on Kee lap while they was now watching Flash. I made my plate and Kreeds along with getting our juices, I sat Kreed food on the floor in the corner. 

"Go back in the corner and eat." I grabbed him making him throw his head back crying. "Don't care." 

"Come on Spence." Kee said.

"Nobody told you to get him from the corner, he was there for a reason."

"Nobody wanna hear allat crying shit."

"Don't care." I told him snatching the remote going back to Pretty Little Liars.

"Then you wonder why I be out all day, you annoying as hell."

"Leave then Keohn." I chuckled. "You're not making me mad, Kreed just going to be asking for you."

"You care, that's why you always calling."

"You extra mad today." I looked at him laughing. "What you didn't sell enough pills tonight?" 

"Nah, this bitch ain't fuck me right."

"Your pullout game weak, I hope you strapped up lil bitch." I shrugged.

"You really a booty bitch."

"Ain't what these niggas saying." I laughed.

"You think you funny?" 

"Humorous." 

"Y'all bugging." Face laughed going to get a slice of pizza.

"That's his mad ass tryna make me mad cause he mad, fuck outta here."

"I wasn't mad til I came the fuck home."

"Then leave Keohn!" I laughed. "You keep saying the shit like you wanna leave so leave, I promise you I won't care."

"Bet." He stood up.

"You don't need me to come right? A nigga hungry as fuck." Face asked with pizza in his mouth. 

"Nah, you good." Kee said as he grabbed a slice of pizza then walked out the door making sure his mad ass slammed it. 

"Kreed eat so you can go to bed." I told him as he stopped crying to eat his food.

"Aye sis, Imma go to sleep. Let me know if you need something." Face said taking his plate in the room as I nodded.

"Ma, dank you." Kreed smiled at me. 

"You welcome baby." I smiled back at him. "We ain't cool though."

~

"Why it's a scratch on your face?" Brenda asked as we sat at the table.

"Kreed scratched me yesterday." I said looking at it through my camera.

"Let him spend the night with me tonight." 

"Shit, have em for the whole weekend." I chuckled.

"Actually, I should." She nodded. "Tomorrow I'll pick him up and I'll drop him off at school Monday morning."

"You sure? Kreed something serious." I told her as she laughed.

"He is my Godchild, I got this." She chuckled.

"Just let me know if I have to come get him."

"Spencer, you have a appointment later right?" Esme asked coming up to me.

"Yeah."

"You mind if I pushed it back for an hour? Something with my sister came up. I'll take $10 off."

"You don't gotta take nothing off." I waved her off. "I know all about rescheduling."

"Thank you babes, see you later." She smiled walking off.

"I do not like her." Brenda rolled her eyes making me raise a eyebrow. 

"Why don't you like her? She's mad cool." 

"Because she a ho." She rolled her eyes. 

"It gotta be something else to the story." I chuckled eating my nuggets. 

"Long story short I was with Face the other day and she called and he got up as soon as she called like-"

"But why you not mad at Face instead of her?" 

"Because he said she does this often no matter who she with, I told him to check that and he did and she tried to be funny like no bitch you with can ever compete with me."

"I find allat petty, don't start beef with her over a nigga. Just let it go and continue getting money."

"Hey y'all." Sanaa smiled walking to us with another girl. "This my best friend Janey. This Spencer and Brenda."

"Wassup?" Brenda nodded at her.

"Aren't you Kee baby mother?" She asked looking at me. 

"I'm Spencer." I stated.

"Oh, I offended you? I didn't mean no harm."

"You good." I nodded pulling out my phone. 

"Speaking of the devil." I heard Brenda say as Keohn walked in the cafeteria looking around, he walked towards Esme table talking to her friend Dylan. "They friends?" 

"They talk here and there." I mumbled continuing to look at them as they both smiled in each other face. 

"All them bitches hoes best friend, they be fucking bitches niggas and don't even care. Watch yo man." 

"I'm not watching shit if Keohn want her, he can have her." I shrugged. "Ain't no nigga bout to stress me out."

