I've been in Mykel's office for the past three hours watching him work through some pack documents. He wanted to expand the place which would be a good investment since the pups are growing up and will need their space. It was almost nightfall but he was going to take me home as soon as he was finished. It will be a full moon tonight and we couldn't be near each other.

My eyes were fixated on his shirtless figure as his eyes roamed over the papers in his hands. I was seated on the left getting a proper view of him as he worked. My mouth watered as images of the way he touched me when he marked me flowed through my mind. I knew he didn't want to touch me until the time was right but the way my mind was acting, I didn't want to wait until the time was right.

When I was in high school, I wasn't interested in listening to girls talking about how much guys they've slept with or how good they were. I kept to myself and focused on my studies. Maybe I was the odd one out but I didn't care. I didn't trust guys because all they wanted was your body and then they break your heart and leave you. But with my situation, I was never asked out or even crushed on. I was too different for the guys and that made me unattractive, I guess. I wouldn't change anything if I could because atleast I saved myself for the right person.

And that person accepted me for who I was.

I groaned silently as I took off the jacket wanting to feel some fresh air. I was beginning to sweat despite the cool temperature of the atmosphere. The last full moon that happened I had to bear the heat for three whole days. All I wanted was Mykel's touch and his warmth and smell surrounding me. It felt like I was suffocating the more I inhaled oxygen. Now with the moon at it's peak tonight, I will have to face the pain all over again.

"M-Mykel", I half whimpered and his head snapped up to look at me.

My skin was beginning to burn and more sweat was forming on my body. His eyes darkened as he realized that it was starting now and I couldn't control it. I wasn't sure if I could make it home without jumping him and forcing him to take my heat away.

"Shit! I have to take you home", he said as he stood up and made his way towards me.

I reached out to touch him but he shifted and grabbed my hands. He took up the jacket and pulled me along with him out of the office. My mouth watered once more as I stared down his body. I wasn't even focusing on where we were going or the speed we were going at. I was only looking at Mykel as I tried to pull my hands away to touch him.

"Please", I found myself saying but he refused to look at me.

Was I not attractive enough?

I bit my lip as the thought crossed my mind. I knew I wasn't in the right headspace but I couldn't control how I was feeling. By the time we reached the stairs, I was sweating like crazy. Mykel was affected too but he wasn't showing it. He had so much self control because he was dominant and I was over submissive.

If only he could use those dominant skills on me right now...

I managed to pull away from his grip and shuffled way back so he couldn't reach me. His eyes were partially blue and his breathing was so heavy that I could hear it from where I stood. My chest heaved up and down as I tried to control my balance.

"Lina you're not making this easy for me", he said before running his hands through his hair. He looked fustrated but so was I.

The action caused his shirt to rise and I moaned at the sight of his bare skin. How I wanted to feel it against mine as we satisfy each others crave.

How I wanted to massage his abs and hear him groan from the pleasure that I was giving him.

How I wanted him to hold me so tight as if I would disappear in a heartbeat.

"I don't want to make it easy. I want you to touch me", I replied wondering how long will it take before my knees give out. His aura was forcing me to submit and I wanted to but only if he would give me what I want.

"I can't. Not like this. It's your heat talking and I won't take advantage of you", was his answer before he punched the wall beside him. I flinched and a whimper flew past my lips.

"But you won't be taking advantage of me, I want you to do it. I want you to make love to me", I said as I started pulling off my blouse.

Large hands gripped mine as my body was slammed into the wall. It wasn't painful but if it was I wouldn't care. Mykel's body was now pressed up against mine and I moaned closing my eyes and biting my lip.

"God, I didn't think it would be this bad", Mykel spoke as he stared down at me in a heated gaze. He was losing the battle and it was only a matter of time before he gave into me. I didn't care if I woke up tomorrow regretting this decision, it was with the right person and there can be no regrets in that.

"If you don't want to make love to me then I guess I'm not attractive enough. Maybe I should find someone else to do it."

As soon as the words left my mouth I watched as his eyes turned completely dark.

A deep growled erupted from his lips before his lips captured mine in a very dominating kiss. My hands were held above my head as he ravished my mouth claiming it completely as his. It felt like he was punishing me for what I said and I couldn't protest. His free hand went under my shirt and skimmed over my bare skin. I whimpered against his lips as my body got weaker and weaker. He pulled away allowing me to catch my breath.

"You're mine! No one else will touch you or lay their hands on you!", he growled before releasing my hands and picking me up. My legs instantly wrapped around his back as I buried my face in his neck.

He started walking, holding me very tight to his body. I went too far with my words but I was going to get what I want. I need this. I was a nineteen year old virgin and it was time to lose it. I've saved myself for the right one and now was the right time.

I've read enough books and watched enough movies to know what sex was like. It was about developing a deeper bond with the one you love. It was all about connecting as one, and I wanted that connection with Mykel.

I wanted more than just sex; I wanted to understand him completely and embrace his imperfections. I wanted to stand by his side forever, ruling the pack together. I wanted him raw and true without any masks or pretenses.

After what seemed like hours of walking, I was finally placed back on my feet. I looked at the huge door before Mykel opened it and I quickly went inside. I haven't seen this part of the mansion when he gave me a tour. The place was already dark so the only light was from the moon shining through the window. In the center of the room was a large king sized bed layered in black and red sheets. I didn't bother to check anything else and turned to look at Mykel.

His stare was intense as he eyed me up and down. He licked his lips and I copied his actions. This was it. This was finally going to happen. He was finally going to give me what I needed.

"Listen carefully, I'm going to kiss you until your lips are red and swollen. Then I'm going to remove your clothes and leave my marks all over your body so everyone will know you're mine. Then I'm going to make love to you until your moans fill the room and your legs are shaking as you near your climax. I will then watch as your face twist with pleasure as you come all over me. Would you like that baby?."

That was my last straw.

My legs gave out and I landed on my knees.

His voice, his words, they could make me climax any damn time!.

If someone had told me in the past that I would be begging for sex, I would laugh at them until my eyes watered. But here I was staring at my Alpha, who eyes held nothing but lust and desire.

He didn't move an inch as he awaited my response. I swallowed the lump in my throat before answering him.

"Yes Alpha."

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