I was sitting staring at my phone waiting for it to ring or get a message, I have tried ringing Nikki all weekend I just want to know where she is, my focus on my phone was soon stopped by a knock on my office door looking up seeing Summer standing there.

"What do you want?"

"Morning to you to"

She closed the door, making her over and sitting in front of me on my desk

"I thought we could have a little fun before everybody gets here"

"I'm not in the mood"

"Come on while we have some time"

"Did you not ear what I just said I am not in the mood"

I got up and just stood looking out of the window wondering where she is 

"I have a friend coming in today, you said you would meet her"

"Well now I am not interested so you can just tell your friend to forget about it, now will you just go and get on with your job"

"What is the matter with you? you were up for it on Friday"

"Yeah well a lots changed since then"

"Like what?"

"If you must know Nikki's left me, I got home on Friday her clothes were gone, her engagement ring was left on the kitchen counter and now I don't even know where she is or if I'll ever see her again"

"I thought that's what you wanted"

Soon as the words left her mouth I turned round to look right back at her

"At what did you actually think that's what I wanted?"

"When we were-"

"Having sex behind her back, hoping she would walk in and catch us you think that's what I wanted?, all that happened between us Summer was a fling a stupid mistake your nothing to me and now because of them stupid mistakes I made with you I possibly lost the best thing in my life, now just leave Summer go and do your job"

Once she left slamming the door behind her I sat back down grabbing my phone, my finger hovering over her name, pressing it letting it ring until it went to voicemail

"I know your probably sick of me calling but I miss you baby girl and I know I have been a real asshole but I promise you that will change if you come home...I love you"