Volume eleven

"I felt weird." I chuckled. 

"It's beneficial." My mom shrugged.

She was on her way to drop me off to school after we came from pampering ourselves, it was around 11 o' clock. I didn't really wanna come to school but then I didn't wanna miss a day so I was going to just go.

"Can we stop to get food?" 

"You got food money?" 

"Mommy." I whined making her look at me scrunching her face up.

"You're not a baby no more."

"I'll always be you and Face baby." I folded my arms.

"True." She nodded pulling into a parking lot. 

"What's this?" 

"A soul food restaurant."

"Let me find out you be secretly eating." I side eyed her.

"Girl bye." She waved me off opening the door for me. 

"I want some crab legs."

"I do too, a seafood boil."

"Can we do that when I come home?" I asked.

"You keep whining, disgusting." She scrunched her face up.

"Girl bye." I rolled my eyes.

"But yeah, I'll go get all that shit after I drop you off cause I'm not going out the house for nothing."

"So who gon come get me from school?" I frowned.

"You got a boyfriend sis."

"Alright sis."

"Yana." One of the workers smiled making my mother turn her head around and smile.

"Damn, so you secretly been here that much that they know yo name?" I asked making her look at me as I shook my head going to the menu to order.

"Where you at?" Saymon asked as soon as I answered the FaceTime.

"Getting something to eat with NaBlood." I showed her talking to the worker.

"Who that nigga?" Face asked. "Ayanna fucking Parker."

"That's a worker here, boy shut up." I chuckled.

"Why you not in school?" Saymon asked sitting on somebody porch.

"My mom and I went to get a vajacial."

"The fuck is that?" 

"Facials for ya vagina."

"So somebody was all in your shit?"

"Yes, the same lady who do my waxes."

"What you needed a vac-vaj- that shit for?" He asked making me laugh.

"So any dead skin could go away, stop ingrown hairs and more. I liked it." I shrugged. "It was rejuvenating."

"Do you know what you wanna order?" A girl asked making me look at her.

"Can I have turkey wings, macaroni and collard greens?" I asked. "Then I want another tray with oxtails, macaroni and candy yams with a side of collard greens. I want a lot of oxtails though so if I have to pay extra that's fine and add cornbread to both please."

"Who that other tray for?" 

"Spencer." I told him making me nod as my mother came to order her food.

After waiting for almost twenty minutes, our food was finally ready. We thanked them then went to the car as I was still on FaceTime with Saymon.

"Mommy, get some craw fish, crab legs, jumbo shrimp, potatoes and corn on the cob." I told her as she parked getting ready to come in the school. 

"Sanaa, I been making this before you was even thought about." She chuckled.

When I walked in the building I saw on the big clock that it was 12:15, lunch just started making me smile in relief. I already missed the boring classes, I waited for my mother to sign me in then walked away with my food in my hand.

"Hi." I spoke to Jala and them handing Spencer her food.

"How you know I didn't want no soul food?" Jaelyn asked.

"Word, I like hog maws, pig feet." Jala mocked making me laugh.

"We just wasn't a though best."

"So I was a thought when Reem dropped y'all off some Panda Express?" I asked making Jaelyn look at her food. "That's what I thought."

"But that's different though." Jala said making me wave her off.

I ate most of my food before I got full, I closed my platter and leaned back. I listened to Saymon and them talk as I did the same to Jala and them. I didn't say anything to either since I started getting sleepy, I should've went home.

"Y'all got dates to prom?" Jala asked.

"Kee." Spencer shrugged.

"Saymon." I told her.

"Reem." Jae said making us all look at her.

"Reem in a suit?" I asked. "I would love to see this."

"Y'all going to see." She chuckled.

"I need a date." Jala said.

"Girl bye." Jala laughed.

"Q not letting no nigga take you to no damn prom." Spencer said.

"I don't know who that is."

"Tell that girl she not dumb." I heard Q said making me look down at my phone.

"Mind y'all business." I chuckled.

"Who said something?" Jaelyn asked. "Is Reem with them?"

"Nah." Saymon said making me repeat his answer.

The bell rung signaling that lunch was over, I was kind of grateful cause I needed class to hurry up so I can go home. Luckily, this was the class I had Jae, LaLa, and Spence in so I won't be bored.

"Hang up on me so you could do ya work."

"I have in airpods, he not gon know I'm on the phone."

"Hang. Up." He spoke slowly.

"No." I said walking in to see he wasn't in his desk. "I don't think he here anyway."

I walked further in the class to see Janey was sitting in my seat making me roll my eyes, I didn't want to entertain no bullshit today.

"You know this my seat, can you get up?" I asked.

"Do your seat say your name?" She asked.

"Everybody know I sit here everyday, my name don't have to be up here."

"Steal the seat like you stole my man." She chuckled.

"Just walk away NaNa." Saymon said making me roll my eyes to sit next to Spencer.

"Don't pay it no mind." Spencer told me.

