Tonight I'll end my life and all it'll take is a single swipe. Please...Please forgive me but my razor looked so pretty, shining there in the moon light. This is not the life i asked for! You're to late my love, my dear. You thought I was fine but now you see....you see the true me! ~By: Me.

...Suicide..some people say it's a "cowards" way out...I say those people have never meet my dear friend Depression. Depression isn't a joke. It hurts a lot of people and it's very easy to trigger so to speak.

 My teacher told my class once that he was depressed and he was just looking out a window when a leaf fell off a branch and he started to cry. Did you laugh at that? Did you think that was funny? Well, screw you. It's not. Just fucking leave already if you find this funny asshole.

I'm depressed. I mean, come on. I have so many problems with my family like my mom and her mental abuse and grandma and with my dad being dead? Who wouldn't be depressed. However, I know there are many people out there who have it harder. I don't feel sorry for you and I don't pity you. now before my inbox gets filled with questions about that, here's my reason:

When my dad died all i heard was: "I'm so sorry about your dad, is there anything I can do to help?" If you feel sorry then okay that means youre a human BUT don't keep saying your sorry. Sorry is not going to change one fucking thing. I do not pity you because how is that going to help you? Is that going to magically get you over your depression? No.

The one thing you CAN do for someone who is depressed is let them KNOW your there, Just don't keep saying I'm sorry because I know I would get annoyed and stop talking to you. Just be their friend, be someone they can go to and talk to. And if they do go to you and talk to you about something don't turn around and go tell someone who is going to let EVERYONE know because then you just lost a friend AND killed their trust. How you read my bitching about trust? If not, Go fucking read it. But  don't hide in the background and silently support them because no matter how much you may THINK they can,  they can't read your thoughts and they might take things to far one day and you'll never see them again. Then what will you do? Go through your days thinking about how you could have helped? Maybe.

Don't let people suffer from depression, when you know you have a voice and can do something. Suicide ratings are at a high level, we NEED to do something that will lower.