Failed
It didn't take long for me to forcefully kick the guy out and I was exhausted by then.
"Why the hell did you have to invite him in?!" Seeing that guy being clingy with Jungkook made me want to go crazy.
I started to imagine tying Jungkook up and messing with him. Making show faces to me that he couldn't show that guy. Thank god I pushed those thoughts out of my head before I actually got a boner or did them. Thinking of Jungkook like that without him knowing made me feel guilty.
"God Jimin what's wrong with you? You just couldn't let him stay longer?! Did u really have to drag him out by the collar of his shirt?!"
"He used your spoon to stir his coffee!" I growl back at him.
"How's that bad?!" Jungkook looks like he's about to fight me.
"He did it after you'd already used it in yours! You had even already licked the spoon!" That bastard, it was almost like he was getting an indirect kiss from Jungkook!
"You're unbelievable Jimin!"
"Just stop seeing him!"
"Why do you even care?!"
That shocked me. Why do I care? Didn't I say I would watch over him? Didn't I say I wasn't going to cross the line? I'm forgetting the fact that I don't have the right to monopolize him. That I shouldn't.
Take him
I can't! I shouldn't even be thinking about doing that! Jungkook should be able to spend his time however he likes with whoever he likes!
If you give him the opportunity to leave you, he will. Take him. Don't let him go without knowing he can only ever be with you.
No! I push the thought away and rush to my room.
"Whatever." I don't know what to do anymore. The past few days I felt like my mind was going crazy. All those guys surrounding Jungkook made me crazy. Right, it's because of them I'm feeling unhinged.
"Jeez Jimin." Jungkook scoffs and walks into the kitchen, completely oblivious to the ongoing struggle playing out in my head.
I shut the door and sink to the floor.
What is going on with me?
Two weeks later
"Jimin I'm going to the convenience store down the block for a soda do you want something?"
"Grab me a chocolate or something."
"Sweets are bad for you this late at night." Jungkook scolds me.
I'd like to eat something else though.
Bad thoughts! Oh crap I should be thinking about that!
"Alright just get me whatever you want." I pout.
A half hour goes by and Jungkook still hasn't returned and its making me worried. The convenience store isn't even that far. I'm sure the old man that works their wouldn't keep him that long waiting in line. I need to go look for him, I can't take waiting here. He could have at least sent me a text or something but I haven't gotten any messages.
I slip on my jacket head in the direction of the store. The streets are empty, shells of metal are parked along the curbs. I look around for Jungkook but I don't see any sign of him. Where could he be?!
I hear sounds of struggle ahead of me coming from the alley way across from the street I'm on. I know its Jungkook!
I rush over to the alley and sure enough I see Jungkook figure pressed up against the wall by a mans body. Scrapes cover his face and his arms are held tightly above his head by one of the strangers hands while another is moving inside his pants.
"Get the fuck off of him!" I slam into the guy and send him flying across the alley. Red blurs my vision as I'm consumed in a fit of rage. "No one is supposed to touch Jungkook but me!!! I let his friends touch him but I won't let a perverted ass fucker like you lay your filthy hands on him!"
"He was asking for it like a dog in heat. It isn't my fault he practically offered himself up on a platter walking alone at night like this."
"Shut up!" I start kicking the guy in the stomach until he spews up blood.
"Stop it Jimin! I'm ok!"
"No! I'm going to make him pay for what he did to you!" I kick the guy harder than before and more repeatedly everywhere I can. The guy spews up blood a couple more times and I'm still not satisfied.
I want him dead.
"Jimin please." I feel Jungkook whiner behind me and war his arms around my waste.
I almost ignore his pleas and continue but when he tightens his arms around me pleadingly I give up.
"Don't ever think of fucking touch him again or kill you!" I bark. I take Jungkooks hand walk a bit before he tugs on it.
"What?-"Jungkooks shaking so badly its a wonder he can even stand up. Oh hell nah. I pick him up and carry him home. All the while Jungkooks slim body clings to mine without protest.
"Come on we need to get you clean." I heat up the water till its the right temperature. I don't want any part of that guy to contaminate Jungkook. I'm about to leave him in the bathroom when latches onto one of my arms.
"Don't go." Jungkook all most sounds like he's going to cry. I can't believe I let that guy touch him when I said I would protect him! I tighten my fists.
"Ok." Jungkook gets into the tub and lays against one of the sides while I shampoo his hair. Like a child I'm left to wash him. His body is almost lifeless.
"I'm here Jungkook." And against my better judgment I kiss him on the lips. Jungkook just lays there in the tub for a second before some of the life seems to come back into his eyes and he smiles at me.
Fuck it. I've had enough of holding back.
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Well well.
River632
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