..I know nothing's to come from it.. I know it's just some trend.. I know that it's not against me.. I'm just being stupid.. you care and love me.. my brain just wont stop.. I love you.. I miss you.. I'm just jealous..why am I so dependent..I'm just an incompetent jerk..I'm abusive?.. yeah..I'm abusive.. I dont mean to be.. its why you need to get away..you need to be with your friends..I'm sorry.. why do I do this..I'm only trouble..