Same Day

I placed my phone on the counter after listening to Roman's voicemail for the fifth, I have been away from him for three days and I miss him but I am not going back now because I feel like I am caving to easily if I do, I looked out of the window at the beautiful city of Tampa I was one hour away and nobody knew not even Brie don't get me wrong I love my sister but if I told her she might let it slip to Seth and he would tell Roman so I wasn't risking it.

I was staying in the apartment me and Brie bought our mom for when she come to visit, I heard my phone buzz thinking it was maybe Roman again sending a message or leaving another voicemail when I looked it was off Brie

Nikki I just want to know your safe please phone me xx

I should let her know I'm ok but not tell her where I am at, I picked up the phone pressing on her number it rang a couple of times 

"Nikki, where are you?, are you ok?"

"Brie calm down I'm fine"

"Where are you?"

"I can't let you know that"

"Why not? do you not trust me to keep It a secret?"

"Its not that I don't trust you Brie its just I don't want to be bothered right, I just need some space"

"I understand, why did you just go like that?"

"You know why Brie. me and Roman haven't been in a good place for a while, his attitude I just felt like we weren't in a relationship anymore"

"Do you still love him?"

"Of course I do I just needed to get away and clear my head think about our future, as he asked where I am at?"

"No but I'm sure it won't belong until he is knocking on my door "

"When you eventually see him will you let me know how he is?"

"Of course I will, don't rush Nikki take as much time as you need and when your ready come home, I know he as been a complete asshole but I know you guys can work through this"

"I just hope we are strong enough to get through it"

"It will take time but you will, right I will let you go and I will give you an update on Roman when I see him"

"Thanks Brie, I love you and I will speak toy later"

I hung up walking back to the couch phone in hand, sitting down I started scrolling through pictures of me and Roman.

I just hope he is missing me just as much as I am missing him but I can't go back right now, maybe some time apart from each other might make us see how much we miss what we used to be.