im really sad rn but for really stupid reasons? idk im just really tired and stressed and sick of life rn

i feel like im never gonna be good enough for anyone, I wish I was actually attractive or pretty or cute or handsome or anything idc, I'm tired of looking so feminine

I hate how I always get so scared over stupid reasons that nobody should care about, I wish I was fucking normal or something, I just wanna cry, I feel like everyone I love is gonna abandon me because I wasn't good enough

idk, im just tired and sad ig