Hey Diary...

I messed up. I messed up. I messed up..

Remus asked me why I'm.. scared... of the word custody. I think it's best if I write here to myself so I... can let out my emotions...

Me and Janus used to date. Ironic, huh? The side of lies, and the side of truths. Well... we were in love... a loving relationship in secret... we got married in secret... we adopted Virgil... we were... h a p p y. . .

Then.. the arguement happened... over what was right for Virgil. For Thomas. The others. We both said things we regret... it hurt... then.. well... I said something... thwn... we broke up... decided... we weren't good together... Virge stayed with Jan... Then came to me... and.. yeah...

It came up today... I'm scared.. shaking... I... dont want the others to find out... but they will..  and... I'm scared to be judged because of it..  and... loose Remy and Virgil... sigh... I'm just gonna shut up now...

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5/6/2020