"A nigga gon be a nigga regardless and if he don't wanna be kept then stop trying to keep him." Sanaa said making me agree.

"You stay talking about relationships but don't have one." Janey laughed making me raised a eyebrow.

"You don't know everything about me or who I be with." Sanaa mocked her laugh making me laugh. 

"Babydaddy coming." Brenda spoke making me look over my shoulder to see Kee walking towards me. 

"You need me to drop you off at-"

"Nope." I cut him off pulling out my phone. 

"Aight cause I was going that way and I-"

"I don't need you to, all good." I cut him off again.

"Why you keep cutting me off?" He asked. "I'm trying-"

"Keohn, leave me alone. Keep that energy from last night."

"I could dig it." He chuckled. "You need money?"

"Yeah." I didn't need none but I'll rather spend his then mine.

"How much?" 

"Guess."

He wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my cheek multiple times as I tried to move my head. He ran his tongue down the side of my face then stood up throwing a hundred in front of my face walking away.

"Big ass child." I wiped my face off while they laughed.

"How can you still be mad at him? He plays so much." Brenda laughed.

"He's annoying." I glared at him from the other side of the cafeteria as he blew a kiss at me. 

"Look how that bitch looking at you." Brenda spoke making me turn back to see Esme friend was just staring at me. I looked back at her wondering what was the problem. "Bitch probably jealous."

"Dylan don't get jealous." Sanaa spoke up. "If she messing with Keohn, it'll be the other way around. I've seen it happen with my own eyes, she be having bitches ready to kill their selves."

"All them bitches hoes at the end of the day." Her friend Janey spoke up. "Dylan, Esme, Jala and Jaelyn got a reputation. Esme and Dylan the worse ones though, they body count over their age."

"Bitches got no morals or self respect." Brenda spoke. 

"In my opinion, it's their pussy so I don't care what they doing with it. If they fucking niggas back to back, it's their business. They obviously don't care so why would I?" Sanaa spoke making me agree.

"Honestly, for all we know they could only have a few bodies but it's still their business." I spoke. 

"All I know is Esme better back off Face." Brenda said as Sanaa made a face then tucked her lips in. 

"So, yeah." I chuckled changing the subject. 

~

"It's look so natural." I spoke recording myself on Snapchat making Esme laugh.

"I'm good at what I do." She smiled shrugging. 

"I was real life scared to come to you but you really live up to expectations, I'm really in love." I said touching my hair as she continued laughing.

"Yes, I'm bout to call snatchies from Kee." She smiled making me chuckle. "You looking like a snack."

"Girl, you a damn snack."

"We could have this picnic then, feel me?" She held her hands out making me laugh.

"You're a mess." I chuckled giving her the $100. 

"I charge $50, lemme go get change."

"Keep the whole hundred cause my frontal is slayed honey." I said continuing to look at it. 

"Aw thank you baby, you need a ride home? My brother could take you." She spoke throwing a pillow at the boy who was on the phone. "This is Keyz."

"No, I can walk." I spoke. 

"Nas could take her-"

"Fuck no baby, I'll rather her get the damn Lyft." She spoke then looked at me. "He's a future rapist." 

"You need to stop saying that shit, I'm out of here anyway. Come on, I'll take you." 

"You don't have to, I don't live far." 

"That's better for me." He chuckled. "I'll even let you control the music."

"Let me know when you home and don't laugh at anything that goof ball say, it hypes his ego." She rolled her eyes making me laugh.

"I'm the funniest nigga you know." He laughed opening the door for me as I grabbed my stuff. 

"Thank you." I spoke following behind him as we walked to a Benz, oh he got money.

"You looking all uncomfortable and shit." He chuckled on his phone while the car warmed up. 

"It's just cause I don't you." I spoke truthfully. 

"I ain't gon do nothing." He chuckled. "Shit I won't even talk to you if you don't want to."

"How Imma tell you not to talk to me while running your gas up?" I joked making him laugh.

"Already fucks with you, what's your name?" 

