Chapters like this are so hard to write but I write it because there's an emotions in intimacy also.

Kabir's POV

I can't believe she is ready to give herself to me. I think universe has given me Kavya as a redemption for all the hardships I have gone through my life.

'Uh... I will go and freshen up and change my clothes,' she said softly.

'Wait a minute,' I said and ran towards my wardrobe. I opened my wardrobe and took out a satin gown I brought few days ago when I went to buy clothes for Raj. I saw it and it reminded me of Kavya. I wanted her to wear it during our first night.

'Can you wear this?' I said and gave her the gown. She looked at it and gulped.

'Uh... I have never worn something----

'I know, baby. I want you to wear it for me, please,' I said while cutting her off.

'Why do you have it?' she asked with a doubtful expression making me smile.

'I brought it few days back when I went to mall to buy clothes for Raj. I looked at it and it reminded me of you. In white, you look like an angel,' I told her and she smiled shyly.

She is an angel. She does not deserve a guy like me but she chose me.

'Okay. I will wear it,' she said making me happy and went in the washroom.

I sat on the bed and was waiting for her eagerly. I can't wait to see her in that sexy gown. I am happy that she moved on from Sohum and threw his memories. Now, I will fill her life with only beautiful memories.

She got out and I gasped. She had opened her hair and again she had applied that red lipstick.

That damn red lipstick.

That gown reached her thighs and for the first time I saw her white thighs and I can't wait to have a taste of her milky thighs.

She was pulling her gown.

'Uh... it is so short,' she said as she came and stood in front of me.

'Turn around,' I said and she obeyed me.

'Your back is looking so beautiful, baby,' I said and earned a laugh from her.

'Look at me,' I said and she again turned around and looked at me and she was still pulling her gown.

'Don't pull your gown,' I ordered and she stopped pulling it making me smile.

I parted my legs and pulled her between my legs and hugged her waist.

'Baby, relax. You are so nervous. I can feel your nervousness,' I said as I broke our hug and kissed her stomach.

'You have not change your mind, right?' I asked.

'No,' she said softly.

Thank god.

She caressed my hair and kissed my head.

'I can't believe I have fallen in love madly and deeply with you to the point of wearing something like this for you,' she said making me smile.

'Thank you, baby,' I pulled her and she fell on my lap.

'So, tell me, what is going on in your mind right now?' I asked as I kissed her neck.

'I don't know... many things are going right now,' she said.

'I want you to get relax, baby, otherwise we cannot do this. I don't want to be the only one who enjoys this. I want you to enjoy it too,' I told her.

'Can I enjoy it? I thought it will only hurt me as mom said,' she said.

'It will hurt at first, but then you will enjoy it and beg for more,' I told her but she didn't say anything.

'Can I ask you something, baby?' I asked.

'Yes?'

'Have you ever pleasured yourself? I mean... touched yourself down there?' I asked and she looked at me.

'No.... I.... I have never touched myself, but I have read about women pleasuring themselves in books, but I have never dig deep into it as it felt wrong,' she said making me smile.

'Why did it felt wrong?' I asked.

'I don't know... I... I always felt that it is wrong,' she said.

Someday I will ask her to pleasure herself.

'That means I will be the first one to give you an orgasm,' I said.

'Ah... yes... that word I read in book but never checked about it as I said earlier that it felt wrong, but I know that it feels good by reading it in books,' she said shyly making me laugh.

I can't believe this girl is giving herself to me and I will be her first in everything.

'Listen, baby, don't be nervous. Enjoy it, feel it,' I said and she nodded her head.

'You know, earlier, when we were friends according to you, but I was attracted to you, and you used to come to teach Raj,' I started and she nodded her head.

'That time I used to get so jealous thinking that you will go home and have sex with your husband,' I told her.

'I don't know what to say,' she said.

'I told you because I am so happy that you are only mine. I will be the only one to look and touch all parts of your body,' I said.

'Yes. Only you have the right to do that,' she said.

'Thank you, baby. Can you go and lie down on the bed?' I asked and she got up and laid down on my bed.

If someone told me in the morning, that she will lie on my bed waiting for me, I would have laughed it off.

I got up and looked at her, staring at me.

She was looking so beautiful in the white gown.

My Angel. Angel who came to remove my pain.

Slowly, I removed my shirt and pant while she was staring at me. I am the first guy she will see naked. I was in my boxers as I got on the bed and laid on top of her while weighing the balance of my body on one of my hand.

