are you tired of me yet?? i'm a little sick right now
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dan

i knew that today was a bad day, i knew the darkness was leaking through my brain the moment i woke up and i realised phil was dressed and ready, sitting at the end of my bed on his phone.

"morning." i whispered, i couldn't let him know how i was feeling.

he looked over at me, smiling as he placed his phone down, "how was your sleep?" he asked in a calm voice.

i nodded, although i struggled to remember how my sleep was– only knowing that it happened.

"time to get up buttercup." he smiled, standing up and shoving his homework into his bag. i noticed he was wearing the same thing as he was yesterday, he obviously hasn't planned on sleeping over.

i nodded, my body slow in reacting to my brain as i pushed the thick blanket off of myself and i placed my feet on the ground letting my loose clothing expose my neck.

i sighed quietly as i walked over to my closet, falling to my knees as i searched through clothes that had fallen off their coat hangers and were now laying on the ground.

"can you leave?" i said shyly, knowing i had to get dressed and phil didn't want to see that.

"where can i go? your mum doesn't know i'm here, dan." he laughed quietly, his voice a whisper as if he thought my mum would hear us although she was probably still sleeping.

i pulled my lip between my teeth, nodding in approval of his response, "close your eyes, okay?" i would of just gone in the bathroom connected to my room, but that was also connected to the hallway and i didn't want to risk my mum walking in.

plus i was so very tired, i didn't even mind phil being here.

"i promise." he said with a cheeky grin, covering his eyes like a child.

i smiled slightly, rolling my eyes as i slipped my sweatpants off.

phil

i peeked through my fingers, my subconscious curiosity deciding before i could.

pale smooth thighs, with an almost pink tint to them.

god i would love to kiss those pretty thighs.

i quickly closed my eyes, scolding myself for thinking these kind of things.

but only a few seconds later i was peeking again, dan facing away with his bare back on show. a few freckles scatter over the pale milky skin.

and, gosh, i hoped he knew how pretty he was.
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i love how shit this is.