Six years later and I'm still watching over this beautiful little boy. I told Jungkook that day that I would protect him and I didn't go back on my word. Lately though, my job being a protector and a friend is becoming a bit difficult.

"Jungkook! Wait up! Don't just go off without me!" I reprimand him once I catch up with him and his 'friend', who I don't even care what his name is.

"I was only going to the produce aisle with --------- to get carrots! Jeez, you don't have to keep an eye on me all the time! I'm not a child! You're taking your 'job' thing too seriously!" I filter out the guys name because I don't care again. Anyone who gets close to Jungkook instantly puts me on high alert. Ugh, Jungkook just had to invite a guy to go grocery shopping with us knowing that it would of course in some way piss me off. If he surrounds himself with people I don't know how can I protect him?! I'd have to be on alert all the freaking time.

Lately it seems that Jungkook been avoiding me. Surrounding himself with friends. How can I fit into his world now if he's the one pushing me out? I thought we were friends. We had even moved in together in a new apartment just the two of us. Yet, we keep missing each other, if I'm home early, he's not, if he has a day off from work, I'm working. Our schedules don't seem to mix.

I know that if we both tried, we could make time to see each other more, but that doesn't seem to be the case right now, Jungkook is avoiding me on purpose.

Right now we're grocery shopping because the fridge is empty.

With him. (I still don't care what his name is)

"Who says I'm taking this seriously? You're just making a big deal out of things." I retort. Keeping an eye on him 24/7 is not in my book the definition of  'taking it seriously'.
That would mean something entirely different.

All I'm doing is making sure that no one ever hurts him.

After all the time we've spent together Jungkook hasn't elaborated on the person who sexually assaulted him no matter how much I pester him.

Every time the mystery guy crosses my mind I get this sick feeling in my stomach whenever I think about what that person did to Jungkook.
..their hands on his beautiful porcelain skin...saying his name...

"Jimin!" Jungkooks voice snaps me back to reality. Jungkook turns around and shows me a chocolate bar. "Want to get this and share later? Its the one that you like."

"Yea sure!" I make the mistake of sounding overly perky which garners a concerned look from him.

Breathe... Breathe.

I hadn't even realized I was holding my breath.

"You don't want to?" Jungkook looks dejected after being so excited.

"No! I do!" I fix my voice back to normal and take the chocolate bar from him, dumping it in the shopping cart he was pushing around. "See? Why wouldn't I want to eat it? It's of course my favorite."

"Haha ok." With the guy trailing behind us we head out to check out and are on the way back to the apartment me and Jungkook share.

"Does he really have to come in too????" I over emphasize my words at while raising an eyebrow at Jungkook. I can't wait to get rid of the punk.

"He's a friend of course he can come in! He helped carry the grocery bags after all!" Jungkook grabs the guys scrawny arm and pulls him inside.
"I wouldn't want to cause you any trouble Jungkook. Seems like your roommate isn't to happy of me staying." The guy looks at Jungkook worriedly but when he turns his head over his shoulder he smirks at me.

I am going to kill him.

I sensed something was different about this guy from the start of his and Jungkook's friendship. He seemed to know how much I cared for Jungkook and always made a point of stealing him away from me! Granted he wasn't mine to steal in the first place.

Before me and Jungkook went everywhere together and over the years I became a master at all things Jungkook. I know where he likes to his when he gets mad, I know what he needs when he gets depressed and what foods he doesn't like, no one else knows him like I do.

No one.

And they never will.

Ever since I had first me Jungkook I kept my thoughts of becoming more than just a friend to myself. I don't ever want him to look at me with those lifeless eyes. I don't want to be seen like the scum who had scarred him. No matter what I don't want to hurt Jungkook. I'm content with just being his best friend for the rest of my life because he is my life, one wah or another I'll keep him there. There isn't anything that I wouldn't do for him, except leave him.

All the fun we had, all the laughs we shared...

I didn't know that it would all too soon come to an end.

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Published  what me had again. Hope you liked. I need to get the ball rolling.

Sincerely,
River632