"Spencer." I said making him nod. "This yours?"

"Yeah." He smiled big. "My first accomplishment, this my baby."

"Where you work? They hiring?" 

"Imma hit man." He spoke making my neck snap towards him as my eyes got big. "Sike nah."

"Don't do that, I was bout to haul ass out this car." I laughed.

"Nah, Imma producer though. Ain't nothing special but it's something." He shrugged pulling off. 

"You look young to be a producer." I spoke giving him directions at the same time. 

"Girl, I'm 24." He chuckled making my eyes go wide. "How old I look?" 

"I for real thought you was 19 or 20."

"I grew this damn beard for nothing, I'm still looking like a teenager." He rubbed his face making me laugh. 

"You look good with the beard." 

"Damn girl, you go for the kill." He glanced at me smirking. "Just ask me to dinner."

Laughing, I looked at him. "I got a boyfriend and a kid already."

"How old are you?" 

"Just turned 18 but my kid is 2."

"So you had him at 16?" He asked making me nod. "I respect the hell out of teen moms, my mother was one. She was a bad one but she one nonetheless."

"You really play so much." I laughed as he parked outside my building. 

"You know those lil niggas?" He asked sitting up touching his waist while I looked at the group of niggas rolling my eyes. 

"That's my boyfriend, son and his friends." I answered taking off my seatbelt. 

"That's Face face ass?" He asked making me laugh at his corny ass while I opened the door making Keohn look at me. 

"Thank you for the ride." I smiled. 

"It ain't even waste no gas, you good." He smiled showing his braces. "Be safe though." 

I backed up watching him pull off then turned around just as Kreed ran to me, I smiled picking my baby up kissing on his face. I watched all of them look at me while I looked at them back, I walked passed them going to the elevator while they followed making me roll my eyes.

"That's was Keyz?" Face asked as I nodded. "How you know him?" 

"I don't." I answered. "He said your face ass too."

"This nigga." Face laughed. 

"If you don't know em why you was in the car with him?" Keohn asked.

"Because he offered to take me home instead of me walking."

"Then why you ain't call me?" 

"Because I was going to walk."

"How you go from getting your hair done to being with a nigga in the car?" 

"That's Esme brother." I looked at him in annoyance. 

"Esme don't have a brother."

"That's like a brudda to ha." Face said. 

"Why you questioning me anyway? Did I ask you where the fuck you was all night when you ain't come home?" 

"You could've but you didn't."

"Okay."

"I'm not used to y'all arguing, can y'all be happy again?" Benji asked making the boys laugh. 

We got off the elevator as I opened the door which was unlocked making me roll my eyes, I put Kreed down letting him do whatever as I walked in the room closing my door. I took off my shirt and pants looking through my draw trying to find clothes so I can shower as the door opened making me jump.

"You got mail." He said handing it to me as I put it on the dresser. "You really still can't be mad at me."

"I was never mad at you, you gon do whatever you want at the end of the day."

"I'm sorry for leaving, I was annoyed and taking it out on you." 

"You cheating on me?" 

"You know I don't believe in cheating, I'll break up with you before I do that childish shit."

"I believe you."

"Why you ask that?" 

"You didn't come home and you was smiling in Dylan face today."

"I stayed a Benji house and she copied my notes for me yesterday so we was laughing cause she kept tryna make me pay for my shit."

"Okay."

"Thanks for asking me instead of just accusing me."

"Thanks for not lying to me."

"Imma real nigga." He smiled making me laugh. "I like your hair though, Esme did that. I gotta tip her for making you look more beautiful."

"Stop." I laughed as he hugged me biting my neck. "But yes she really did slay this frontal."

"It's on tight?" He asked pulling it. "Oh yeahhh."

"Keohn you better go head, I'm not having sex with your friends in the next room."

"They know we have sex baby." He looked at me blankly. "We got a whole two year old."

"Okay but-"

"Shut up." He kissed me hugging my body as I fell into temptation like always, this why I got a damn two year old.

