Let it go...

Forget anything that happened.

It never happened.

You never had a life.

Erase that timeline.

It never happened...

Things go wrong all the time.

It went worse this time.

Erase everything that happened.

Forget it...

Let it go...

It never happened...

Let it go...

Let it go...

Let it go...

It never happened...

Erase the timeline.

You never had a life...

But you had lifelessness.

I don't want to shed tears for the dead days.
It's too late.

I had a life of nothingness.
I have a life of nothingness.
I'll have a life of nothingness.

Until I lose nothingness...

I've forgotten what it means to smile.

I've forgotten who I am.

I've lost myself in this fog...

In this fog called society.

One thing I know,
Is that I don't belong here.
Just as nobody should.

I have to forget everything.

Get rid of things that remind me.

Erase the timeline.

Erase the timeline...

Erase the timeline...

Erase the timeline...

Until I have nothingness.

I will keep it.
Cherish it.
Hide it.
Go.

I have to forget it all.

I have to forget the timeline.

I have to forget it all.

I have to forget the timeline.

I never knew the timeline.
It never happened.
Forget it.
Let go.
Go.

I only represented my accomplishments and failures.

I was the crystal of the cave.

I was adored for the diamonds I held...

Until they slipped and crashed away.

I was soon replaced with another.

She held stones given to her.

While I dug hard to get my stones.

She became the crystal of the cave.

I became the echo.

I felt freedom in my lungs.
I breathed, free from chains.
I was on my own.
At last.
They let go of me.

But I can't let go of them...

I realized who I am the moment tears got shed when it was time to depart.
I was the air the lungs could suck.
But when departure came,
Freedom also did.
So they had air.
I was not
The air.
No.

Not anymore.

I became the dirt.

I became the mud.

I became the rocks they clean to find some gold.

I was dug away.

I got thrown away.

I was on my own again.

They couldn't find the gold.
Had to act along.
Nothing was believable.
Yet, it was bought.
They cherished the lies.
Pretended to be one of a kind.
To be one of the riches.
Be one of the riches...
One of the heroes...
Of the nobles...
The knights...
Winners...

Acronyms wouldn't speak as loud.

But they would at least speak.

And a weak voice is better than silence.

How to live with shame and guilt.
To live at all after all the lies told.
Live after being in the public eye.

I'll tell you how.
Shamelessly.
Say your lies.
Your dreams coming true.
Secrets long buried and forgotten,
To be more believable.
The people will believe you.
Public will support you.

In the end, none of it matters...

We're all just mortal beings.

Thrones get sat on and destroyed.
Rulers come and go.
Who ruled yesterday,
Will die tomorrow.
Who rules tomorrow,
Will die the next day.

The truth always wins in the end.

You torture me.
Use me.
Authorities try
To help you,
Wrongfully.
Help us? No...
Yourself.

You're after a silent deal.
A silent contract.
But I'm not a dealer.

I worked hard to achieve what you easily gave to your dealer.

Well...enjoy your fantasy.

And now, the time has come to forget everything and everyone.
To lose all that tie me to the lies.
Live as myself, authentically.

I am not your tool.
I am not your trophy.
I am not yours.

Don't boast about me.
Don't be proud of me,
When you have no hand in what I brewed.

You always preferred the shortcut,
But it always is the most dangerous.

As much as I head for the long road,
You drag me along the shortcut.
The rocks and poisonous bushes torment me.
I feel weaker and I collapse.
You don't help me up, but you leave me,
As I can't help you anymore.

You diminished my humanity,
My personhood,
My being.
You stole my soul and signed a contract,
I didn't wish to partake in.
Now I'm just a sufferer,
Just a voiceless siren,
Which you can use and let go
Whenever you wish to.

And I want to speak,
But I have no voice.
I want to forget,
But I have no will.

Erase the timeline...

Save me.

Erase the timeline...

I won't see you anymore.
All that's left is carelessness.
My tears never spilled for you.
Only my blood and sweat did.
I wish I never made you proud.
I wish I only embarrassed you.
I do not want to be loved.
I want to be forgotten and used.
Don't you ever use my name.
Don't you ever help me gain.
I'll do it all on my own.
You will take advantage again.
I don't want to be your pride.
I don't want to grow your ego.
I just want to be my own.
I want my humanity back.
I want my personhood back.
I want my authenticity back.
I demand them back.
Bring me back the lives I lost.
Bring me back the times I lost.
And show me how I'm not special.
I'm just another mortal being.
Forget me.
Forget I ever existed.
And don't remind me of anything.
I will erase my memories.
I will forget the past.
I will erase the timeline.
I will erase the last.

Every word you say is based on your self-interest.
And I've got no interest in you.
Go use your plastic gems.
Go boast about the stones you lended to those who "needed" them.
And please tell me how proud you are of her for shamelessly taking them like that from your materialistic palms.
You live like there is no future.
You live like you're helping them all.
Know this, the truth always wins.

You can kiss and hug your dealer from day to night,
You can take her bribes and give your diamonds,
In the end, she'll end up back in front of her old, broken door.

They had nothing, yet they pretended to be one of the winners.

Erase the timeline...

Erase the timeline...

Erase the timeline...

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