A/N:

I listened to this song while writing :)

James Bay - Let it go

The rest of the playlist will be at the end xx

BROCK POV

I got off the elevator and I couldn't believe I had actually driven all the way to this hotel just to see her.

When Paul pitched up with my awards as he usually stays in my guest room if they're touring in my town. I asked him about her. I couldn't hide it, I wanted to know how she was even though she had hurt me regarding what she said. It was all my fault for dumping her, if she only understood my reasons..

Sure it would've been easier for her to hate me but the thought of her hating me didn't sit well with me. I didn't care if the world hated me but for some reason knowing she did would destroy me.

If I spoke to her everything would be fine.

I knocked on her door and I heard stumbling and then the door swung open I immediately began speaking.

"Kenz I..." but as I looked up I saw the last person I expected to see.

John fucking Cena was standing there in only his boxers rubbing his eyes still trying to register who was at the door.

That's when I saw McKenzie appear behind him from the room and she had a large shirt on and I realized it must've been his.

"Brock what are you..." I heard her soft voice.

My first instinct was to knock him out but I just couldn't. Normally I would beat someone up if they tried anything with her but here she was and I couldn't do anything. She had already moved on and with him, the golden boy of the WWE.

I stood there glancing between them and it fucking destroyed me.

"You have got to be fucking kidding me!"

I shook my head and turned around and immediately walked down the hallway.

"Brock! Brock!" I heard her voice but I couldn't even look at her.

"Brock please!" I felt her grip my arm and then saw her appear in front of me pleading me.

"You're fucking begging me to stay when you're wearing his fucking shirt cause you fucked him last night and now you are seriously standing in front of me wanting me to fucking stay?"

I chuckled angrily as my decision of leaving him without knocking him out was regretted as I clenched my fists.

"Brock , no you're not..."

"I don't know why I keep thinking differently. I came up here and... then his there. You are such a fucking hypocrite you go off on me for Charlotte when you're busy fucking HIM"

I pointed in the direction of the room and I instantly regretted mentioning Charlotte when I had only spoken to her that night for the first time. Paul had been talking to her before I got there and I figured I would just join in and when she asked for the picture I didn't think any of it through until we were done and I saw Paige glaring my way and I was confused until Paul showed me Kenz was there and I instantly recognized my hoody on her.

"You broke up with me! You didn't want me! Why are you even here?" she glared at me.

"I don't fucking know. When Paul told me about last night I should've just..."

"Oh yeah thanks for that! Proving I couldn't fucking trust you" she shook her head and I saw her eyes slowly tearing up and even though I felt betrayed it was the last thing I wanted to see.

I raised my eyebrow , I was confused about what she was going on about.

"You told him about Eric! He fucking threw it in my face, said I made you out to be worse than Eric when.."

"I wouldn't tell..."

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON OUT HERE RI...."

Both of us turned to see Seth holding his door open and he then registered who was there.

He looked back and forth between us.

"Of course! You break my sister's heart and now you come crawling back" he shook his head and I glared at him.

"You know you should really try some other chicks who aren't just starting out in life that way you wont destroy them, cause they've probably dealy with pieces of shit like you before.."

"Seth ple...." I heard McKenzie whisper but I cut her off.

"We both know that I'm better than your sister has had before" I said slowly as I moved towards him and I could see his anger surfacing.

"Maybe you were... but right now you have proven every thing I fucking said you just used her because you were feeling lonely and now you're sick of her so you dump her ass. You think you know my sister but you fucking don't. You don't know her at all. Just because you know about him doesn't mean you know everything and I guess that's good cause if you cant handle a shitty ex you wouldn't be able to deal with what I have dealt with. She doesn't need you and I don't fucking like you.."

I tried to make sense of his words, I did know her.. I knew everything about her ,she told me. She told me the worst parts of her life surely she wouldn't hide anything else. He was just trying to anger me.

"I don't fucking care if you.."