~

"Today Mr.Sykes and Ms.Seal health classes will be joining us." Our teacher announced making me smile since Brenda was in Ms.Seal class.

"Man, where they sitting at? I'm not bout to get up." Kalil said making us agree.

"They've been told to bring chairs."

"Why they coming?" Sarah asked. 

"Your principal decided that with everything going on in today's world we should talk about y'all rights as men and women."

"Man, I know my rights and if they not enforced I'm fucking somebody up." Ant said making some people laugh.

"Language." Our teacher said blankly as kids started walking in. "Okay, welcome welcome fit in anywhere."

"Bestieee." Brenda smiled running with her chair coming towards me. 

"Sit down and be quiet." Ms.Seal said as the other class walked in. 

"With a show of hands, who in this room has been sexually harassed?" Mr.Nicks asked making a few girls hand go up.

"So you're telling me no men in this room has been sexually harassed before?" Mr.Sykes asked. "Because I have and I know y'all have too."

"When you say sexually harassed, what do you specifically mean?" Ant asked. 

"Has a female ever groped you without your permission? Has a man? Have you ever turned down a catcall and get shamed for it afterwards? Have you ever felt unsafe after turning down someone?" Ms.Seal asked making more hands go up including mine. "Then you have been sexually harassed."

"What's your opinion on rape Tykeem?" Mr.Nicks asked.

"Niggas deserved to die for raping someone, that's one thing I can't respect. I'll kill a nigga if my sisters, cousins, or mother ever told me something like that."

"That's another problem about rape." Mr.Sykes spoke making us confused. "Why do you automatically say men as if a woman can't rape a man?" 

"Because you barely hear about a man getting rape, they think they have to be strong or their masculinity is challenged if they admit they have been raped." Esme spoke up. 

"Yes, that is a problem. More men need to speak up but women need to also." Mr.Sykes agreed. 

"Fellas, let me ask. When you're with a girl and y'all fooling around but she decides she doesn't want this anymore, what you doing?" Ms.Seal asked. 

"Then she just don't want to have sex, I ain't bout to pressure nobody." Tony spoke. 

"Lemme ask though, this my girl or just a random bop?" Ant asked. 

"Does it matter?" Mr.Sykes asked.

"Yes it does."

"Why?" Ms.Seal asked.

"Because if that's my girl then we just gon chill but if she a random bop, she gotta get the fuck out." He spoke making all of us laugh. "She knew what the hell she was coming for."

"If we being honest, all nos not really nos." Kalil spoke. 

"What the hell you mean? Every no is a damn no. If she don't want to then stop." Sarah spoke.

"Nah, I'm saying like if we bout to do it and she tell me no or stop. I'm not going to right away because sometimes they say no or stop because of too much pleasure." 

"I mean, yeah you right about that." Dylan agreed. "I can be getting orally pleased and tell him to stop because I can't handle it, I understand that."

"You tryna make this happen?" Kalil asked looking back at her as she smiled rolling her eyes. 

"My boy shooting his shot during a rape seminar, ayo!" Jaelyn shouted making us laugh.

"I think we deserve a answer to that though." Ty said as everybody looked at Dylan.

"I been had that answer, I know how Kalil tongue work." Dylan waved him off making all of us laugh.

"Sisss!" Esme threw her head back laughing as Kalil stood up bowing.

"Off subject, off subject." Ms.Seal shook her head laughing. 

"Why do you think rapist exist?" Mr.Nicks asked.

"Because people are sick as fuck and can't handle rejection." Jala answered.

"In my opinion the way some female carry their self allows them to be raped." Rah said making all of us look at him. "If you present yourself as a hoe then they gon think you that easy and now you put yourself in a predicament."

"Are you stupid?" Dylan asked squinting her eyes. 

"Oh you bugging." Tykeem looked at him.

"You ignorant bro." Kalil looked at him.

"Then y'all females nodding y'all head like y'all agree, y'all seriously agree with him?" Jaelyn asked scrunching her face up. 

