Yvanna 😾

11:04 AM

It was worth a shot asking you to lunch.

But I'm not stopping here.

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Yvanna 😾

1:15 PM

I'm not watching you do Tai Chi. At all.

I promise. I know you hate that.

But there's water here if you need it.

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Yvanna 😾

3:10 PM

I miss you.

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Yvanna 😾

4:56 PM

Ang bitter ng taste of my own medicine. Haha 😅

Kinausap din pala ako ni Coach.

He asked how I'm doing and if I need time off, and I told him I'm pissed and tired of seeing people talk about my life like it's public property. But that none of that changes the fact that I still want to be here and play.

He was very supportive. I don't know what I was so scared, ashamed, or embarrassed about.

Nothing about who I am actually changed. People just found out something I wasn't ready to talk about.

It's a step to changing perspective, right? I think you'd be proud.

Hopefully you are.

I'm really sorry.

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I have training lang, Mai.

Take care going home.

Location?

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Shit, sorry.

Nasanay lang.

Please take care.

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nepo babies

7:34 PM

ace

punta kaming ricetop

nepo babies

8:06 PM

Russ

Otw na kami.

Yvanna 😾

8:17 PM

Just changed.

We're getting dinner at Ricetop.

I hope I can bring you there next time.

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Yvanna 😾

9:09 PM

What are you up to?

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Yvanna 😾

10:21 PM

Tito Top and Tita Anj hugged me. It was really sweet.

We're going home na in a while.

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nepo babies

10:46 PM

teo

umuwi na kayo sawa na ko sa pagmumukha nyo lalo na sayo @ace

ace

sige, mAy KaNin Na bA yUnG riCe BoWL

teo

nasa banned list ka na den

chini

thanks ate alessa and kuya teo!!! uwi na kami 🥹

Alessandra

Ingat everyone!!!! And good luck, Jem!

Vargas

Thanks, guys.

See you tomorrow.

teo

banned ka na ren green archer

Russ

Goodnight, everyone. 😂

Chini

10:47 PM

thanks kuyaaaaaa mwa

Chini

I meant what I said.

I'm really grateful to you.

Not just for keeping it to yourself, but for never making me feel like it was something I had to justify or be ashamed of. You never pushed, never judged, never treated me differently.

When Mom and Dad were asking questions and you told them to trust me enough to tell them myself, that meant a lot more than I think you realize.

And you were right.

I think I've spent so many years getting used to thinking it was always supposed to be me looking out for you.

But just because you're younger doesn't mean you can't worry about me too.

Or protect me.

Or have my back.

kuya naman ih

i'm really glad you finally realized that.

it's sad that all of this had to happen for you to get there, but i'm still happy you know now that NOTHING is ever going to make me or mom and dad think less of you or love you less

not the anxiety, not mistakes, not the days when you're struggling and don't have everything together.

i love you!!!!

I love you too, Munchkin.

Thank you.

Go to sleep.

yakkkkkk!!

Hahahahahahaha

Yvanna 😾

10:53 PM

I'm finally home.

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Also, for the record, since you've decided I don't deserve direct access to your voice as of the moment, I've had to resort to listening to your Spotify interviews.

I preferred when I could just call you.

I didn't know how much comfort I'd attached to your voice until I lost the right to hear it.

And this isn't to make you feel bad or anything, I deserve what I'm getting, but I just wanted you to know regardless.

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Sleep na. Get some rest.

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Ay, sorry. Sleep na, please*. And get some rest, please.

Goodnight, Yvanna.

Talk to you in my dreams.

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