wait i feel so weird rn waitwatit

i dont know how to explain

its not a bad weird i dont think

its probably because i accepted fell asleep at like 9 LMAO that never happens

also i had a weird dream

like i was with my dad and older sister and she was driving to our moms

so idk why my dad was there if he wasnt driving

but then suddenly we were in my moms town?? which was weird because its a 30 minute drive from my moms town to my dads so ugnfnn sna na

and then apparently my dad was confused too because he didnt remember driving in the country either and rhen like he was like "oh wait i remember, ill explain soon"

okay screw this. 1 of my fav songs came on i cant focus rn hang on

okay its over let me continue so

then we got to my moms house and there was this weird animal?? it was supposed to be a goat but id definitely wasnt LMAO

ot was cute and i think me and my sister got on its back, i THINK

then like it started attacking me with its stupid horns

and then. then despite my dad supposed to be in the car, him and my step mom came running out of my MOMS HOUSE?? like hello i think youre in the wrong house but whayever

they told me to stay upwind of the goat but then i woke up and jusr felt so weird

i domt feel weird anymore, writing this made me fully conscious JDJAWH

my step dad accidentally woke me up while getting ready for work so is only 5 in the morning

wait why is my door open

it was probably my brother stupid idiot

oh yeah i was also so so confused when i clicked on this book because its thr 14th but the chapter before says rhe 12th and i thought j wrote it on the 13th but idk maybe im stupid or maybe i wrote the date wrong which still makes me stupid so eith3r way im stupid but its fine its good

im gonna check discoed notifs brb

yghgjgn there are so many ii hate it and i dont even check thaf many servers anymire but eveeyone talksbdidiidi sidiiioosoo much

yesterday was rlly fun tho, my older sister took me and my little sister to her work (aninal shelter) and its closed ro visitors so its really fun getting the animals to myself 😛😛

then we went to a park and it started raining so we left and we went to a new store in town and im not gonma say what its called bc i just like looked it up and according to the map the only gas station one is the one i went to and i dont want yall to know my town so ahhfjej

um anyway it was SUPER cool, it was like a gas station but huge and when you go inside itsbGJEJJSEEJEJ SO BIG

its like 1) a whole fast food place, 2) a whole food store, and 3) like a souvenir store and its all 3 in 1 its epic

j got a 20 dollar hat i love it very much and im only notbwearing it now bc im gonna be sleeping

anyway after we got slushies there we drove all the way to my grandmas and when my mom git off work she went there too and i had a lot more fun thsn usual there

also im really glad i could go bc my grandpa is getting worse and eventually he wont be able to move or even talk :(( which sucks bc the mf makes so many stupid jokes that i love, and his stories are epic

but we were there for 2 hours, we talked about a lot of things

we laughed over a video my sister has if me from like 3 years ago let me explain

so it was at my grandmas old house, and like i KNOW that place was mf haunted like oh my god

anyway me and my sisters used to always have sleepovers there, and ome night my sister THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO TOUCH. MY. FOOT.

long story short i didnt know it was her (until MONTHS LATER) and literally cried for an hour that night, and my sister got a video of it and we play it everytime shes over because its absolutely hilarious

when i got home i made cookies but i made too many and ate too much cookie dough and my stomach was in so much pain

then i went upstairs and fell asleep right away which sucks bc i wanted yo catch up in the twitch streams i had missed but ill fo that todsy

anyway also today my sister is picking me up and taking me to her house because her and her boyfriend are goung yo a concert so i get to watch her 3 big dogs

which is gonna be hard

BUT I GET MONEY so its okay

anyway im stopping here rhis is eay longer than i intended

so im gonna switch out if my jeans to sweatpants 😭😭 and then pee bc i really have to pee

and then hopefully sleep more bc its way too rsrly

SO GOODNIGHT MWA