I feel sad like really sad and I'm envious of my friend. She just said on the group chat that her mom spoils her.

And I'm here thinking like why does everyone has two, loving parents? Because I haven't even got one. It's so unfair. So fucking unfair.

My papa should love me more that mom isn't here. But, he doesn't even me love his share. He doesn't even care that I eat. I've been working non- stop the whole day and all I want is someone to love me. To ask me if I'm doing okay.

To ask me if I've eaten or not?

Is that so fucking hard?

Is there even a god? Who has a heart? I don't think so.