"I'm not, that girl irrelevant."

"She irrelevant but you making videos about her?" This girl named, Mama, said making me look at her.

"I don't even know you." I scrunched my face up.

"It don't matter, bitches like you deserve to have ya shit pulled off."

"And I bet not one muhfucker gon do it." Jaelyn spoke before I could. "I'll stab both of y'all bitches then send y'all to my brother so he could finish it off."

"Finish them off? Mickey gon erase their existence." Jala laughed.

"You hurt as hell talking bout I deserve to have my shit pulled back, you obviously got ya man taken away from you and instead of beating that bitch up you wanna start with me." 

"Girl fuck you and ya relationship, that boy wasn't faithful to her what make you think he gon be faithful to you?" 

"He wasn't faithful to her because he didn't love her." I shrugged. 

"You think he love you?" Janey asked. "Cause y'all together right now, you think he love you?" 

"He been loved me sis, even before our relationship. I never had to question that." I chuckled.

"How y'all tryna argue with her about her boyfriend? Y'all bitches weird." Spencer said making me agree.

"Ain't you getting cheated on?" Gina asked.

"Nah, she ain't." Kee said walking in.

"Okurrrr." Jaelyn chuckled.

"I just signed myself out, I gotta go sign these papers to get my record expunged." Kee told her kissing her. "Imma be there before you gotta go to work."

"Alright baby, I love you." Spencer kissed him again.

"I love you more." He said walking then stopping. "Keep my name out y'all mouths for I disrespect all y'all bitches."

With that he walked out not giving nobody else nothing to say making us laugh.

"Kee hate when bitches play with his name." Lala said.

"As he should." Jae shook her head. "Real nigga, yaheard?" 

"Heard the boss." 

"Y'all annoying." I chuckled. "Where the hell Mr.Randall at?" 

"Aye NaNa?" I heard Ice call making me look at my phone.

"Yes?" 

"You just made my dick jump, say that shit again." He smiled making me bust out laughing.

"I'll really stomp ya face in." Face said.

"He said that shit cause Terror left." Benji laughed. "So Imma shoot my shot too, you fine as hell-"

His sentence was cut off cause the phone dropped as I heard all them start yelling and a few stuff getting dropped, I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion wishing somebody pick up the phone.

"That bitch really ugly." I heard making me look up to see Gina, Mama and Janey talking.

"Damn bitch, we not talking about you." Gina said.

"Girl, I glanced up cause y'all was being loud as hell. I don't care about anything y'all talking about because I know I'm not ugly."

"It's crazy cause you was never like this when we were friends." Janey chuckled. "I'll dog you out and you'll brush shit off."

"Because I always thought it was what you said it was, jokes."

"You just wasn't like that but you get friends and now you wanna be."

"I mean how could you really know me though?" I smiled teasing. "I was getting my pussy ate by your boyfriend then telling you y'all relationship was perfect."

"Oop bitch." Jala said. "Thought I heard Dylan through her for a minute."

"That is some shit Dylan would say."

"Some hoe shit, right?" Gina asked. "Y'all know she sound trifling as hell."

"Oh well." I shrugged. "I know what I did was wrong but how many times y'all want me to say it? I apologized more than twenty times, even cried to her and she still going. I understand she hurt but she wanna make up lies and everything so now it's fair game and she just mad I'm winning her game."

"You apologized in private for a public embarrassment, if you-"

"You made it public!" I cut Janey off. "You the one who embarrassed your damn self, nobody knew about any of this until you posted this on Instagram!"

"It don't matter."

"It really don't." I chuckled. "I pray to God He heal whatever is in your heart to make you get over this and to let you live your best life."

"Fuck that bitch." Jae said making LaLa laugh.

"Y'all really blowing me yo." Spencer laughed.

"Why are you bleeding?" I asked seeing Saymon finally pick up the phone.

"Benji stupid ass made me hit my face on the corner of the table."

"Y'all was fighting?" 

"I fucked him and Ice up."

"You a lying ass bitch." Ice called out. "I'm off pills, you gotta advantage. When I'm sober Imma fuck you up onna guys."

"Fuck yo guys." Terror said.

"I'll fuck you up." Q said.

"Y'all not bout to double team my mans." Kee jumped in.

"Word bitch asses." Face added.

"What y'all wanna do?" Benji asked.

"Let's get ready to rumbleeeee!" Ice yelled out making all of us laugh.

"Why you keep looking at me?" Gina asked making me look at her.

"Sanaa these bitches wanna suck ya pussy." Jala said. "They in love with you."

"Obviously." Jae spoke.

"She was talking about me? I wasn't even paying her no mind." I scrunched my face up.

"Girl you was all in my face." Gina spoke.

"I'm on Facetime, I was looking at my phone. Girl bye."

"They wanna suck your pussy." Jala repeated.

"It stink." Janey said.

