Two years later....

Lindsey was walking out of a coffee shop, the same coffee shop he had ran into Stevie years earlier. He was struggling to carry everything and not drop his newborn son in the process.

Eventually he managed to drop everything but his son, all his things tumbling to the ground in a mess

"Damnit," he sighed under his breath, squatting down to pick everything up

He was just finishing picking up his stuff when he saw a pair of boots and a familiar voice

"Linds?"

He froze, slowly looking up, "Stevie?"

"Yeah...it's...been a while" she said looking at him like it was the first time all over again

"It has," he looked back and forth between the little girl on her hip and his sleeping son

"Well it was nice seeing you" Lindsey turned to walk away quickly

"Lindsey..." Stevie called after him, beginning to follow him

"Please don't follow me" he asked sadly

"I just want to talk," she said softly

"I don't think there's anything to talk about"

"You have a baby, that's something," she gestured to the carrier he was holding

"And you have my daughter" he pointed to the child that was smiling at him

"Please don't be like this," she begged

"How do you expect me to be Stevie?"

"Stevie? What happened to Steph?"

"You left me. I moved on."

"Clearly...Let me at least help you take your stuff to your apartment" she moved away slightly as her daughter was trying to grab for Lindsey

"I can manage just fine, but thank you," Lindsey said

"Linds, please?" She asked finally letting her daughter touch his arm

"Fine," he sighed

Stevie picked some of Lindsey's stuff up and followed him to his apartment

She noticed that he had gotten a new place, this one being bigger but not as nice as the last

"You moved?" She asked him

"Needed a bigger place," he shrugged, setting the bags he was carrying on the counter and setting the baby carrier on the floor

"And the fact I couldn't sleep in the room...where...where you..." he stopped himself

"I get it," Stevie nodded

Lindsey nodded and emptied the bags onto the counter, Stevie placed her little girl down

"Baby," she pointed to the newborn in the carrier

"Yes, baby" Lindsey said

"Brother?" She said again looking up at Lindsey

"Yeah?" He nodded quietly

"Up?" She reached her arms up to him

He slowly lifted her and kissed the side of her head, "I've waited a while to meet you."

The girl wrapped her arms around his neck and snuggled into him

"What's your name, huh?" He rubbed the back of her head

"Evie" she didn't loosen her grip on him

"That's a pretty name."

"Thank you..." Evie looked at her mother and spoke again

"Daddy?"

"Yes?"

"Daddy!" She hugged him tightly

By that time Lindsey's son had woken up, beginning to cry, "It's okay, David," he kneeled down in front of him, still holding Evie

Without thinking Stevie lifted him from the seat and cradled him to her chest

"Thanks. It's about time for him to eat," Lindsey told her

Lindsey knew he had to feed his son, but he just couldn't put Evie down

"Um, there's some formula in the cabinet...would you mind?"

"His mother didn't leave any breastmilk?"

"She died giving birth to him...."

"Oh my God Lindsey..." she couldn't believe how abruptly he just came out with it

"Later" was all he said

Stevie got the bottle ready, baby David was laying in her arms quietly, he seemed like such a sound baby.

"Who's a beautiful baby then?" She cooed to him as he took the formula, holding onto Stevie's finger

"How old are you?" She asked him as if he could hear her.

"He was a week old two days ago," Lindsey replied

"Linds...how are you still going after what happened?"

"I have to, David doesn't have anyone else. It's just us."

"I'm so sorry!"

"Just proves how bad I am at keeping people around me" Lindsey put his cheek on top of Evie's hair

"You are not. You are the most caring person I have ever met, you love deeply." Stevie shook her head

"And please tell me where exactly 'loving deeply' has gotten me?" He was getting a little emotional

"It's gotten you a son and a daughter."

