Volume fifteen

"I wish you stop." I glared at Baby as he continued laughing. "I'm not even laughing, you bout to seriously get me mad cause you got me fucked up."

"Spence." He said before he started laughing again making me stand up.

I hate feeling like somebody was taking me as a joke.

"Where you going?" He chuckled.

"I'm leaving because you really sitting here taking me as a joke as if I'm not talking to you."

"You need to relax." He said looking at me. "One minute you playing the next you wanna be serious when it ain't that serious. I don't know why you wanna be snappy today but being mad and childish ain't for me."

"It don't got to be for you the fuck, I'm barely for you."

"What that mean?" He chuckled sitting down. "What you saying you not my girl?"

"Basically." I shrugged.

"You ain't feel this way a few weeks ago or even twenty minutes ago but if you really feel that way then it's good." He stood up going towards his front door. "I'll be seeing you."

"Aight." I rolled my eyes.

I got my stuff and walked out the door going to the car, as I was leaving I seen Dai and Jojo walking up. They was talking so they ain't even see me yet until they heard my car.

"Wassup Spence?" Jojo and Dai said in unison.

"Hey." I spoke.

"Where you going? I thought we was finna go out." Dai said.

"Nah, I'm leaving."

"Aight, well drive safe cause you look mad and think smart." Jojo said. "If you feel too mad, pullover and get yourself together."

"Thank you." I smiled. "I'll see y'all later."

I pulled off heading to Esme shop cause I was fucking annoyed but when I got there it was packed, I rolled my eyes I didn't wanna be around nobody I didn't know right now.

"You good?" Some boy asked.

"Perfect."

"Oh, you Kee baby mother right?"

"I'm Spencer but excuse me." I brushed past him scrunching my face up.

I hate when people ask me that, I'm not no ones baby mother. I'm a mother.

"Who did it?" Esme asked once I sat down in the bean chair in her office. "Hold on, don't answer that."

"Where the fuck you at?! I'm coming for you!" I heard some nigga yell as she hung up making me scrunch my face up.

"Who the fuck is that?" I asked.

"Somebody leaked my number so now I keep getting calls with threats and shit."

"You told Q?"

"Yeah but it ain't much to do." She shrugged. "He changing my number now as we speak but I'm used to the hate. Bitches and niggas been hating me my whole life, now I'm a entrepreneur it ain't nothing new."

"It's hard?"

"What?"

"Being a entrepreneur? Running your own business?"

"It has it's days, like when a customer isn't happy with one thing it's your life goal to make sure their pleased. I mean not everybody care about their customers but not me, I love every single person who come get their hair done by me."

"Even the bitches who hate you?"

"Especially them." I chuckled. "Bitches could call me broke, dirty, and whatever come to their mind but then come get their hair done. Like bitch, you love me and it's okay I love you too."

"I'm fucking tired." Jaelyn walked in plopping down on the couch in Esme office.

"Y'all bitches need to knock, the hell?" She said making us laugh.

"What's wrong with you Spencer? Dai said you walked out of Baby house looking pissedt with a t."

"Basically, Baby and I was talking about me wanting to do the food truck and I told him I wanted to do certain shit and he just started laughing and playing like if I'm being serious be serious with me."

"I understand, I would have punched him in his shit." Jaelyn said.

"What were you talking about?" Esme asked.

"I wanna have a different day for different shit like Soul food Sundays, Taco Tuesday, Wing Wednesday-"

"So what the fuck was funny?" Jaelyn asked. "See this why I don't have a nigga."

"Bitch, you need to fuck somebody. Reem or Dai." I spoke.

"Shit both." Esme said as we laughed.

"May the best man win." I continued.

"Bitch, you talking about me fuck Baby."

"I did." I shrugged as they both looked at me in shock.

"Why didn't you tell us bitch?" Esme asked.

"Why you didn't tell me you was pregnant?"

"Oh bitch fuck you." Esme laughed making me laugh.

"Was it good?"

"Bitchhh." I smiled closing my eyes.

"Tell me all the details."

"You fucking horny ass bitch." Jaelyn looked at Esme.

"Bitch, I haven't had sex since sex had me." Esme scoffed.

"Basically it was the day after y'all got from Barcelona, I went to his house we was kissing for mad long I rode his face then his dick." I shrugged making them squeal and laugh.

"Fat ma getting excited." Esme laughed. "I need a fucking boyfriend with unlimited dick."

"Fuck Ice." Jaelyn said making both of us snap our head to her.

"Bitch, the fuck bye!" Esme yelled making me laugh. "It don't make no sense how fucked up you just had me."

"I be wanting to fuck Dai then I be wanting to fuck Reem but then I want to fuck Shep."

"Bitch what?" Esme asked.

"Shep? Since the fuck when."