"Saymon don't think so." I smiled. "If he could eat my pussy in public he will, he-"

I got cut off from her throwing a text book at me, I moved out the way so it hit my shoulder instead of my face. I picked it back up throwing it directly at her forehead, everybody was now looking at us.

"Good morning class, I'm sorry for being late. I was dealing with another student, turn to page 60 on your text books."

She ran towards me but I couldn't get up in time so she punched me in my face making my head go back a little, I started swinging only hitting her shoulders since she was still standing over me. It was getting me mad.

"Negative." Jaelyn said pulling Janey by her hair allowing me to stand up.

"That's what y'all bitches gon do of course." Gina chuckled.

"Bitch, I'm so tired of you." Jaelyn said before she started swinging on her. 

I took my airpods off and immediately started punching Janey, she had her hand tangled in my hair as she tried getting me on the floor but I continued swinging holding my ground. I knew once she got me on the floor she was going to try to do me dirty and I wasn't going for it.

I heard Mr.Randall calling for security as another teacher ran into the class room. 

Growing tired I started swinging slower as she gave up trying to put me on the ground, she started hitting me in the back of my head. It started hurting seeming as though she was hitting me in the same spot. I punched her directly in her mouth feeling liquid, I guess that got her madder cause she swung me making me hit the floor.

She lifted her foot up to kick me in my face and I quickly moved, I wasn't going out like that. I kicked her in her shin standing back up to punch her in her face. Before I could do more, I felt security pulling me. I stopped and allowed them to restrain me.

I looked to see Spencer standing above Mama as Jae was getting held by security but she still had a hold on Gina hair, she would not let go. Jala was alreadly out the room so I don't know who she was fighting.

"Just let me get my stuff." I told them. He let me go but standing by me.

I grabbed my stuff seeing Saymon and Face called me so many times, I ignored them calling my mom.

"Sanaa, I just got the stuff I'm-"

"You gotta turn right back around and come get me."

"Why? What happened?" 

"I fought Janey."

"Girll." I heard her sigh. "I'll be there in 10 minutes, call your brother cause he calling me right now."

"Okay." I hung up calling Face.

"I know that bitch ain't touch you!" He yelled as I heard cars beeping.

"Bubs, I know you not on your way. I'm good."

"Fuck that, I'm pulling up right now. Tell her to call her fucking brother or father, Imma knock that bitch out!"

"Face stop yelling." I told him, this why I didn't even wanna call him.

I sat in the office next to Jala, Jae and Spencer. We looked at each other and started busting out laughing, this was really so funny. 

"Spencer got them thumpers." Lala said making us laugh harder.

"Jala who was you even fighting?" I asked.

"Shit, everybody." She shrugged. "I was kicking bitches in their faces, poking them in they eyes, I was doing everything."

"You so fucking annoying." Jaelyn laughed. "That was lit though, I see why people be having brawls."

"Keohn bout to fuck me up." Spencer chuckled.

"They on they way here too." I shook my head.

"At least you finally beat that bitch up." Jaelyn chuckled as security walked them in. "What bitch?!"

Janey tried to run up to me and I kicked her in her stomach making her fly back to the floor as I heard Jaelyn and them start laughing. Security held her as she started yelling and making more scenes making her friends join in.

"Why y'all yelling? Keep that energy and run up sis." Jaelyn said. 

One of them spit and it landed on Spencer arm, she looked down then jumped up fast as fuck that security couldn't even stop her. We all followed up as Jaelyn had Janey, I had Gina and she had mama and Jala had whoever. 

Face walked in, Saymon and Reem was trying to stop him but he knocked Janey out as she laid on the floor. I shook my head knowing he was going to do this. Reem, Saymon and Kee was now trying to hold him back but he was obviously pissed off.

"Stop." Esme spoke grabbing Face face. "Look at me and stop."

"It's always some dumb ass bitch messing with my sister, for what? I hate bitches, get off me!" He spoke trying to get out their hold.

"Easy, look at me." Esme continued grabbing his face so he could calm down. "This not elementary Sanaa no more, she could handle herself now. Look at her, she has nothing on her, she's fine."

"I'm perfect." I spoke as he looked at me.

"You good?" He asked.

"I'm perfect big brother." I told him making him calm down.

"Then we out, fuck this shit." He told me as I grabbed my stuff.

~

"Why Face was bugging like that?" Jala asked as Esme did my hair.

"I tried to commit suicide when I was little because I was getting bullied." I spoke making all of them look at me. "He was the one who found me and he had no clue why I did it."

"It broke him." Esme added. "He tried to kill his self too because he couldn't lose his sister."

"That's love." Jaelyn spoke looking sad. "He really the best big brother."

"That's how she met Dylan and I." Esme spoke. "She was getting messed with and Dylan just started swinging and I followed up."

"Dylan always been the realest bitch." Jala spoke.

"She have though." Jala shook her head.

I texted Face and Saymon, they were both checking on me as if I was dying but I wasn't complaining because I knew they both just cared. 

I was grateful for the type of love I received.
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