You told me i could fly
Then told me not to try
When i wanted to die
You nearly said goodbye
And after you told me to reach for the sky
I wanted to cut my thigh
When you asked why
I told you a lie
But if you looked me in the eye
You would have every reason to deny
But you were never the sort to pry
And im known for being sly
And you thought i was shy
When i couldnt ask for some pie
I now have no reason to defy
But i was just high
Now you answer with a sigh
When at the time you would have been wry
And i know theres no reason to imply
That I'll have a reply
Every time i come to you to cry
But ill know youll decry
When im not nearby
And wait till july
To actually come by
Yet i still have no way to clarify
If you have even been able to descry
My need for life to have a retry