Short Chapter

A whole week since she as been gone, a whole week I have been without her I couldn't take it I just wanted to know if she is ok.

"Roman"

Dean came in and sat on the couch beside my desk, Dean didn't work here he worked at a gym that he runs along with Seth 

"What are you doing here?"

"Its home time man just came in to see if you fancied a few cold ones?"

"No I think I 'm just gonna head home, I'm not in the mood"

"Still nothing off Nikki then I take it?"

"No not a thing"

"Have you not asked Brie she'll know"

"There's no point even if she did know she wouldn't tell me after the way I have treated Nikki I wouldn't blame"

"Hey Nikki will come home you just have to give her time man"

"What was I thinking Dean? I'm with this beautiful women who I was supposed to be marrying in a few months time and I've fucking blown it and now she is god knows where, in a couple of months time she might find somebody else and I have got nobody to blame but myself if I had just treated her better these past few months she'd still be here."

I walked in to the house it just feels so empty without her, I would always love coming home on Fridays I would normally go for few beers with Dean and Seth then I would walk home hoping the fresh air would get the smell of the bar off me but she knew

I would walk into the house and she would be there in a pair of shorts and of one my old football jerseys which she would look good in she looked good in anything, she would have a bottle of wine chilling in the fridge, we would order a couple of pizza's in and just lie on the couch and maybe watch a film or anything that was on TV really but now I might not get the chance to do that again.