Chapter 57
A/N:
Hi lovelies :)
I haven't watched the Royal Rumble yet as it airs a week later here so I'm anxiously awaiting. I'm so bad I have even been staying off all my social media to avoid getting any spoilers lol ....
So I wasn't planning on updating today but if you might have noticed I don't really have an updating pattern simply because I cant wait an entire week or whatever to update and since its a rainy day here in South Africa I figured it was perfect for this update :)
I have been working on a playlist for a while now and here's two songs that I totally listened to while writing this, please listen to it :)
Taylor Swift _ Haunted
Rascal Flatts _ What hurts the most
There will be more at the end of the chapter :) While most of it will be for this chapter there will be some of it that relates to the past of their story xx
I immediately shoved my hands against his chest and then kicked him in his stomach which caused him to move , "What the hell was that fo..."
I heard glass breaking and saw Brock had entered the room.
I immediately stood up and walked to him, "Br..." he pushed past me and went straight for Brad who had stood up and he punched him.
"What the hell is going on in here?" Steve rushed in and saw what was going on and he immediately pulled Brock off him.
"That fucker kissed her!"
"So? That's got nothing to do with you, just because you want to fuck her doesn't mean she wants to fuck you. I've been with her since she got here and.."
"I don't want to fucking be with you!"
Brad nodded staring at Brock and Brock turned to face me, " I'm talking to you Brad, if I wanted to kiss you I wouldn't have fucking kicked you."
I screamed out and turned on my heel to go upstairs and heard Brock following me.
"I feel like I'm missing something here" I heard Brad but walked into my room as I didn't really care.
"You shouldn't have hit him" I said as I heard the door slamming close.
"He kissed you and you're telling me I shouldn't have hit him?"
"As far as he knew I was out for the taking cause I didn't have a fucking boyfriend here!"
"You're blaming me, when you were the one who was cosying up with him this entire time!" I slapped him and he glared at me.
"You're angry when I don't want to tell them and you're angry when I do its.."
"You didn't tell anyone you just hit a guy cause his lips were on your property!"
"This is why I realized it was better that you didn't fucking come here" he stepped back and shook his head.
"You know why I came here? Because I just wanted to be with you and find out what I did wrong" he turned to face me and frowned, "You have been off ever since you said you loved me , you barely touch me and you don't even want to sleep with me. I think when you said it you probably didn't mean it and I don't care if you didn't. I just wanted to feel wanted by you again cause you don't..."
"I do fucking love you that's why I have been distant that's why I.. I'm just like him like that fucking ass who hurt you and you deserve better than me.." his voice lowered.
"You are.." my tears fell, "You're not like him, why on earth would you think that?"
"I'm jealous kenz.. I question you with every fucking guy and I know how it annoys you but that's who I am and I cant change that and you have had enough of that with him. You don't need it with me. I'm doing this because I fucking love you!" He wavered in the air.
"I don't care about it Brock. I know how you are and I don't mind it. I told you I love you because you're different and I don't want some other guy.."
I used the blanket to wipe my face.
"You would never hit me!"
"How do you know that Kenz? Tell me, because I don't know what I'm capable of I could lose my temper so fucking bad and then... I don't know Kenz I don't want that to happen I don't..."
"So you're breaking up with me?" I whispered as it dawned on me what was going on.
He sighed and leaned against the wall, "Yes..."
"So you, Brock Lesnar would rather dump me than be a man"
"Kenz..."
"Don't! I didn't want to fall for you! I didn't. I avoided spending extra time with you but you pushed it and led me on and the moment I trust you with everything in me. You're just going to leave me" I shook my head and sat down on the bed.
"I AM DOING THIS FOR YOU!"
"No you're not! You're over this I get it but you could have at least been honest with me when I asked you if I was a rebound cause I clearly am and you've realized that you don't need this broken, vulnerable woman I have slowly revealed to be"
"You know that isn't true" he walked towards me and I looked away and picked up my bag in the corner and shoved my stuff in.
I threw off the blanket which I felt silly about as I was wearing leggings and one of his merch tees I had taken from his room when I missed him earlier in the day.
He looked at it and closed his eyes.
I moved past him, "And thanks for lying to my best friend when you said you would never hurt me because I'm pretty sure that's what you're doing"
"It isn't my fucking intention to hurt you, I'm trying to protect you and you're twisting it.."
"You and Brad can go back to being buddies when I leave I'm sorry I spoiled your guys trip by surprising you"
"I am trying to.."
"Protect me. I know, but you are the only thing I thought I had to protect me, you...are ...were my protector , with you I felt safe but I guess... Just be honest and say you don't feel anything instead of trying to make this seem like some hero fucking thing Brock!"
"I am trying to do this for you, to make you..." I opened the door and walked out.
"Kenz come back here!"
"This is what you fucking wanted, so I'm giving it to you Brock. Leaving you, so you can fucking save me by not being with me!" I shouted back and as I turned I bumped into Steve.
"Take me to the airport please" I said through my tears and he nodded.
"NO! NOT UNTIL YOU LISTEN!" I shook my head and walked down.
"Brock just cool it man, I think you've done enough"
"You don't know what the fuck is going on here!"
"Look at her, see past your fucking anger and look at her!"
I could feel his eyes on me and he turned around and I heard his door slamming.
"I just want to leave this place"
A/N:
So that happened..
I hated writing this chapter but now we know why Brock has been acting so weird all this time as this was weighing on him :/
Here's the rest of the playlist, please listen to it :)
Rihanna - Fool in love ( this one made me think about Seth's feelings towards Brock and how she tries to defend it)
Shontelle - Perfect Nightmare ( the same with this one)
Beyonce - Disappear
Taylor Swift - Cold as you
Taylor Swift - A perfectly good heart
Taylor Swift - Breathe
Dave Thomas Junior - I can't make you love me
I will try to update tomorrow , I don't think you guys want a long wait after this chapter :)
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