"I just wanna fuck Shep cause I already know he got splendid dick." She laughed.

"Dai deflee slinging dick." Esme spoke. "Bitches lose their jobs over that dick."

"Bitch!" Jaelyn yelled as we laughed.

"Y'all fucking annoying." I laughed.

"Where Sanaa?" Esme asked.

"With Yana doing something." I shrugged.

"Y'all know how I started that support group in school? I think I wanna do one here." Esme spoke. "Like every Wednesday I close the shop early and just get people to come out to check on mental health."

"I'll support you with anything you do." Jaelyn shrugged.

"I'll cater." I told her.

"Seafood Saturday." Esme told me.

"Ou, good one." I wrote that in my notes. "Now I just need something for Monday, Thursday and Friday."

"When you get the food truck where you gon park at?"

"That's a good ass question my dumb ass didn't think about."

"Here." Esme spoke. "I'm always busy with costumers plus I have a garage so it'll be safe in there and I already own this spot so all you have to do is get a permit."

"Y'all bitches inspire me." Jaelyn shook her head. "I need to get on my shit more."

"Bitch, I'm broke." I scoffed.

"Bitch, me too." Esme said as we all laughed.

"What if I do fuck both Reem and Dai?" Jaelyn ask.

"Just don't fuck em the same week." Esme shrugged.

"I keep telling you may the best man win." I looked at her laughing.

"I need to talk to Jala cause y'all bitches here." She rolled her eyes.

"Jae, it's your pussy." Esme looked at her. "If you wanna fuck a nigga then fuck em, if you wanna fuck two fuck em. It's your fucking life and your fucking pussy."

"But what if they dick both good and I want more from both?"

"May the best man win."

"Spence!" She looked at me whining making me laugh.

"Esme some girl out here complaining and going crazy." Her manager, Paris, said.

"You the manager, fix it." Esme looked at him.

"Well, she know you and she don't wanna talk to me."

"So if I wasn't here how would I handle this?"

"I would, shit I don't know Es." He glared at her making me laugh.

"Let me handle this." Jaelyn stood up as me and both Esme followed. "Who's complaining?"

"You see my hair? My parts are uneven, it was a rushed job, my end-"

"Who did this?" Jaelyn cut the girl off.

"I did." One of Esme workers said.

"You're fired." Jaelyn said making me laugh in shock.

"Jaelyn, that is not how you handle any damn thing." Esme glared at her. "Let me see your head."

Esme started looking at her hair and by her face I could just tell she was getting mad. I low key chuckled as everything got quiet.

"Jesse, seriously?" She asked. "I can fix it for you-"

"I don't even want it fixed, I want my $200 back-"

"$200?" Esme scrunched her face up.

"Bitch, you paid $200?" I asked.

"She told you the price was $200?" Esme asked again.

"Yeah, which I don't understand why you change your prices you said we were still going to be able to afford everything we been getting with you."

"You were never supposed to pay $200. My prices are set and never changed, I'm so sorry for this."

"Bitch, now you really fired." Jaelyn said. "Just go pack up your station."

"Jesse please go sit in my office." Esme said. "Paris, go in there with her."

"Okay." Paris spoke.

"Laur, I will do your hair free tomorrow and you will get a refund."

"If you doing my hair, you can keep the money. I wanted you to from the get go, you need to get your employees together."

"Just come back tomorrow, I'll be ready."

"Bet."

When she walked out I could tell Esme was fuming, her face was turning red and it seemed like she was trying to calm herself down.

"When you have your last costumer, don't leave." She spoke looking around as they all looked at her. "That go for every single one of y'all here."

She walked away as I just looked, I could already tell running a business was going to be something different. Thankfully, I was going to be my only employee so I didn't have to whip nobody into shape.

"Es, I'm bout to leave."

"Okay love, I'll see you later."

I was hoping that Baby texted me but he didn't making me lowkey frown, he was at wrong so he should apologize. I wanted to text him but I wasn't, if he didn't wanna talk then I didn't either.

"Hello?" I answered Kee call.

"I'm bout to go pick up Kreed, wanna ride with me?"

"Food involved?"

"Once we get him, we can go out to eat."

"Okay, where you at?"

"I'm on my way back home."

"I'll meet you over there then because I gotta go get something from Q real quick."

"Make me wait longer than 10 minutes, I'm going to sleep." I spoke hanging up.

I got to Sanaa house quick, I seen Yana car meaning Sanaa was in there. I pulled out my keys but the house door was already opened, I shook my head locking the door.

"Y'all leaving doors unlocked as if people wasn't running in this crib last week." I spoke making them laugh.

"I dea a muhfucker to try it now." Yana said making us laugh.

"Where you go Ms. New Booty?"

"Yes, with them fucking coochie cutters." Yana added.