"Rasaul, can you explain your statement? I want to look at it from all points and be open minded." Ms.Seal asked.

"There is no other point!" Esme said. "I'm not going to be open minded about this, that's the most ignorant shit I've ever heard."

"Say if a female got a boyfriend and she cheating on him and she lie about where she going just to chill with her side nigga and he rape her. She put herself in that predicament because she wanted to be a thot."

"Nah, that's the most ignorant shit I ever heard." Dylan spoke. 

"So because she lied she deserve to be raped?" I spoke up. 

"I'm not saying rape is justifiable or even something that should happen but females be acting as if their victims while doing the shit they do."

"So if I had sex with Kalil and Tykeem and Ant wants to have sex and I say no I deserve to be raped because I'm a hoe?" Dylan asked.

"No, let's use your example." Esme spoke looking at him. "If you at your mans house sleep but wake up to your mans raping you, it's okay?" 

"That's not my example though." Rah spoke. 

"It is! You said the female put herself in that predicament because she went to chill with her side nigga so you chilling with your mans and he rape you, is it okay?" 

"You walk past a group of bitches with your dick print showing is it okay for them to rape you?" Jala asked. 

"You in jail and walk past a group of booty bandits, is it okay for them to rape you?" Sanaa asked.

"Y'all still being one sided." He shook his head. "It's not cool to rape, I'm not saying it is."

"You take care of ya lil sister right?" Tykeem asked. "If she come tell you she got raped while having shorts on, you gon tell her it was her fault?"

"Because that's how ignorant you sound." Jala added. 

"I've been raped and molested by a man I called my uncle while I was 6, a man my parents trusted around my sister and I so did I deserve that?" Esme asked making everybody go quiet. "I've been harassed and called out my name because of wearing dresses or revealing clothes, did I deserve that? Did I deserve getting forced to have sex by a boy I see every day in the hallways because I went to chill with him?"

"Did I deserve to get my vagina ripped open because I told a man I had a boyfriend and I didn't want him?" Keeley asked.

"Did I deserve to get almost choked to death because I told a man I wasn't interested?" Sarah asked.

"Did I deserve to get forced into doing oral sex because he was my boyfriend?" Shy asked.

"Did I deserve to get raped in a party because I was dancing on him all night?" Dylan asked.

"If you think that victims cause this on their self then I worry for the girls that reject you because you're a rapist in training." Esme spoke making us go silent again. "You're one of those sick twisted people who take advantage of what you consider weak but us victims are the strongest people you'll ever meet. Seek help."

"I uh-." Ms.Seal started but stopped, she literally had everybody mind blown. 

"Wow." Mr.Sykes and Mr.Nicks said in unison still not knowing what to say.

"Not to be ignorant but I am a female who has morals and respect myself then I see how some of y'all females carry yourself. You dress half naked, post racy pictures and have sex with different men seeking attention. Rape isn't okay and I feel sorry for everyone who's a victim but if you're a rape victim you would think you'll carry yourself differently." Brenda spoke breaking the silence. 

"Y'all gotta stop using self respect and morals so loosely." Esme shook her head. 

"I know the definition of both and I used it correctly." Brenda clapped back. 

"Self respect means pride and confidence in oneself. Morals mean a person standard of believe." Jaelyn read the definition from the dictionary.

"I got so much confidence in myself, I know I'm capable of a lot. Morals is a person standard, just because you believe females should carry their self differently doesn't mean I think that. I have morals and I respect the hell out of myself."

"As I said, you say you're a victim of rape but you still put up pictures of you half naked on Instagram, you still talk about sex openly, you still wear tight clothes and you still have sex with multiple people."

"Because I'm a victim I have to change and hide for the rest of my life? I have sex because I enjoy it. His sex boring? It's okay, I got someone who I know sex not. Tight clothes? Sis all my clothes fit on me perfectly, who tryna get a yeast infection from allat tight shit? And talking about sex openly? People should talk about sex more openly! That's why the AID and pregnancy percentage is so high now because their ashamed to talk about sex."

