Guilt

Yoongi devoted all his attention to the papers in his office until the door opened and a head made its entrance followed by a cheerful little "Cha!"

He could not help but smile when he saw his girlfriend, Dae, entering the room with a smile on her face as always and with a bag in her right hand.

"Time for a break." She announced to him in her happy voice, leaving on the edge of his desk the bag of food she had brought before going to him and giving him a quick sweet kiss on the lips as a greeting.

"You came at the right time because I was hungry," He told her, leaving the papers aside and grabbing the bag while Dae headed for the balcony door, which she opened to let some fresh air in.

She then went to him, letting herself sit on his desk as Yoongi was opening the containers with the food. Once everything was set, he grabbed his chopsticks and offered her the first bite to her, making  Dae smile at him before receiving it. 

He stuffed his mouth immediately after, making her start giggling at how cute he appeared with puffed cheeks and he smiled back because of that, thinking how much he liked the simple yet functional relationship they had.

---change of set---

Ari was waiting at the entrance of the school where her boy Taehyung was working as she had decided to come and visit him to have lunch with him for today her schedule was freer.

She had texted him that she would come and was waiting for him outside and all she had to do was wait for him to appear, ignoring as much as she could the eyes of the young students who were on their break.

Taehyung was quick to reach there, increasing his pace as soon as she fell into his field of vision.

"My love!" He called her in front of everyone, wrapping her in both his arms as soon as she was in his reach.

"Taehyung, the kids are watching us, get off" Ari reminded him as she felt uncomfortable under their eyes, especially the eyes of some girls who seemed to look at her with dislike.

"Well, I didn't do anything. Besides they are old enough to know how things go with relationships." He argued reasonably, then smiled while he placed his hand on Ari's shoulders, urging her to follow him towards the school's parking lot where he had left his car.

"Do you want us to stay in the car and...or should we just go for a cup of coffee nearby?" His words left things to be implemented and  Ari couldn't help but give him a shocked gaze.

"What! Have you lost your mind?... Stop it. You idiot!!" She yelled at him while hitting his arm a little, and Taehyung just burst out laughing.

"All jokes aside, it's on my backer list to do it once in the school's parking lot or in some indoor space of the building. But since you don't want to now, it can't be helped, we can leave it for another time." He continued his mockery even though what he said about his bucket list was true to a point but at this moment he was just joking with her.

"Baby, how many hours of teaching did you have today that made you lose all your brain cells?" Ari questioned him, but as he started counting, they both ended up laughing like idiots in the middle of the parking lot with the eyes of children watching them, since some had secretly followed them out of curiosity.

--- time skip ---

Seon looked confused at her reflection in the mirror of her bathroom where she had closed herself in after what happened with Jimin. She had allowed it again and now she had serious issues to deal with and clarify with herself.

We did it! Again! Oh my God!! Why!?!! Why?!! What is wrong with me?!

She started banging her head against the mirror in frustration for once again she was having difficulty understanding her own actions.

She was definitely in love with Jungkook and he was her husband and she was happy by his side so what was the reason she couldn't resist Jimin's kisses back then and even now? That was what she could not understand.

Until the night he kissed her, the way he did, Jimin in her eyes was just a visually handsome man with a friendly and adorable character, but she had never seen him in an inappropriate way. She had never seen him as someone who she would do something with ever in her life.

And that was of course because he was her boyfriend's brother and how could she allow herself to see him erotically if he plays such an important brotherly role for the man whom Seon had feelings for and is supposed to be in love with.

Fine, it's physical. It is a simple physical attraction and nothing else but again this should not exist !!

She stopped banging her head and combed her hair back, looking like a mad woman.

The sound of someone knocking on the bathroom door was what brought her mental break down to a halt, only for her anxiety to kick in immediately after at the thought that it may be Jimin. When she had left the bedroom, he had been still there so it could be possible. Or maybe it was Jungkook who had returned earlier from work. Both options somehow felt like something she couldn't find the strength to face.

"Baby are you in there? I'm back!" Jungkook's voice on the other side of the door gave her the answer and made her let go of the breath she was unconsciously holding only to quickly start collecting herself immediately after, fixing her figure and washing up her face. She took in some breaths and left some light slaps falling on her cheeks before she managed to open the door and come face to face with him.

"Oh, you came back, baby." She flashed him a smile, appearing joyful to see him.

"Did you return earlier or is it just me?" She added as casually as she could, in an attempt to sound as normal as possible and not as panicking as she actually was.

"Your best friend made my life more difficult and tiring than other times, so my brain and I decided to come to my love earlier." He replied following her to their bedroom where she entered.

Seon glanced around the room quickly, realizing that Jimin had made sure everything was in place before he had taken his leave. Even the bed the two of them had made a mess of was now fixed and with clean sheets on.

"Y/N? What did she do again?" She turned around and looked at him, grabbing the opportunity to open whatever discussion as long as it took her out of these thoughts that were suffocating her.

"I don't want to talk about it, I'm tired" Jungkook replied, recalling how he had lost so many hours of his day looking for security cameras to prove that the lingerie found in his office had nothing to do with him, and it turned out that his two secretaries were at fault and the girl he has as secretary at the entrance of his office, had done it once in his office resulting in throwing things wherever.

Of course, when Jungkook was confronted with the spectacle, he was not happy at all, unlike You, who found it terribly hilarious, especially when the two employees had started apologising like crazy, looking embarrassed as heck.

Jungkook approached Seon and wrapped her in his arms before bending over and grabbing her lips in a craving way as he had missed her and wanted to show that to her.

His kisses started to become more and more passionate making Seon feel uncomfortable because she knew where this was going to lead but after what she did a few hours ago she was not feeling morally right to do anything with him, and because of that she started trying to think of a way to avoid it and fast.

Jungkook broke his kiss and lifted her in his arms without giving her time to react and proceeded to lay her on the bed where he hovered over her, with an exciting facial expression and eyes full of love for her.

"Jungkook ..-"

She managed to say his name, thinking to continue with her thoughts but his face, which lit up to a  smile so sweetly at the sound of his name leaving her lips, was like a knife full of guilt that nailed her heart.

"What, do you wanna say that you love me? I know my Seon. I love you too." He completed her sentence as he thought that it was going to be then he brought one of his hands and intertwined his fingers with hers while maintaining eye contact with her. His gaze reflected the love and adoration he nurtured for her. The love of his life. His wife.

He leaned to kiss her again but Seon couldn't help but turn her head to the side, avoiding him. A Thing that made his gaze transform into a worrying one in a matter of seconds.

"What's wrong, my love?" He questioned her, turning his head to the side to meet her gaze.

"I'm at that time of the month. You know." She lied to him now, her eyes filled with tears as it was very difficult for her to even exist before him at that very moment. She felt like she was the worst person on earth.

"Ah, it's okay, baby. You don't have to cry because of just that? It doesn't matter. We'll just sleep in each other's arms. That's enough for me..." He reassured her, his tender gaze adding more to the torture she had caught herself in.

"...and just being by your side is enough because all I need is you and your love next to me. I love you" Jungkook ended his sentence by leaving a gentle kiss on Seon's head whose tears began to flow silently, no longer being able to keep an act, for, in all her life, this was the first time she had truly hated her own self. 

--- To be continued ...