I'm drowned in my mind,

I get lost at night,

all the thoughts

my brain brought,

just spinning around,

a confusing sound.

I can't define it,

can't set it free

it's stuck in my head,

so I'm thinking instead.

Chaos in my brain,

isn't hard to claim,

that I'm losing my mind,

once again I'm blind,

forgot about fantasy,

just trapped in reality.

These thoughts,

I can't define them,

can't set them free,

they're trapped in me,

but nobody can see.

So I'm yelling,

screaming,

'till my voice dies,

and time flies,

but there's no sound,

'cause no one's around.

And now I'm sitting here again,

these thoughts,

I can neither define them,

nor set them free,

'cause nobody can see,

that there's no hope for me.

So I'm trembling,

won't stop crying,

have lost my will,

now I want to kill,

have made my decision,

outside their range of vision.

And now I'm running again,

I'm running away,

from me, myself and I,

these pictures, these fragments in my mind,

can't define them,

can't set them free,

Am down on my knees,

but they fail to agree.

Then I say Goodbye,

Am still a bit shy,

keep my problems to me this day,

they won't understand it anyway,

that this is my last farewell,

that I not longer care what they tell.

For the last time,

I listen to the sound of my thoughts,

the sound of my tears,

running down my face.

Neither can I define them,

nor set them free,

but now I'm standing here,

no longer down on my knees.

I wait for the afterglow,

clouds and colors throw a fabulous show,

the cold wind on my skin,

let my thoughts again spin,

and then the light fade away,

embrace the world in grey.

For the last time,

I glance at the stars,

the only light in my world of darkness,

I don't know why,

I can't really catch it,

but I know,

it has come, my time,

sends shivers down my spine.

And then I start cutting,

eternal suffering,

my wrist is bleeding,

my mind is grieving,

and so is my heart,

a last journey to start.

I can't stand this pain,

can't make it through,

Am not strong enough

the world is rough.

I'm dying,

no longer crying,

my heart, my head, my body, bulletholes and wounds so deep,

I've fallen asleep,

these pictures, these fragments in my head,

widespread but now dead.

I could neither stop them,

nor survive these thoughts,

in the end I stopped fighting.

My thoughts?

Dying,

are not worth a thing.

I killed them all,

now I build a wall,

to never see them again,

never feel it again,

I fixed my wounds,

layed me down to the ground.

I'm taking a rest,

in peace with my thoughts,

could never define them,

nor set them free,

now they are dead,

just like me.

Ich habe mich mal am Dichten auf englisch versucht^^es hat total Spaß gemacht, ich habe aber wirklich alles selber geschrieben/formuliert (also keinen Übersetzter benutzt oder so, nur Vokabeln nachgeschlagen), deswegen können Fehler enthalten sein, mein Englisch ist wahrscheinlich nicht das beste. Also, falls ihr Fehler findet wäre es nett, mich darauf aufmerksam zu machen :3 Meinungen? Soll ich das auch nochmal auf Deutsch veröffentlichen, oder ist das so ausreichend?