My eyes began to wake the rest of me and I found myself wet with tears all over my face and pillow.

" What do I feel like drawing today for myself? " I ask myself yet again for another day of being alone.

 Why am I feeling this way? why do I feel such a burden of sadness through me?

Instantly I drew tears of aqua blue for myself. In my heart, I feel something is wrong to feel this way.

The clouds rose and the trees hunch over for sorrow almost saying goodbye over the casket. The white roses bow their pretty petals for me and shed several of their white glories petals for me as a sigh of tears for the way I am feeling.

The ice cold air is not bothering the plants or me but is freezing my breath. The ice is a comfort for my sadness but isn't patting me on the back like the warm sun. The sun is always happy with its heat and the moon is cold and alone like me.

The cold icy puffy clouds are in the background along with mist secretly giving the sadness warmth.

The dark gray-white clouds are emotional and are crying frozen tears of beauty. When hit me, I feel a cold tears slowly.

" Where are you ? " I yell but one replies but the cold tears fall fast upon me. A river of tears dripping off from my face.

As I fall down on the ground next to the petals I hold myself in a ball and the tears of the sky fall faster as I breath harder. My head pounding and my heart beating faster.

" Why did you leave me alone to always be sad? " I shout with tears caught in my throat.

Part of me has died for some reason.

Alone again with my sadness reflecting in this world: gray overlaying clouds, cold wet rain

Even the sky cries for me.