I had expected Jungkook to get pissed or something but one minute he was looking at me and the next his eyes seemed to glaze over after he saw what was going on.

It didn't seem like he was seeing me anymore. Like I wasn't there.

"Hey Jungkook what's wrong?" I look at him a bit worried. His eyes focus on a spot above my head and he doesn't respond.

"Jungkook!" I shake him trying to get his attention but it doesn't seem faze him, his arms laying limp at his sides on the armrests. "Tch!"

I know of only one way to get his attention.

I get back between his legs and continue to work my tongue on him seductively. Even though he's like that his body still reacts to my touch and I feel him getting hotter in my mouth.

Jungkook starts to whimper, his black eyes still glazed over, like inside he was dead.

"S-s-stop. P-p-please." Jungkook's protest is barely audible.

"No." Jungkook whimpers again as I start working my mouth on him again but rougher. I know what's wrong again, normal people wouldn't just accept a stranger being their legs like this. They would have run away, but for Jungkook it seems like he can't, as if he's lost the willpower to fight back.

"Look at me Jungkook. It's me Jimin. Nobody else is doing this to you but me. I don't know where you think you are or who you think is actually doing this to you, but know that they aren't here. They will never touch you again!" I say the last sentence forcefully to get his attention and it looks like it worked.

"How can you say that if he wasn't caught?" Jungkook starts shaking.

Anger flares up inside of me making me clench my fists. So the guy is still out there.

I had a friend that was raped. After having that happen to her she was traumatized. It didn't take long for the police to arrest the guy and that knowledge seemed to calm her a bit. She wouldn't let any guys come close to her for years. Always afraid of what they were capable of doing. That fear though didn't seem to apply to me since I was a close friend. When it seemed like she was just finally getting a hold of her life again news spread that the guy who raped her had escaped prison and was coming back for her. No matter what her parents had tried, it didn't take long for him to find her and kill her, then shoot himself in the head so he they wouldn't take him back to prison. The autopsy had revealed that he had raped her before killing her too. That really drove it home for me and her parents. Knowing that she had to be subjected to that horror again. If only I had never left her side. She had been my closest friend.

I know that I'm basically doing the same things that he did to her and its disgusting to realize that I had also been thinking of violating him in the same way she had been.

I'm not him though, I'm different. I'll make sure Jungkook never has to think about that guy again.

I need him to understand that he's not here, but I am.

"Jungkook look at me!" I start kissing him all over planting them on his thighs and along the lines of his collar bone. I lick his neck and feel his body twitch under me, regaining its strength.

"Jungkook. I'm not like him. I won't force you right now to let me touch you. But you can't really take of this by yourself can you? It's quite a sight." I smirk loving the fact that this time he was getting erect because he knew it was me. Jungkooks's eyes slowly loose their glazed look the more I kiss and caress his body. It takes a couple more minutes until he looks down and notices how erect he is.

"Oh jeez." Jungkook looks horrified. I keep on kissing places around his body that I soon learned were sensitive to him. I nudge the tio of his growing erection a bit and he gasps.

"So you don't want me to take care of this for you Jungkook?"

Me saying his name seems to get Jungkook's attention and he looks at me uncertaintly with a trace of fear still evident.

I feel a twinge in my heart that makes me not want to say what I think should but I push the feeling down, throwing away my thoughts of forcing. I said I wasn't going to do that. Yet, having to accept the fact that someone else was inside him isn't going down easily.

"It's ok, I won't hurt you. I'm just helping you with what you have down here." I give him a soft grin.

Jungkook blushes at that and nods. I start trailing kisses again leading down to his middle area, his body slowly starts reacting differently.

When he starts to get really turned on Jungkook places a hand on my head and I can feel he's already about to come.

"Wait- stop- or I'll in your mouth!" He tries to talk without having his voice come out as a moan.

"Really? When it looks like your begging me to touch you?" I move my tongue more vigorously and that sends him over the edge. Jungkook straightens and thrusts into my mouth as his dick twitches and then releases, "Ah!" I swallow all of his cum and wipe my mouth. Jungkook looks at me beet read, "I'm sorry, you didn't have to swallow."

"It's ok I wanted to." I look down at his limp penis. "All better."

Jungkook turns even more read at that.

"I know I shouldn't be asking you this after what I just did but can we be friends, Jungkook? I want to protect you from the person that you're so scared of! Will you let me? I'll stay by your side and make sure you never have to worry about him! Please, let me do this!" I want to do the things I didn't get the chance to with my friend. I want to make sure nothing ever happens to him.

If binding him to me means that I'd have to hurt him in the same way the person who raped him did then I won't do it! I don't want him to look at me like that ever again! Those eyes of his before seemed to put up a barrier between him and me. Even though I could touch him, I still couldn't get to him.

Now instead of hurting him like I had thought of before I only want to protect the fragile boy in front of me with my whole being.

"Ok." Jungkook smiles.

I exhale, feeling relieved he didn't reject me. "Thank you."

I didn't know that by choosing to not act on my feelings of wanting to isolate him, make him mine and bind him to me, that they would soon grow too much for me to handle.

Something lurked inside my subconscious waiting to break free. And by pushing it down, it only made things worse.
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Hihi hope you liked! So that's how their friendship came to be! Lol. Jimin stopped himself from committing the dirty deed! Anybody wish he had continued? Told you guys I was going to throw some weird stuff into here! I'm not all about rosies and daisies! I hope to hit this story hard!( don't think dirty lol) I need to work on getting this story smuttier.....

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River632