"I DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU AND YOU HAVE JUST SHOWN ME WHY! I TOLD HER YOU WOULD HURT HER AND THEN WHAT DO YOU KNOW I GET A FUCKING PHONE CALL FROM MY SISTER WITH HER CRYING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW BECAUSE THE GUY SHE LOVED DUMPED HER! I DON'T KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING SISTER OR NOT BUT HAVING TO LISTEN TO HER SOBS , THAT KILLS YOU INSIDE. YOU CLAIM TO KNOW ABOUT HER PAST WITH HIM ? THEN YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH WITH HIM AND YET YOU'RE SO FUCKING SELFISH YOU WEREN'T MAN ENOUGH TO FIND A OTHER FUCKING REBOUND WHEN YOU REALIZED SHE WAS FALLING FOR YOU..KENZ! Get inside here now..." she avoided looking at me and walked in.

"AND THEN YOU HAVE THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO FLAUNT YOUR NEW BIMBO IN HER FACE! I BROUGHT HER TO THIS BUSINESS TO TAKE HER AWAY FROM HARM BUT MEANWHILE I BROUGHT HER TO THE BEAST WHO WOULD DESTROY HER!"

He shook his head in disapproval.

I wanted to say so many things. Insult him in so many ways . I wanted to punch him but I realized he was truly protecting her as he slammed the door in my face I processed his words and I realized he truly did care for her and yet I thought I saved her from his control the first time I got away from her.

I was pissed cause she slept with John, pissed cause things didn't go the way I planned and pissed because I just got silenced by that fucker.

"So how did it go?" I saw Paul sitting at the bar as it was now well pass 11am.

"She fucked Cena!" He nearly spat out his drank as I sat down next to him and ordered a beer for myself.

"No she didn't!"

I nodded, "Damn I know I called her a slut but I didn't mean it. I just hated her at the time"

"She still isn't a fucking slut. He probably seduced her the fucker. I mean that picture of her and Paige dancing on that bar clearly indicated they were wasted"

I recalled wanting to find the fucking bar and drag her to my house but Paul told me to just leave it as he saw her leaving the arena with Kane so she would be fine as he was with them.

It was the first time I had seen a post about her anywhere well since I have been with her.

"Could be or maybe he was her knight in shining armour . You told me he wanted her for awhile now so I don't know why you are so surprised. Kane's married, Mark's married , Steve's married what other guy is there that she can turn to and that would make a move on her!"

I hated myself , I had done this to protect her but she didn't get that at all. I hadn't thought of her being with someone else.

"You know what?" he turned to me.

"She should just stay with him.." I shrugged.

"Are you fucking serious?"

"Yeah his a better fit for her. Golden boy.. too fucking nice for his own good. She'll be happy with him"

"You really love her don't you?"

I heard him next to me and saw him looking behind me and that's when I saw her get off the elevator hugging herself as she had a pair of sunglasses on which hid her green eyes , not that she looked my way. I'm pretty sure they couldn't see us anyway.

She turned and that's when I saw John appear behind her and he draped his arm over her shoulder and I knew it was her bags he had in his other hand.

I saw Seth and Zara behind them as they checked out as well as Kane and Paige.

"I guess I do..." I gulped down my beer as I saw him whisper something in her ear and she shoved him playfully and Paige laughed loudly.

I wasn't doing some noble shit of setting her free and meant to be crap. I just knew I would end up hurting her much more in the long run.

She told me I ran away when I saw her vulnerable side and in a way it was true. I realized regardless of how I felt she was soft and fragile.

I mean I always knew it as that's how she basically was when I met her but it was different that night. I knew I had the power to break the little bit of herself she still had left and I was afraid I would and I wasn't going to risk it happening in the future.

She had been through so much for me to fuck up her life even more.

I saw him open the door for her as each of them disappeared from my view as they left the hotel and I felt Paul pat my back to try and comfort me I guess.

She needed better, I wasn't hoping for her to come back. I was hoping for her not to hate me, she hated enough people she had cared about before and I didnt want to be one of them.

I wanted her to understand and be happy and if it was with HIM then so be it.

A/N:

Kenz and John????

Is Brock right about them sleeping together or is there another explanation ????

I would love to hear your theories and see who might be right !!!!

Uuuurgh Brock maaaan :( :(

I'm not sure when I'll update again most likely the weekend or next week :/

Well here's the playlist :

Angus Julia - Stones for you

Ariana Grande - Almost is never enough

Avril Lavigne - Fall to pieces

Maroon 5 - Better that we break

Cold play - The Scientist

B. O. B ft Taylor Swift - Both of us

Jason Walker - Everybody lies

Rihanna - We Found love