"You would think someone who have been raped while going to chill with a boy would stop going to chill with boys."

"You're so ignorant." Jala spoke.

"This what I was saying." Rah spoke throwing his hands up. "Females will go chill with a nigga knowing they've been through the shit. They put their selves in this predicament."

"Y'all really making me look at y'all differently yo." Kalil said looking at the with disgust.

"On me, shit is sad." Ty said.

"As a female, you're so sad and ignorant." Jaelyn looked at Brenda in disgust. "If I was as spiteful as y'all, I would wish rape on y'all but I'm not, God bless."

"Okay, I've got a respective of things and I want to thank everybody for sharing their difficult times and personal opinions." Mr.Sykes spoke. 

"Y'all can have the rest of the class to y'all selves while we talk outside." Mr.Nicks said as all three teachers walked out the room.

"Y'all understand what I was saying. right?" Brenda asked Sanaa, Janey and I. 

"Because you're my best friend I'm going to tell you you're ignorant as fuck." I spoke. "I have always agreed on you with everything but that is one thing, I will not agree with."

"But-"

"So, I feel like you got something to get off your chest as if you got beef or something but I don't know you so I don't understand the hostility." Esme spoke sitting in the chair next to me.

"Just like you don't know me, I don't know you either." Brenda spoke. "I'm the bitch that'll never compete with you."

"I'm confused?" Esme questioned leaning her head to the side. 

"The other day you told Face that his bitch can't compete with you." She said making Esme laugh.

"So you ain't hear Face say your nigga ain't gon never be me before I said that?" She chuckled. "Face is my friend, I have someone I'm serious with and we're not on that type of time no more so-"

"I don't fuck my friends so?"

"I'm trying to explain to you about it and you're still being hostile, I came to speak to you because I don't beef and I like everyone so I don't like anyone disliking me. You dislike me when you don't know me because if you did know me, you'll find me pretty cool."

"I don't want to know you, you fucked the nigga I'm dealing with why would I want to be cool?"

"Sis, I promise you half of this school fucked Face." She laughed. "I'm just not one of the girls he fucked and left because as I said we're friends."

"Why you explaining yourself?" Dylan asked standing over Esme eating chips while Jala and Jaelyn took seats next to her.

"Because y'all know I'm a people person." Esme spoke. "I'm so cool with people and I'm a cool nice ass person so for her to be doing all this towards me is surprising me."

"But what am I doing to you? Didn't you say you confident in yourself? My opinion shouldn't matter." 

"It doesn't at all." Esme shut her down. "I just wanted you to understand you shouldn't want to beef with me over a everybody ass nigga."

"A everybody ass nigga that fucked you, okay." Brenda chuckled.

"I tried to be the mature one but now it's my turn to hurt feelings." Esme chuckled. "Just because we fuck with the same nigga don't mean we got that nigga the same, play the same position or gon be the same."

"Okay!" Jaelyn yelled clapping. "There my mean bitch go!"

"Cause if we being honest, I'll make Face stop fucking with you altogether." She shrugged. "I don't know wassup with you but that boy love me, Imma always be his bitch and that's stamped."

"Face ain't shit anyway." Dylan shrugged. 

"This y'all business but please do not throw dirt on my brother name." Sanaa spoke up.

"Bitch bye! You his sister, you know the most and you know he ain't shit." Dylan said making them laugh.

"You keep talking like I don't give a fuck what y'all talking about, all y'all bitches hos. Y'all fuck anybody and that's sad. I bet you y'all fucked more than two niggas in this room alone, y'all bitches nasty, bummy and broke."

"This you sis cause I cun not." Dylan laughed shaking her head.

"Can you name anybody I had sex with besides Face?" Esme asked. "I mean I'm a hoe, no doubt but can you name them?"

"Why you lying? You had sex with me girl." Ant said making Esme laugh.

"Keep dreaming." Esme chuckled.

"I only fucked one nigga in this room, by the way." Dylan raised her hand. "He was my friends with benefits, right Lil?" 

