I woke up from the voice in my dream to find myself alone.

Where do I turn to; where do I run into someone's arms.

When does hope come for me?

There is no one to turn, there is no one to hold me and no one to wipe the tears off my face.

I am the only person who feels the tear slide off my red tinted cheek.

There is no one to pick me up; I have to pick myself up from the pain of loneliness such a wound that only someone can fix because I am bleeding out in tears.

where is it; where I run and jump into the arms of a loved one and hear them say " I love you and you're not alone".

Where is the moment?  Is it forbidden for me to find someone?

Where is the hand that I hold?

I don't care what I have to do or long I have to wait as long as I know someone is there waiting for me and that I know that I am waiting for nothing.

Where do I find you and I will come to you.

I promise that I will love you.

"Don't forget me, I love you, I will always be with you Don't forget me " once again my mind turns to this voice for a connection.

" Where are you? I cry out. 

" I promise I won't forget your voice that wakes me up at night because I know whoever you are, that you won't find me but your voice is so close to my heart that I get mad that I can't find you  " I tell myself as an another tear slides every so softly down my check .

"I forgive you" the tears staining the inside of me.

" Only in my dreams " I whisper to myself once again in the moon's silence.