A/N: dodging life like☝🏻️ Ha meeeee....

Sorry I'm weird✌🏻️👌🏻

{Caitriona}

I shut the bathroom door quickly, I begin to feel my cheeks heat up. That was really embarrassing. I run to my room and shut the door quietly before plopping down on my bed. I let out a loud sigh. 

Of course I remembered Niall when my mom asked me, but I am not really that interested. When ever my Mum does that it's like a sign of approval from her. It's her saying he's a good one, go ahead and date him. But I am doing anything and everything to not live up to my Mum's standards. 

That's why I'm with Ronan, but that's not the only reason. He's the hottest guy in town, and his muscles make up for his rotten personality. He can be sweet in one moment, but then be cruel and abusive in another, but I love him. I can't exactly explain why but there's something about him.

Niall has only been in town for two days and I'm sick of it. Ever since he's been here Ronan and his buddies have been stirred up. Ronan says he's ran this town for six years, and he doesn't any new boggars. 

I get up from my bed and touch up my makeup. I change into jean shorts, and crochet black crop top. I toss around my wavy hair because it began to go flat. I hear my Mum call and I head downstairs.

"Kate you're actually joining us for dinner" Mum said as I sit down next to Niall. I didn't say anything back, I just stared at my brother.

"The haggis is great Mum" Niall said as out of the corner of my eye I see Aedan shoveling Hape amounts to our dog Benedict.

"You better stop givin' that to the dog or else he gonna get a stomach ache" I say as Mum slaps the back of Aedan's head.

"Aedan Fletcher! If the dog likes your food I cook for you, then I'll start feeding you his food, Do you get me?" She points her finger as he rubs the back of his head.

"Yes Mum" he says as he puts a small scoop into his mouth, and then gags. Niall laughs at him setting his hand down of the table, and then accidentally on top of mine. I rip my hand away and give him a rude glare as he gulps.

"Sorry" he whispers, I pretended I didn't hear it and got up from the table.

"Does anyone want Tea?" I ask avoiding the awkward situation. 

"Yes dear. It should be done about now" Mum says as I walk into the kitchen. Niall follows me and scrapes his leftovers in the trash and washes the dish in the sink. 

"Why don't you like me?" Niall asks as I ignore him and grab some tea cups from the cupboard. 

"I know you remember me" he says as I roll my eyes.

"So? It just means I want nothing to do with you" I say as he takes my wrist.

"Why? All I've ever done is try to be nice to you?" He says spinning me around, I try to take my wrist from his grip but he refuses.

"Like I care. Your just a rich snob that wants everyone to bow down to you, and im not that type of girl" I spit stepping closer.

"If you not that type of girl then why do you let Ronan Control your every move then?" He smirks as I roll my eyes.

"Ronan and I are in love, and if you knew that you'd back off" I as he laughs.

"Well I didn't know so I don't think I am" he says letting go of my arm. I back away from him and I take the tea cups to the table. After I pour everyone a cup of tea I sit back down with Niall joining my side. I cross my arms and look away from him in irritation, in return he places his hand on my thigh from under the table. He makes a light squeeze and travels his hand further up. 

"I'm uh gonna go Mum" I say standing up.

"Yeah I was just about to head out too" Niall says getting up from his chair. I shoot him a glare as he bites his lip.

"Alright, Niall make sure to walk her out, I don't want her to get jumped by a boggar or something" Mum says as I roll my eyes and stomp out the front door.

"Your a perverted boggar you know that?" I say slapping his chest once he closed the front door. He laughed and ignored my question.

"I told you to back off Niall" 

"You think I like you? Honestly I'll give you three reasons why I don't like you. one I am 23 and you are about to turn 18. Two the village wouldn't be to fond of our union. Three your my best friend's sister" he says. Is that all he cares about? 

"So if the stars determined that Someone was the love of you life you would still listen to those ridiculous reasons?" I point out, looking up at the sky. 

"Caitriona we are so far from the stars, that you are probably just seeing things" he shakes his head backing up towards his house.

"You didn't answer my question" I bump his shoulder.

"Yes, if the stars actually said that me and this someone  are meant to be then I'd push past any barriers. But as of right now, you might as well go where ever your heart tells you to" he says tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. I knew he was talking about Ronan when he said that.

"Goodnight" he waves heading inside.

"Night" I said.

[Niall]

Somehow I can't get her off of my mind, I know that it's wrong, but there's something about her. She is my best friend's sister, you are 5 years older than her, stop thinking about her. As much as I want to stop thinking about her, I can't. Her smile, her hair, her confidence, everything about her is driving me insane. 

When she walked in on me all I wanted to do was kiss her. It's so wrong... my feelings for her have to cease, our love will be toxic and diseased, oh god somebody help me please. I won't get over her with ease, but I have too, its so hard, so hard.

Kindly kill me from my madness and save me from this unending mess. Them butterflies they come alive when I'm next to her... I know it's wrong, but it's so hard, so hard. Hands pressed against her cheeks, so far from the playground...

Insane, crazy, deadly, toxic, foolish, wild....this could get us both Goosed, but I'm already going under, and she's the only thing that's keeping me down. I can admit that I'm reckless, and her beauty can't make me see clearly. Oh her perfume is holding me ransom...

I have No Control.

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