I removed the strand of hair from her forehead and kissed her forehead. I could feel that she was still tense.

'If you don't get relaxed, I will not do it,' I said.

'No. I want to make you happy. I will try to be relaxed,' she said making me sigh.

'Baby, think about your pleasure too. You will also feel the pleasure and beg for more,' I told her but she didn't say anything.

'Anyways, tell me, what are you scared of?' I asked softly.

'I don't know. I am scared that it will hurt. I don't want to get hurt,' she said.

'You will also get pleasure, baby,' I tried to tell her but she was quiet.

It will not work like this. I have to show her that she can get pleasure too.

I went and sat in front of her legs.

'Why did you go away? I am okay,' she said softly.

Instead of answering her, I held the hem of her gown.

'Can I push it till your stomach?' I asked and she looked surprised but nodded her head after few seconds.

I pushed her gown and could see her black underwear.

'Can I remove your underwear?' I asked.

'What?' she shouted.

'I mean... I mean...---

'Baby, I will not get angry. Listen to me, let's do it some other day,' I said and started going down the bed but she held my hand.

'You can remove it but I have not shaved down there,' she said softly.

'It does not matter to me, baby,' I said.

It did not even came in my head.

'I have never shaved down there,' she said.

'Before the day of my marriage, mom asked me to shave down there and even gave me a razor but I was scared. I lied to my mom that I did it,' she told me the truth.

'While giving me the razor, mom said to me that I should shave often, because men likes it,' she continued.

'Baby, it's natural. I don't find it wierd,' I told her the truth.

'So, you are okay with it?' she asked.

'Yes, baby,' I said.

'You can remove it,' she said making me smile.

Slowly, I pulled her underwear down and my eyes went towards her core. Yes, it was hairy but it's natural to be hairy.

I am the only one who had seen her core.

I pulled her underwear further, removed it and threw it away and she covered her core with her hands.

'Let me look at it, baby. Please,' I said and she slowly removed her hand.

'Part your legs as much as you can,' I said and she parted her legs as much as she can.

'What are you feeling?' I asked.

'Wierd. Exposed,' she said and I went and sat between her legs.

Now I could see her core properly. This is the first time I am seeing it in real life. I have seen it in some explicit videos, I used to see before Raj was born but they were not natural. Her core was natural. I cannot wait to lose myself into her.

'I want to kiss it,' I said and leaned down and kissed it before she can even answer and she squirmed.

'Who do you belong to, baby?' I asked as I inserted a finger inside it making her jerk off the bed.

'What are you doing?' she asked.

'Just enjoy. I am showing you what pleasure is,' I said as I pulled out my finger and again pushed it in.

'Uh.... Kabir,' she moaned with her eyes closed and I stopped in my tracks.

God! That voice! That moan.

My name will be the only one on her lips.

'You have not answered my previous question, baby?' I asked as I added second finger.

'Uh....its's hurting,' she cried as I pulled out my fingers and again entered it.

If she is hurt when I added only two fingers, I can't imagine how hurt she will be when I insert my dìck inside her.

'You belong to whom, baby?' I asked as I fastened my pace.

'You...you,' she cried out.

'Please....,' she cried.

'What do you want, baby?' I asked as I added another finger in it making her scream.

'Please, I don't know. Do something,' she cried as I could feel that her orgasm by looking at her face.

I continued to thrust my fingers few more times.

'Oh...god,' she cried out as she came all over my fingers. I removed my fingers and she relaxed peacefully.

'God! What was that?' she said while looking at me as I put my fingers in my mouth.

'What are you doing?' she asked as I continued licking my fingers.

'Tasting you, baby,' I said with a smirk.

'God! It's dirty,' she cried.

'Nothing which belongs to you is dirty, baby,' I said as I laid beside her.

'How do you feel?' I asked.

'I don't know why, but I am feeling happy and relaxed,' she said making me chuckle.

'That's the power of an orgasm baby,' I said as I turned around to face her.

'You will feel more pleasure with my
d!ck inside you but if you are nervous you can't enjoy it. I want you to be relaxed,' I said.

'I experienced it for the first time. I came for the first time,' she told me.

'I am happy that I am the first one to make you cum,' I said.

'But it hurt,' she said.

'Now?' I asked.

'No, but when you had your fingers inside me,' she said.

'But after that it felt wonderful. I felt like I am in some different zone,' she continued and I smiled.

'You have to bear some pain to feel that happiness, baby,' I said as I went on top of her, adjusted myself on both of my hands and started kissing her throat.

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