"Yessuhh." Kalil agreed.

"Then you talking bout nasty, a nigga can't fuck me without a condom sis and even then I still get checked every three months instead of six because of the amount of sex I have." Esme spoke. 

"I wish y'all stop explaining y'allselves." Jala spoke all into her phone. 

"Broke? Bitch you reaching!" 

"Don't you work at Popeyes working 8 something an hour?" Dylan asked.

"Sis, I make your whole paycheck in two days." Esme.

"Y'all bitches a piece of ass and proud of that." Brenda shook her head.

"I'm a fucking piece of ass and I say it proudly, fuck you sis Imma say that loudly. Now tell these lies since people don't know shit about me!" Esme yelled making everybody laugh including me. 

"I like that sis." Jala laughed. 

"My nigga a rapper." She shrugged getting up as the bell rung. 

"Hope she ain't hurt your heart too bad sis, maybe Face could fix it though." Dylan laughed as they all walked out. 

~

"So this everything, if he run out of diapers then just call me, I'll drop some off." I told Brenda as I finished packing Kree bag. 

"I got pampers and stuff for him at my house so everything should be enough, we gon be good. Right godbaby? Tell her to cut it out."

"Imma miss my demon child." I spoke hugging him and kissing on his face.

"Aye baby?!" I heard making me roll my eyes, Keohn always yelling. 

"Yes Keohn?" I spoke going to the kitchen to see he was with the boys in the kitchen. 

"You was bout to fight today?" 

"No?" I questioned wondering who lied to him. 

"This bitch Nay told me you and Bren was bout to fight."

"Bitches need to mind their business because we wasn't." I spoke zipping Kreed jacket up.

"Where y'all going?" 

"He's spending the weekend with Brenda."

"She here?" Face asked just as she walked in. "Why you ain't respond back to me?" 

"Cause I don't have time for you." She spoke holding Kreed bag.

"Can we talk in there real quick?"

"No, he ready?" She asked me and before I could answer Face spoke instead.

"Then Imma say what I got to in front of everybody." He shrugged. "I don't know what happened between you and Esme but I got her in my ear then Sanaa telling me shit like that shit for the birds."

"Okay?" 

"I just don't understand, if you had a problem with what she said you should have said something to me about it, not her. She didn't know I was with you or even had something going on with you so for you to be coming crazy at her for a joke between us creating unnecessary drama that I don't got time for."

"Alright, you're right about that. I came for the wrong person but she tried to be funny telling me shit about you like that's still your bitch or something."

"9 times out of 10, everything she said was true."

"So you being for everybody true? She could make you stop fucking wit me? You love her and she gon always be ya bitch?" She asked as we all looked at Face for a answer.

"Imma be honest with you, Sanaa and Esme the only females I love, I got a different type of love for Es because of the shit we been through. If she tell me to stop fucking with somebody and if it's a valid reason then I will." 

"Okay cool, excuse me." She said putting the bag on her shoulder then grabbing Kree hand. "I'll text you later best friend."

"Okay baby." I shook my head watching her walk out. 

"Spence, I'm wrong?" He asked.

"I don't feel that you are, I told her she shouldn't of been mad at Esme but once Brenda has something on her mind, she gon run with it."

"I mean I had fun with her these past two weeks but we ain't even in a relationship and drama coming already, I'll stay single in that case."

"I understand." I nodded.

"Baby, Imma go bust this move then I'm coming back since we got the house to our self for the weekend." Kee spoke kissing me.

"Shit, Imma stay out for the weekend too." Face laughed. "Y'all could have the house to y'all self."

"Good looks." Kee smiled kissing me again.

"I'll have dinner waiting." I said as they walked out the door.

"We gon start with desert first." He called back making me laugh.
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This long but I had to add in that rape part because I was arguing with this boy name Rah on Facebook earlier and this was his opinion and examples and that shit pissed me off. Especially the females that was agreeing with it, that shit blew me!!! I'm a rape victim so this shit was just unbelievable.