im so fucking tired of everything right now, the past week has been so fucking stressful it's not even funny, I've had do much hw to do and im so worried about everyone I love

im so scared of directly venting.or asking to vent to someone because I dunno if theyll be okay or if im just a burden or something idk, I feel like nobody really wants me around anymore, i just wanna feel loved and wanted, everyone says they "need" me but if I died or just disappeared everyone will replace me soon after

people i thought I could trust keep fucking ignoring me, im trying my best, I swear I am, I'm just do sick of everything I just want one day where I don't have to worry about anyone or anything and just be happy, that's all