My vision slightly blurs and 

I feel myself slightly swaying

Like a flower 

In the wind

Grey spots appear in my vision

And I blink twice to 

Try and get them to disappear

I feel dizzy

A headache comes on

I remind myself 

That headaches are nothing

And I need to be thin

I try and focus

But my brain seems to

Not want to

Do anything 

At all

I manage to step onto the scales

While supporting myself

Holding on to the sink

Like it's my life.