Magnus and Alec spent more time together now but it never stop them from arguing. But whenever they argued with each other they always fix it. They argue almost everything. Alec felt like everyday Magnus annoys him and deliberately making him angry. But Magnus finds it amused and he wonders when the babies came out it will be as grumpy as Alec. But not once they said they hated each other, their love just grew every single day. Alec loves Magnus and he knows Magnus loves him to death.

A week later, Magnus and Alec was lying on the bed. Magnus was reading a book, its a pregnancy book. He wanted to prepared himself on the new arrival since Alec is only two months away. Alec was lying on his right side, his back facing Magnus, he fell asleep while Magnus was reading and occasionally Magnus rubbed his hair or his back and they would hold hands together. Its still early, but Alec find it hard to stay awake now a days. Magnus was turning pages after pages when he felt Alec was moving next to him. Then he heard him groaned. "Hmm, hmmphh.." Alec was making groaning sound and it worries Magnus. "Alexander, you okay?" He pulled Alec back on his back and rubbed his face. "Babe, you okay?" Alec still close his eyes but his face frowned like he's in pain. "They wont stop moving. I cant sleep like this." Alec pouted making Magnus smiled. He kissed his fiancee on the forehead and rubbed Alec's tummy. He was right, the twins kick harder than usual. "Well they got Izzy's kicking skill. Badass as she is." Alec smiled and again he frowned, "Maagss." He snuggled into Magnus' neck and he holds him tight in his arm. Alec looked up and stares at Magnus' eyes. His stares got deep and he was lost in it. Magnus saw Alec was thinking of something. "penny for your thought." He smiled at Alec and so does he. Alec smile might be weak but he loves everything about him. "Promise me something." Alec started the conversation. Magnus looked at Alec's eyes and nodded. "Promise me if anything goes wrong to me, you will take care of them. Cherish them, show them love and compassion that my father never showed me. Teach them the good and the bad. But the most important thing, tell them everyday that I love them so much. I love them all my heart and never let them forget me." Alec started to cry and tears flowing from his eyes. Magnus looked away and lay on his back looking up to the ceiling. He didn't answer nor did he say anything. He sat up and sat by the bed letting his legs fall on the floor. Alec raised his body and hugged him from behind. Resting his head on Magnus' shoulder. "You can't do this Alec, you can't leave me like this. I need you. I need you to raise the babies together. I cant lose you. Not just yet." He looked down, tears flowing like a waterfall. "I'm so sorry, I don't have a choice baby." They hugged each other in tears and Alec holds Magnus tight in his embrace. 

Alec pull Magnus back to bed and he lay on Magnus chest. His usual spot to sleep on. As Alec fall asleep, Magnus still awake. He couldn't sleep whole night thinking on what Alec just said to him. He looked at Alec whose lying next to him, they both got separated when Alec wanted to lie down on the pillow. He stares at Alec pale face and he started to tear up again. Then he put his hand on Alec's tummy, rubbing it softly. It felt hardened like a balloon filled with water. He rubbed it up and down, and placed his palm on the side. He moves his head closer to Alec's tummy and whispered. "Please you guys. Don't take him away from me. He's the love of my life. Please. Take care of him, I can't lose him." Magnus teared up but he holds his mouth with his palm. He doesn't want to wake up Alec hearing him sobbed. He falls asleep holding Alec closed to his chest. He doesn't want to lose this moment. He doesn't want to forget Alec's snores, his face, his eyes looking back at him. The most was Alec's smell. He can't lose his scent. When Alec got pregnant his scent got heightened and drives Magnus crazy. But he can't stop thinking that if Alec died one day, he will lose his scent. He's not ready to get his heart broken yet. He can't continue on living if Alec wasn't. He wouldn't know what to do without him. 

Please leave a comment and tell me what you think. I honestly don't know where I'm going with this story but I'm ending it soon. So sorry.