You know what the scariest thing in the world is to someone like me?
Commitment.

You really mean a lot to me, you know that?
But you probably don't realize your place in my heart
Emotions are my enemy
And I fell, a bit too fast, like always
But I want to promise to love you forever
How can I do that?

Your world and mine are two different vines
Two corners of the moon and the earth that maybe meet once in 10 years
But that doesn't stop me from falling, deeper and deeper, in love with you

It terrifies me
Terrifies me how much of an effect you have on me already
But what could I do?
My heart does not listen to me

I'm terrified of losing you
I know you're disappointed
But just know the reason I'm scared is not because I'm uncertain of loving you
That's the only thing I'm sure about

But I'm uncertain whether I'm capable of loving
I'm uncertain whether you deserve to be here, with someone like me and not anywhere better

I want to believe we'll figure it out
But my past haunts me down every time
I want to give you all that I got
But if I do, will you still love me?

If I try my best, will you still notice the lacking like everyone else?
If I love you with all my heart, can you promise to never hate my guts?
If I say I'll love you forever, will you stay with me forever?
Please?

Even on the bad days, when I feel like the whole world is cramping down on me,
Will you hold my hand and get me through it?

If I finally ask, "will you be my girlfriend?"
Will you fight with me until the end?

- Aro