ik this is gonna sound really weird but I really wish people would be happier about me existing,, ik I probably didn't word it right but yeah

I also wish people would acknowledge whenever I'm not okay if that makes sense? idk I just wish someone would realize that I'm hurting, it just seems like nobody cares anymore

I feel like I'm never gonna be good enough,, no matter what I do everyone will want more and I won't be good enough anymore. it feels like nobody actually appreciates me? like no matter what I do they just brush it away. am i asking too much?

i just want someone be be happier about the fact that I'm alive and I'm not dead in a ditch somewhere

idk what I'm saying anymore I just need someone rn

it's not like anyone's gonna fucking read this anyways.