Heartbreak

Here lies Rachel Berry. Daughter, friend, singer, ex girlfriend... and now upcoming mother. She stares at the pregnancy test, covering her face as she slides down the bathroom door. She felt like screaming, like she was drowning. She sobbed. Never mind the makeup, not caring about it, she cried hard.

She cried so much she was in a fetus position. Why was everything always going against her. She never truly felt so alone and vulnerable than that day Shelby told her she wanted nothing to do with her. She fell asleep on the tub.

The next day, she woke up, eyed the test and got ready for school. Wearing black jeans, a white crop top. And her boots.

She looked at the messy makeup on her. Grabbing a makeup wipe she cleans it off and reapplied the makeup.

She trembled holding the makeup wipe. She was pregnant. With St. James child. Life is so unfair. She wished to go back in time and stopped from being born in this cruel world.

As she walks to find Jesse, she spots him and Quinn in a very intimate moment in the auditorium. She looks away not wanting to hear the moans or the begging for more. She holds her stomach, she can't tell them. Jesse was happy, Quinn was happy. She wasn't going to be a bitch and ruin their beautiful relationship.

She turns away, this is probably a mistake. Jesse doesn't deserve to be tied to her just because they are having a baby. And Quinn had been through a lot. She didn't deserve this either.

She walks into the gym and sits on the bleachers, she couldn't contain her sobs. She sobbed quietly, no one ever noticing. No one ever genuinely caring.

"You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it

Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours"

She cried softly.

"I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted

Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah"

She sings all her heart out.

"We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me

This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah"

"I gave my all and they all know it
Then you tore me down and now it's showing

In two months, you replaced us
Like it was easy
Made me think I deserved it
In the thick of healing, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah"

As she neared the end of the song she broke down, and screamed in agony. The scream was so loud that Jesse and Quinn heard it from the auditorium quickly stoping what they were doing. Schue and Emma heard it from as far as the cafeteria.

Afterwards, she fainted right on the gym floor. The lack of eating solids, the lack of sleep and now the unexpected pregnancy caused a stress overload making her faint.

Jesse and Quinn run out the auditorium and bump into Emma and Schue.

"You two still in school" Schue raised an eyebrow.

"We were singing a few duets" Quinn replied a bit breathily.

Schue wasn't an idiot. He was about to lecture the teenagers when Emma screamed.

"Rachel!"

All three ran to Emma, Rachel was lying on the floor pale.

"Oh god did she o-" Quinn looks very concerned.

Schue gently leans down and carries her in his arms. She wakes up.

"Ugh. Schue. Can you put me down?" She asks quietly while groaning with a slight headache.

"What happened Ray? You fainted." Schue looks down at her.

She glances at the 4. "I skipped breakfast. I'll be fine after I eat some food"

Emma offered her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Oh god that made her gag. She quickly declines it, finding the peanut butter and jelly mixture to be unappealing.

"N-no thank you." Holding back her bile that was rising.

"You need to eat something Ray." Jesse pleaded.

"I'm not hungry St. James. I've had enough excitement for today. I'm gonna go home. Schue can you put me down please?" Mr Schue placed her down gently. She nods a courteous thanks and walked away. Leaving the four to look at her confused and concerned.

She needed out. She couldn't go to school anymore. She needed to leave Lima heights. She would fabricate any lie, not even her dads will not know about the growing embryo in her.

She told her parents that she needed some time off and living with her cousin would be best. Of course her dads always have the best interest for her. They realized that the young Berry had some secret. They weren't trying to probe. They believed sending her to her cousins was the best thing for her mental health.

And that's how Rachel Berry, the star of Glee club, the female lead of New directions left Lima Heights.

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