When 100 people read the chapter I posted on Wednesday, why there are only 33 votes :( :(

I wanted to know your thoughts through comments but, forget about comments. I am not even getting enough votes

I wanted to give double update today, but decided against it, I will post the next chapter on Sunday.

By the way, I updated chapter 48 and 49 on Monday and Wednesday respectively.

Anyways, those who are INTERESTED, in their journey. Enjoy.

Kavya's POV

After I washed the utensils, I decided to read a book to distract myself.

Today's dinner also felt different. For the past two days I had dinner with Kabir. We had cake and ice-cream after dinner but today, once again, I am alone.

I should have deleted the messages. He would have been here as my friend, if I had deleted the messages before giving it to him.

But then again, is it okay to miss someone who has said whatever he wants without considering my feelings?

But, he had given me some beautiful memories also.

Still, I will never forget all the things he said yesterday.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe and decided not to think about all this and read a story.

Maybe my eyes will get tired while reading a story and I will fall asleep.

I opened the app and my mobile rang. The mobile almost flew out of my hands seeing Kabir's name on the screen.

Why is he calling?

What should I talk with him?

How should I talk with him?

But, I have to pick the call. It will not seem right if I don't pick the call.

'Hello,' I greeted him.

'Why are you doing this?' he asked.

'Why are you doing this, Kabir? You broke our friendship yesterday, then, why are you calling me now? You threw me out like I am the most unimportant person in the world. In a second, you asked me to not come to teach Raj, then please don't call me now,' I said and cut the call angrily without even listening to him.

And again, tears came back.

Shit! I should not have picked his call.

I wiped my tears and decided to read the first chapter of the book without thinking anything.

Again, his call came but I cut it. After that he called me multiple times, but every time I cut the call as I don't want to talk.

I closed the app and laid on the bed and closed my eyes and again everything came back.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang surprising me. Nobody comes at my house at almost 11 p.m.

I got up and went in the hall and again the doorbell rang.

'Kavya,' I heard a voice which surprised me.

Why has Kabir came here at this hour of night?

I opened the door and he came inside and I hurriedely closed the door.

'What are you doing here? Again came to ask my intentions towards my dead husband?' I asked angrily.

'No. Please listen,' he said and I started laughing.

'Wow! The tables have turned. Yesterday I was the one who was begging you to listen to me,' I mocked.

'Kavya, just calm down and listen. I am here to talk about the securi---

'No. I don't want to listen anything. You can leave,' I shouted.

'Kavya. Calm down,' he said and I chuckled.

'Look who is talking? If you will not leave, then I will leave,' I opened the door and was walking out.

He pulled me inside and closed the door.

'What are you doing? Have you gone crazy?' he shouted.

'Kabir, please leave, I don't want to see you right now.'

'We were friends for so many months. On that basis I just want you to listen to my advice about security-guards.'

'As a friend? The friend who made me feel dirty?'

'Made you feel dirty?'

'Yes. By your words but you will not understand,' I said.

'And I know that, Vinay and Uttam called you. I don't want your help as our friendship has ended and if you try to hire them to protect my house, I will leave this house,' I threatened.

'What?' he shouted.

'Yes.'

'And tell them to message me the amount for the few days they have worked. I will sent it to them. And, thank you for everything you did for me till now,' I said.

'But what about your safety?' he asked.

'I will be safe. And, today I got to know that you hired the guards for fifteen thousand each monthly. Thank you for even thinking of spending that much amount on me monthly. I am not a gold digger. I was just scared after everything happened,' I said.

'Why are you explaining it to me now?' he asked.

'And, I never thought of you as a gold digger,' he continued.

'It's better to explain, otherwise if we meet in the future, you will accuse me of that, just like every other thing you said yesterday,' I said and there was a confusion on his face.

'Look! I don't know what you are talking about. I know yesterday, I said many things in anger but I never accused you,' he said.

'You can leave.'

'Kavya, I am sorry for everything I said yesterday. I was angry and---

'You can leave. And, forget that I even existed. Don't message me or don't call me numerous times like you did today. Just be happy that a burden is gone.'

'Burden? You were never a burden for me, Kavya. It's just that when I read that you love me, I lost it and---

'Good bye, kabir,' I said firmly.

'Raj was asking about you but I didn't had the heart to tell him that I asked you not to come,' he said.

'Then tell him that you fired me in an blink of an eye without even thinking anything,' I shouted.

'Please, calm down, Kavya. I am sorry for that. I said and did things without thinking. Please forgive me,' he begged and I chuckled.

'Yesterday I was the one who was begging you to calm down.'

'I am so sorry, Kavya. I can't love you, but can't we continue to become friend? Today I realized, how important you are in my life. I had said that it's better to break our friendship but saying it is easy, but doing it is really hard. Can we stay friends, please?' he asked again.

'This! I wanted this conversation yesterday but in anger you made me feel so dirty and unimportant. So easily you broke our friendship and asked me not to come to teach Raj.'

'I am sorry. You know when I am angry, I go out of line but I don't think I made you feel dirty. Yes, I hurt you, I made you cry, I made you feel unimportant but I never made you feel dirty,' he said.

