DISCLAIMER: HE FOLLOWING IMAGES, MEDIA DOES NOT BELONG TO ME ALL CREDIT GOES TO THE CREATOR.  I'M JUST NOT AS AWESOME AS THE CREATORS.

So as most of you my reader have noticed, I have finally updated "Guardians undercover" after like five months or so.  Now to work on the others.   Come on brain, help me think of something awesome.

And if anyone is wondering, I'm using my tablet in this.  I use my laptop sometimes.  I ONLY use my laptop when writing my fanfics.  But for this I just use my tablet if I'm going to add gifs, but otherwise I use my laptop.  Whichever is closer I guess.

Enjoy.

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Some of you might like or love yaoi, while others absolutely hate it and think it's disgusting.  Or some seem interested but aren't sure if they should read it.

Manga, anime, fanfic, and the doujinshi, of course all being yaoi.

Oh and before I forget.  Both boys and girls like Yaoi.  I was always under the impression that only girls did, but nope.  Guys like it too.  After all I know someone (in person) who likes yaoi and is a guy.

When I first came across yaoi, I think I was in middle school.  My sister's friend always brought us anime and manga to read and watch(My sister's friend's cousin was the owner of those manga.  But he was okay with letting us borrowing them.  But most of them were hers.).  So one day she brought some manga and I started to read it.  It was okay at first, flipping through reading.  And when I turn to the other page.... I freaked out.

Two guys were making out, then the heated scene started.  I was all like "OH MY GOD!".

I think I actually closed the manga (for some it's fanfic) to take a deep breath and calm down.   I felt like everyone knew what I had just seen.

I kind of wanted to do this.... ⤵️

But, I didn't.   After a few seconds I started reading it again.  It took me a while to finish it with all he pausing I did while reading it.

Who here would seriously just throw the manga, and be done with it?

And how many after saying, "I'M DONE WITH THIS!" would go back and read it?

(Doesn't she kind of remind you of Kyoya from Ouran High School Host Club?)

Anyways would you go back to read it?  I think there would be a few who would.

Or maybe you really feel like your life was ruined after seeing that.

And be like that.  That you have been traumatized for life?

AND for those yoai lovers, you at one point could have done this.... Maybe.  I think?

Showing people yaoi!!!!

Are you the secret yaoi lover, or an open one where everyone knows you like yaoi?

I just remembered, I've read a few things, where people say that they actually go and delete their browsing history.  I have never done that.  Why?  Simple, I use manga apps, and used to read the manga in book form in my own two hands.

I think my mom knows I like yoai.  It kind of slipped out one day, I was talking to her and said something about two guys as a couple.  She gave me a weird look.  And there was another time where I actually mentioned yaoi, she said, "do you like that stuff!?"

I never said yes or no.  But she never said she had a problem with that****.  So I'm good.... for now.

There have been a few yaoi manga that have made my face heat up.  And also with the anime.  I had never watched yaoi anime, just the manga.  So when I watched it.  I had to stop for a while.  I actually stared watching the anime because I had been watching Shingeki no Kyojin,  and it had kind of scared me a bit and it didn't help that it was so windy that the door to the garage started to rattle.  And the thunder, I was thinking, "What if it's the titans!" And got kind of scared so I decided to watch some yaoi.  I'm weird okay.

So yeah.... I ended up completely forgetting about the titans.   For a while that is.

My first yaoi manga and anime was Junjou Romantica.

There are many different reactions to first time yaoi readers, and of course the veteran  readers.  The ones on top.... or....

Or....  (I know some of the gifs (well just the one with Taiga,  has nothing to do with yaoi, but hey it fits.)

Bet some are close to having a nosebleed.

And....

Mind blown.  Mind blown from the shock or how amazing it was.

When I later started to watch more yaoi, it was around December or so.  Well all I remember is that it was very cold.  I was in my blankets.  And so I was watching some yaoi, and well I started to feel like if it was like summer.  I'd touch my cheeks and from the cold ones,  they were now very hot.  Almost as if I had had a fever.

So I ended up having to take off my sweater.  Then after a breather, I again started watching it again.  And once again I felt my face heat up.  But this time I ran to the mirror, and my face was red.  I was blushing!

And aside from those blushing moments, I end up crying or getting angry at a character and end up yelling at my laptop screen.  I'm like those people with their dramas.  I watch dramas too, in Spanish though.

Also another thing.... when reading or watching yaoi.... trying to not let others see.  At least for those who don't want others to know.

I always felt so dirty reading and watching yaoi, I felt like everyone knew what I was reading.  So when I did read or watch it, I'd make sure to sit on the sofa that had the wall behind me so no one can look from behind me,  and also kept the manga close enough to prevent others from seeing.

And of course since all the yaoi manga were borrowed, along with some non yaoi manga.  What I would do is hide the yaoi under the regular manga.  So that way when people (my mom) walked by she wouldn't see some yaoi cover on the manga.

So have any of you done that, or am I the only one?

Anyways what is your "Yaoi moment"?

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Did you guys relate to any of these?  Or did I miss one?

**** (My mom is pretty okay with that kind of stuff, and what I mean by that is that she doesn't find it disgusting that two men or two women be in a relationship, she just thinks it's different, but otherwise she doesn't go saying that she hates those people and so on. The only problem she has with them and any other male and female relationship, is that she doesn't want to see them kissing and groping each other in front of her.

I'm okay with them holding hands, "Oh so cute!" or "They look good together", but I don't want to see people touch each other's butts, and I have seen that at the store. Nasty. Or have a full out make out session in public. No thank you.  Anyways, that's just we feel with that.)

Meopize This reminded me of the conversation (kind of) on the tags on my story "Guardians undercover"  in chapter 26 I think.

That's it for now.  Hope you enjoyed it.