SLAMMYS

“So a little birdie told me you went to lunch with John this afternoon?” Paige smiled as we got our make-up done.

“Well you disappeared and I was hungry…”

I sighed.

“I just needed to take my mind off things”

“You mean Brock and Charlotte?” I nodded.

I hated that she had gotten so close to him and the fact that it had happened when I wasn’t nearby showed he wasn’t doing it to make me jealous not that he had ever done something like that.

But it meant he was actually hanging out with another diva and enjoying her company.

“Well if they are together then fuck them you don’t need him!”

“Yeah”

I whispered. “We’re in his hometown you know?”

“I know…” she rubbed my arm gently.

“I want to speak to him..” I looked over at her and she rolled her eyes and was about to say something when she was cut off.

“WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO DO THAT?”

I turned as my make-up was done to see my brother dressed in a full suit , holding his crutch.

He had called me the previous day to apologise about everything that happened and I knew Zara or Paige had convinced him he was wrong but in this case he was right.

As it would happen most of the time I called him crying about anything.Seth didn’t really say anything when I told him that Brock and I broke up minus how and where it happened, he just talked about random things to try and cheer me up.

“Seth..”

“I'm serious sis.. he hurt you and he doesn’t deserve you crawling after him like a love sick puppy. He needs to realize what the hell he left behind cause he got fucking lucky with you”

I sighed as before I had thought I was the one who had gotten lucky to have the beast in my life but it seemed not.

“Can we not argue about this here? Especially since he might walk in any minute”

“His not here… Your beast didn’t even bother showing that’s how much he cares Kenz..” he moved forward.

”I'm really sorry he broke your heart but now you know that I was right he didn’t deserve you and the sooner you realize that , the faster you can move on..” he wrapped his arm around me and I returned his hug.

I felt another pair of arms and Paige joined in.

“Lets head to the bar after this and get some drinks guys?” we nodded as arguing with Paige wasn’t an option.

“No , his currently out there accepting an award but you can wait by the locker room cause he’ll probably change and then we’re heading out” I smiled at Zara and she walked away.

I spotted Paul walking my way and as soon as he saw me he tried to turn the other way and I ran after him.

“Hey! Why are you avoiding me?”

“Forgive me if I don’t want to see a person I do not like very much Miss Rollins” he stared at me.

“Here I thought you had grown fond of me..”

I really had thought that considering the video he made to show Brock, the way he used to wish me on holidays and asked how I was while on the phone with Brock.

“Maybe.. But once my client and best friend cuts ties with someone I do the same” he smiled and I got annoyed as Brock didn’t speak to the entire locker room but Paul did so he was purposely avoiding me but instead of punching him like I wanted to , I decided to play nice.

“Why didn’t he come tonight?” I whispered and Paul shook his head.

“I am not conversing with you McKenzie!”

“You will ‘converse’ with me unless you want me to find my Demon who is around here somewhere as he was nominated and I don’t think you will like what I ask him to do"  So nice didn’t exactly work out.

“He didn’t come cause he didn’t feel like it”

“Its his home fucking town he couldn’t hop in his truck and get here with you?"

“Why don’t you just ask me what you really want to McKeeeenzie” he folded his arms and I raised my eyebrow at him.

“Is Brock not here because you hurt his feelings on Saturday by saying that you didn’t trust him and by saying he was worse than your ex… Ah see I was right that's exactly what's going on in that mind of yours you feel guilty.. But no, Brock doesn’t give a damn about whether you trusted him or not McKenzie. His over you my Dear. He simply doesn’t like award shows and all the attention that comes with it , nothing to do with you . Don’t flatter yourself you cant hurt him”

I looked over at Paul as I felt the tears building up in my eyes and I turned on my heel immediately so he couldn’t see me break down as his words stung deep.

“What the.. I come in here cause one of the crew said they saw you crying and here I find you not..” Kane walked into his locker that Paige and I decided to use for ourselves as well for the night.

He had changed into his normal clothes and I had slipped on my dress and I turned so he could zip me up.

“I was.. but then I said fuck it. I'm going to forget about everything tonight and luckily for me , my bodyguard is here so I can get fucking wasted” I turned and hugged him.

“Kenz…”

“I wont go back to that Kane.. I just need one night of uncontrolled drinking just one…” I begged as he gave me a hesitant look but I knew he would give in.

“Fine! Come on!” he walked out and I followed.

Kane, Seth, Zara , Paige and I entered the bar and I was happy to find it packed. The more packed the more unnoticed we would be.

“I am fucking Superstar of the Year so I ain't paying”

“Here idiot!” I passed him a beer as Kane bought a round and we found a table in the corner.

“So whose bright idea was it to bring you with your crutches into this place?” Kane teased and Seth kicked him with his good leg and Kane chuckled.

“Look who I found!” I heard Paige’s voice and saw John next to her.

He smiled and sat down next to me as he nodded at Seth and the others.

“Thanks for not telling me you’d be here tonight” he smirked and I rolled my eyes and reached for a shot and another and another.

“Woah slow down!” he laughed and I turned to face him.

“Now you know why I didn’t tell you I’d be here tonight. You’re way to boring!” I screamed out and he shook his head.

“Come on!”

I picture 'Natalia Kills - Problem ' playing in the background for the rest of the chapter :)

He pulled on my hand and dragged me to the kind of dance floor that had appeared and began swaying with me to the beat.

I don’t know when it happened but his hands were on my waist as we danced to the next song and as I stared into his blue eyes for a moment I thought it was Brock staring back at me. But it wasn’t.

Brock didn’t dance and the more reasonable explanation was that we broke up so he wouldn't be here.

I turned and grinded up against him , envisioning that it was Brock's hands travelling over my body but it wasn’t and I was thankful when I saw Paige in front of me and I got out of his grasps and danced with her.

I saw him head over to the bar where Kane currently was and Kane spoke to him about something serious and I wish I knew what.

“BRIEEEEE MOOOOODE WITHOUT THE BRRRRIIIEEEEE”

We screamed out as we downed five shots each ,by we meaning Paige and I. 

We jumped up and headed to the bar and immediately hopped on and danced to the song as the crowd cheered, so much for unnoticed.

“I just wanna look good for you.. good for…”

“Okay come on you need some water” I felt an arm wrap around my waist and Paige and I were thrown over Kane’s shoulders as he took us to the booth and set us down and disappeared to the bar again.

Seth and Zara had left about an hour ago and it left John with us. Paige was busy on her phone and I turned to find him real close.

“You’re actually really wild…” he whispered and I smiled and as he did as well he leaned in and kissed me.

I automatically returned it as his hand reached up and held my neck pulling me closer.

I felt his tongue against my lips and that’s when I realized who I was kissing, “John..”

I pulled back, “I cant…”

“Kenz…” I shook my head and stood up and headed for the bathrooms as I needed to clear my head.

As I returned from the bathroom, I felt someone scoop me up, “Lets get you to the hotel” as much as I wish it was Brock, it wasn’t.

A/N:
Did you miss Brock this chapter ??

So did I...

Don't worry he'll be in the next one ;)