'But I felt like that, Kabir.'

'Anyways, leave that. You don't even know the things you said in anger. And, I dont need your help as we are not even friends now. And, if you do something or hire somebody behind my back, I will leave the house. Now, leave.' I said calmly.

'And tell Raj that I was sick so I can't come. I will meet him in school and there I will give him remaining notes. And, please ask Vinay and Uttam to message me the amount,' I reminded him again.

'Kavya, can't you think once again about the security guards? I will get worried for you.'

'Stop worrying about me. We are not friends anymore.'

'So easy for you to say it, right? In a day, a person can't forget numerous memories he made with another person,' he said.

'Got a taste of your own medicine? You threw me put of your life in a second, Kabir. Anyways, you can leave now. It's not right of me to stay with a stranger at this hour of night.'

'Stranger?'

'Yes, Kabir. And, yesterday you said that I ruined everything. I am sorry for that. I  know you don't love me---

'It's not that, Kavya. It's just that---,' he cut me off to speak but then went silent.

'I am sorry for ruining our friendship. It was never my plan to confess to you but accidently you found it. I never thought of confessing my feelings for you as I know that you don't love me, and in your eyes, I am just a good friend. So, sorry for ruining everything. Bye. Leave. Tomorrow I have to wake up early,' I said and gestured him to go out of the house.

He left the place without saying anything.

God!

It was hard.

But, atleast I told him that I don't want security guards.

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Kabir's POV

I sat in my car and rubbed my head. It was paining so much.

I didn't sleep last night as her face was always coming in front of me.

Today morning I went downstairs and I remembered her waiting to have meals with me.

She had became such an integral part of my life.

I want her back as my friend. I don't want anything. Just us back to how we were.

At hotel also, I could not concentrate as the thought of going home and not seeing her bothered me so much.

I came home early only to find Raj asking about her. I told him that she is busy as I could not tell her that I asked her not to come.

It's easy to say that I don't want to be friends with her anymore but I want it.

I want her back in my life.

I could not even have dinner as I remembered, both of eating cake and ice-cream at her housse  so I skipped dinner and decided to go for a ride, when vinay called me and Put Uttam on conference.

I was so angry after hearing she dismissed them and was ready to give the money for few days they worked and I decided to call her and I am glad I did as I was dying to talk with her but she said some things I could not understand and cut the call.

And then I called her numerous times but she was not picking up and I wondered if she was safe or not and I hoped again burglars will not attack her house and the thought of her not being okay made me go to her house so late at night and from the time I came back from her house, many things she said are bothering me among that one specific question is bothering me.

What did she mean by I accused her? I didn't do anything like that.

Today morning I called Princess to know what she talked with her but she was at office.

Once again, I called princess and this time she picked it up.

'What did she tell you yesterday?' I asked without even greeting her.

'I promised her that I will not tell you anything,' she said.

'Please, I am begging you. Please tell me. Today, she said that I accused her but I don't remember accusing her. So, please tell me, what she told you,' I said.

'You met with her? First, tell me everything,' she said.

'If I tell you everything, will you tell me, what she said yesterday?' I said.

'Yes. I think you should know what she feels but before that let me tell you, you are stupid,' she scolded me.

'So this is what happened. I--' I started as I ignored her previous statement and told her everything.

'She has a self- respect, Kabir. She will not take help from someone who got angry and talked without thinking,' she said.

'What did she tell you yesterday?' I asked and she started telling me everything.

'God! That's why she said that I made her feel dirty. It was not like that, princess. I asked that because she said that she loves her husband and can't think of anybody few days back,' I said.

'Your way of speaking, handsome.'

'Yes. I was angry and didn't thought much. I was wrong,' I said and I remembered that Kavya told her that I was so angry that it felt like I was a different person.

'She can love Sohum and still can fall for you, Handsome. She thought you accused her and that hurt her the most.'

'But it was not my intention. But now that you told it, I didn't even remember half the things I said to her yesterday,' I said as the image of her being on the bed with some other man had clouded my mind from the time I read that she loves me.

'You hurt her a lot yesterday. You should beg for her forgiveness,' she said.

'By the way, you really don't love her?' she asked.

'Love ruins everything. See it ruined our friendship also.'

'No. Your anger ruined the friendship. You should have sat calmly and told her that you don't love her, and wants to be just friends with her, but anger took over you. But, you don't really love her?' she asked again.

'Close your eyes and imagine both of you together? Are you happy? Please, don't say 'no'. This is in the exchange of me breaking the promise with her and telling you everything,' she said and I coundn't argue after what she said at the end and closed my eyes.

I saw us having breakfast like we did few days back, her sitting on the sofa and waiting for me and then we having dinner together, both of us enjoying at the beach. And then I saw, me coming from hotel and opening the bedroom's door to see her happy with some unfaced man and opened my eyes.

No.

'So, what should I do, if I want her back in my life as friends?' I emphasized the word 'friends.'

'Beg for her forgiveness,' she replied.

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