"I went to Baby house but I'm bout to go with Keohn to pick Kreed up."

"You bringing him back? I miss him so much." Sanaa said.

"I missed my baby too but I be needing a damn break, Kreed so damn stressful and bad."

"He so fucking bad." Yana said. "Gotta put him in one spot when you watch him."

"Then he got the nerve to always wanna fight like what you so mad for? What you going through?" Sanaa asked making me laugh.

"That's why his name Kreed."

"Y'all need to get off my baby." I laughed walking to my room to change into some sweats just as Keohn told me he was outside.

I wanted to take my wig off but I didn't feel like doing anything to my hair right now so I just put it in a bun, I heard Keohn voice so I knew he was in here.

"Ready?" I asked walking in the living room.

"Yeah, come on." He said as I walked in front of him. "I'll text y'all."

As we was walking out Keohn pushed me making me turn around to hit him but he held both of my hands and punched me in my leg as I kicked him trying to get him to stop.

"You gon stop talking to me like I'm your bitch." He spoke making me laugh as he hit me. "Got me fucked up."

"Alright Keohn!" I yelled laughing as he put me over his shoulder. "You doing too much!"

"The fuck up!" He said making me laugh.

When we got to the car he finally put me down as he went to his side to get in, once he got in he started the car and was out.

"How ya shit going?" He asked.

"I start the classes in a few days so that's something, I'm trying live my best life until then."

"You probably could teach the chef some shit he don't know." He shrugged.

"What's been going on with you?"

"I was messing with this girl-"

"Why you ain't tell me?"

"Cause the shit obviously wasn't gon go no where." He looked at me. "She couldn't handle me being friends with my "baby mother" cause bitches always bitter and want they baby father."

"I mean that is true." I shrugged. "Not for me but there is most deflee some bitter ass baby mothers."

"Word, once she said allat she started saying some more shit about you, almost knocked that bitch head off her shoulders."

"I used to think Esme and Dylan used to just start with people or they was trouble makers but when I started being with them I realized people really would just hate you for being you. Like bitches would literally hate them for breathing."

"Dylan probably the most hated person in this whole state, bitches still hate her and that damn girl in jail."

"I'll never understand how people be that bothered." I shook my head.

We stopped talking as he started driving and turned up the music, we had like a hour drive. I must have dozed off cause when I woke up Keohn was parking.

"Your brother and sister across the street." Kee said as we got out the car.

"That lady there?"

"I don't see her car."

"I'll be back then." I spoke walking across the street but I stopped.

I haven't been over here in so long, this house is where Kreed was made. This house has bad and good memories, the bad outweigh the good but it was still refreshing nonetheless.

"Spinny?" Pai said as she squealed hugging me. "I missed you so much."

"I missed you too, where Carter?"

"Him and mommy not really on good terms so he's next door at a friend house."

"Come with me to get him?"

"Okay." She spoke. "What you doing over here?"

"Kreed was with Keohn mother for two weeks."

"I wish I could bond with him but I know you'll never allow him to come over here."

"Any time he's over at Kee mother house, you can see him or you can start spending weekends with me because I'm moving into my own apartment soon."

"I just wish things were different."

"Me too, Pai." I sadly smiled at her as she knocked on the door.

"Why you over here?" I guess his friend said making me scrunch my face up.

"Where Carter?" She asked.

"Don't be questioning me like that." He smirked opening the door wider for us to come in. "And who ya new friend? With her fine ass."

"That's my sister, Spencer."

"Spence!" Carter said all hyped coming to hug me. "What you doing over here?"

"The question is why are you over here?"

"I had a girl come over to study and she came in then started bugging, she threw the girl stuff out the door, took my phone and allat. And Spence I swear to God, we was just studying."

"Your mother mental." I told him. "Y'all hungry?"

"Yes." Their friend answered making me look at him. "Don't look at me like that I'm in here taking care of my mans and shit so his food is mine."

"I gotta brother you remind me of." I rolled my eyes. "Go get dress and meet me at Kee mother house."

"Okay." Paisley said as we both walked out.

"You mess with him, don't you?"

"What?" She asked looking at me wide eyed. "No, no."

"You can't lie to me." I chuckled. "How long?"

"Just a few weeks, we're not doing anything major just kissing."

"That's your brother best friend, it's never going to end well."

"I don't think he likes me anyway, he just knows he can have me because nobody else does."

"First of all, never be nobody's choice. If you say he don't like you then don't fucking allow him to be over you, I could already tell he some corny little boy."

"But he's so cute." She said making me smile.

"So what? It's plenty of finer niggas."

"Okay." She nodded.

"Good."

This why I didn't want a daughter, I couldn't handle my daughter crying over a nigga at night questioning if she was good enough.
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I really want a personal friend like it's so hard finding one friend in Jersey who gon be loyal🙄