Jin had hoped his viewers didn't notice his sudden drop of happiness in his videos.

Heck yeah they did.

There were moments in his videos where he would just space out, and for some reason, he wouldn't edit it out.

However, he did edit out the few moments he had randomly broken down crying when he remembered what he had accidentally let slip, the few words that caused Jin and Adam's friendship to break.

After recording the first video since leaving the offices, Jin didn't even want to upload it. It wasn't a happy video. He barely talked and just looked so... Depressed.

But he did, because he knew if he had tried again, it would've been the same. So he just put it on YouTube, hoping, praying, that his viewers wouldn't notice.

But soon enough Jin was getting comments on YouTube and other social media sites, asking what was wrong. He didn't really want to explain, he really didn't want to do anything, but he knew he had to do something, or people would just get even more worried.

So in that same day, he tried to explain. His voice was really quiet in his first try, he had made at least five different recordings, all but one pleasing enough to upload. It wasn't the best he could do, but he didn't want to do anymore because he had nearly started crying in each of them.

So that went up on YouTube on the same day. People were concerned probably even more than before and asking why Jin had left, and because it's the Internet, rumors started spreading almost immediately.

Jin didn't explain very clearly what happened or why he had left just because he just couldn't bring himself to do it for some reason.

That night, Jin had cried himself to sleep. He was so done, and it had only been a day.

How many people shed tears? It's not v sad tho, even I didn't cry, but I'm just wondering!

Love ❤️, peace ✌🏼️, and pizza 🍕