A/N:

Sigh so remember how yesterday I was saying how I was avoiding my social media to not get results well unfortunately I forgot to turn off my notifications and some idiot commented on my photo and revealed it and all i can say is ?!?!?!?!

I mean I don't exactly know what happened but I know who won and I'm so sad :( Like I cant even function right now not what I wanted at all but I promised you guys an update :)

I have another playlist which will appear at the end and since most of us might not like what went down at the Rumble I'll be updating again later to get our minds off it :)

LIVE EVENT

I hadn't told anyone I was in town a day earlier as I just wanted to be on my own. The only person that contacted me was Steve to check if I was okay . I texted a simple Yes and continued to drown myself under the covers in my hotel room. I knew he wasn't himself ever since that day but I didn't think he would leave me.

After crying endlessly I started thinking about what he said and I understood well kinda what he was trying to do, but the bigger part of me was screaming letting me know I was just too much for him. I had bared my soul to him and he was done with me.

He was all I needed , all I needed was his arms around me and I felt home and now I was homeless. Its sounds silly but that's how I felt , I took comfort in the fact that he was the beast and fearless in every way and that's why I thought he would be able to handle anything including me, the me that was hidden, the me that Eric had created ...

I was heading over to the arena for a live event that I couldn't even get out of due to my week off. I wore my wrestling gear which was my black wrestling tights and crop bra thing with boots and threw over a huge hoody. The sooner I got done there , the better. I only realized once I got to the arena and headed to the bathroom to take off my hoody that I was wearing Brock's Go to Hell Tour one. I sighed as I threw it over my shoulders and headed out.

I tied my hair up in a ponytail simply because I was too late to get my hair styled. I waited at the gorilla position for Paige to show as we had a match against each other.

"Hey love!" I felt someone jump on me. I smiled and I heard my music fill the arena and walked out quickly so that she wouldn't see my face.

"I'm sorry for beating your arse!" Paige pulled me into a side hug as we headed to the showers.

"Oh sure you didn't love every minute of it!" she rolled her eyes and we went to shower.

I tied my hair up into a bun and slipped on the hoody which hung mid-thigh along with my boots.

I wished I didn't have his hoody in my suitcase , not even sure how it ended up there but it did and since my other clothes were now unusable due to my match I was stuck with this.

"So I assume everything went good" I heard Paige as we walked to catering.

I turned to face her, "Since Brock is here... its cute that he followed.."

"Brock's here?"

I didn't get why he was here , I didn't know he was scheduled to return. I had seen him two days ago when he broke up with me. I wanted to ask why he was here but he worked here too, and I would have to deal with it I didn't think this soon though.

"Yeah didn't you know.. oh my word did I ruin the surprise?"

I sighed and stopped which caused her to turn to me, "You didn't ruin anything.."

I bit my lip as I fought back the tears.

"What do you mean, Kenz what's wrong?" She raised her eyebrow as concern took over her face.

"We broke up... Well technically he broke up with me.."

I hated that I had invested so much , all my feelings.

"What the hell?" I nodded, "I sent you there to sort things out and now this. I'm so sorry Kenz.."

"Its not your fault he would've done it sooner or later. He wants to protect me in some way and by him dumping me it seems the logical thing for him to do so"

"I'm going to find him and..."

"No!" I dragged her arm as we entered catering, "he doesn't exist to us."I whispered as we walked in.

"Well... apparently he does exist to her" I spotted them as soon as Paige's words left her mouth.

"Mine are bigger I swear" I heard Charlotte laugh out and saw Brock chuckling.

"Nope mine are just look" they compared their arms.

"Oh whatever!" she pushed him , "Come on the picture!" she handed Paul the phone and they posed and I saw his hand snake around her waist as he smiled and my heart immediately sank.

"I'm sorry babe, if it makes you feel better I don't like her" I laughed slightly as we walked over to the table and grabbed a snack bar.

"I just want to head to the hotel" I smiled slightly as I knew I would be breaking down soon.

In all our months together we had never taken a picture together and here he was, holding her, smiling and laughing.

"I just want to finish my juice then we can go" Paige whispered and I nodded as we sat down and I rested my head on my arms which were on the table.

"I don't have tissues here, so please don't cry" I shook my head as I wouldn't.

I hoped I wouldn't even though I could feel them tearing up.

"Paul's looking this way and I'm pretty sure he just told Brock you're here cause Brock is looking over here as well" I heard her voice but didn't bother looking up.

"He just walked away from her as she was speaking to him.. and well.."

"Kenz..." I heard his voice next to my ear and I realized he was crouching next to me.

I sighed, sat up and looked over at Paige and saw her glaring at him but I could feel his eyes focused on me.

"We need to..."

"Brock you made it pretty clear, whatever your reasons are to make you sleep better at night I have accepted so you don't need to feel like you need to explain further"

I still didn't look at him as I knew I was closed to tears.

"I didn't think you'd react like you did, you have no idea how hard it was to..."

"I'm sure it was..." I stood up, "You should get back to your blondie who you clearly don't mind showing off to the world."

I began walking away and Paige stood up to join me .

I felt him grip my hand and pull me to him.

"Is that what you think? That I'm with her now after we.." his voice was low.

"Not we.. you broke up with me and now I know why" I could feel my voice falter as my tears fell.

His glare disappeared and he held a sad expression.

"Kenz.." he wiped my tears away with his thumb.

I hated that even then I felt comfort in him caressing my cheek.

"I wasn't going to say that.. I was going to say after we have been through so much you think I would just be with someone else or even think that I would cheat on you..."

"I honestly don't know what to think Brock but I know that you wouldn't just ditch something you really wanted cause you take what you want but clearly that isn't me anymore"

I shrugged and looked behind me to see Paige's sympathetic face as she looked on.
I needed to get away from him .

"Let me go..."

"You aren't..."

"Let me go, I hate that I ever began trusting you cause you didn't deserve it at all. You did this to protect me from him? Well unfortunately I didn't listen to my brother when he warned me .Instead I shut the only person out of my life who could protect me from you.."

I whispered and I knew he would let me go and he did as his glare returned.

I turned to join Paige and ignored the sound of chairs and tables tumbling and crashing to the floor as we walked away.

A/N:

P.S the picture of Brock and Charlotte is no manip . Just Google her Twitter post regarding Brock and they were really comparing muscles I think her post pretty much explains it.

Mmmm Brock and Charlotte????
Do you think there could really be something there????
Is Kenz right when she says he is with her now???

Playlist :

Miley Cyrus - Bottom of the ocean

Christina Perri - Jar of hearts

Rihanna - Complicated

David Guetta ft Emeli Sande - What I did for love

Taylor Swift - Dear John

Keri Hilson - Energy

Avril Lavigne - Happy Ending

Rihanna - Rehab

Rihanna - What Now

Selena Gomez - The heart wants what it wants

Please listen and let me know what you think and if you guys have any songs you want me to listen to as well that you mightve thought of , you can leave it in the comments :)

Thank you xx

P.p.s Sorry for the long A/N