So....this happened recently...I've already told Jade (a friend of mine) and I decided to tell the rest of you. So, in 2015 I lost my mom...and when she died my whole world came crashing down...so earlier I started to pace, pacing helps me calm down..so my little cousin Dylan was in the way so I pushed him out of the way...and we began to argue and I told him what was wrong and he said some thing that made me mad and sad....the thing he said was "if you got your mom and your mind than you should just forget about her." And what he doesn't understand is when you loose someone you cared for you can't forget about them...you can never forget about them...and at school I've had is worse...I get bullied a lot and people don't understand the pain I'm going through...emotionally..........
someone in my class told me they were making jokes about my mom...and they don't understand how bad that hurts! No one in my class will never feel my pain...they will never know how much I miss her...she...she was my world...and at home...it's terrible...I always get picked on and everything...if only she was here things would change...I miss her so much...and I get to the point to where I wanna cry, because of how bad it hurts...and I get on wattpad and things change...I have friends on here who care for me...who want to make sure I'm okay...I just had to get thay off my chest...