"A daughter I haven't seen for two years, one that you refused to let me see" Evie looked at Lindsey

"I was stupid, I'll admit that," Stevie agreed

"You ruined my life!" A tear fell down his face and Evie quickly touched it

"And you have no idea how much I regret that," Stevie began to cry as well

"Yeah well it's too late now" He wrapped his other arm around the girl on his hip

David turned his head away from the bottle to indicate that he was finished eating. Stevie put him on her shoulder and burped him until he was wind free

"Thanks for that. I can manage now," Lindsey told her, trying to put Evie down on the ground. She refused to let go of him, trying to wrap her tiny legs around him

"Come on Evie" he gently said to her

"No! Daddy!" She shouted, causing David to become upset

"Evie please!" Stevie said whilst trying to calm David. "Daddy!" Lindsey heart broke as soon as he felt her hot tears on his shoulder

"It's okay baby, daddy's got you..." he placed his hand on the back of her head and continued to kiss her temple

"You wanna stay here with me tonight? You can help me take care of David?" Lindsey whispered in her ear

"No Lindsey!" Stevie had heard and said he wasn't allowed to have her

"You can stay too."

Stevie realised that they needed to talk, so she agreed to stay the night

"Thanks. I'd love to spend some time with Evie."

"And I with David" she told him truthfully. Stevie noticed how exhausted he looked, she couldn't imagine what it felt like to be a single father that couldn't just breastfeed in the middle of the night, he had to take a lot of extra time to make a bottle. No wonder it looked like he barely slept. Walking over to him she ran her fingers through the side of his curls

"You need sleep" she told him

"I'm fine, David will need changed soon," he excused

"Linds" Stevie grabbed his hand as he tried to walk away

"I don't want you to have to take care of my child. I have to get used to being a single parent."

"You took care of my child" she told him, tilting her head to the side a little

Lindsey sighed, "I'll set my alarm for an hour."

"Me come?" Evie asked

"Sure baby"

Lindsey went into his bedroom and pulled the door closed

Evie snuggled up next to him, Lindsey fell asleep almost as soon as his head hit the pillow, not even covering them up with a blanket

Stevie held David close, muttering loving words to him

After a while she went to the bedroom door and pushed it open

She saw Evie curled up to him, Lindsey had both of his arms wrapped around her and her head was in the crook of his neck.

Stevie felt tears in her eyes as she watched the pair she'd kept apart for so long. She gingerly approached the bed

Lindsey was completely out and so was Evie, both of them softly snoring. She noticed that Lindsey's alarm was about to go off

Switching it off she bent down to kiss his head

"You'll never understand how much I love you..." she said in a whisper

Her heart almost burst every time she thought about him, she was still completely in love

She made the biggest mistake of her life walking out on him that horrible day. Maybe David could have been theirs...

Closing her eyes she let herself cry, they could of had a baby that was both their DNA

Out of no where Evie came walking up to her, complaining of Lindsey snoring too loud so she went to sleep on the couch

Stevie sat down with her, Evie's head on her lap and David on her chest fast asleep

About thirty minutes later Lindsey came up behind her, kissing her neck. Stevie moaned unintentionally and moved her arm behind her for her hand to find a place on the back of his head

"I've missed you," he wrapped his hand in her hair and turned her head to meet his lips

Stevie felt his lips rubbing hers softly, after that finally with a little more force

"Mmm...me too..."after a second, their kiss became difficult to breathe in

"I've been wanting to do that since you got here," He rubbed his lips against her cheek

"I've wanted you to! I've dreamed about being able to feel you again..." she told him truthfully

"God, you have no idea," he said against her lips

"Let me put her in the bed..."Stevie stood up and carried Evie to the bedroom placing her in bed, and then placing David in the cot next to the bed, walking back out to Lindsey in no time

He lifted her into his arms, her legs wrapping around his waist. "Eager?" He smiled breathlessly

"It's been about three plus years, I need you..."

"That long?" He kissed her neck as he sat down on the couch, her straddling his lap

"Mm, two years without you, then roughly another year prior to that when you wouldn't touch me"

"I wanted to touch you more than anything," Lindsey sucked on her jugular

Stevie's head flew back and the sound that came out of her mouth turned Lindsey on massively

"So why didn't you?" She asked moving her hips against him

"The baby," he thrusted upwards

"She would have been fine...she is fine" She told him, Lindsey's hands grabbed at her sides

"It's the past," Lindsey squeezed her hips and buried his head in her neck once more

"Linds?" She asked and he mumbled into her throat

"Hmm?"

"Touch me...?" He stilled for a moment at her request

She felt him ease her skirt up to her hips and move his hand between them, cupping her, "Like this?" He smirked

Stevie grabbed onto his shoulders and squeezed, nodding her head and then dropping it forward

"Look at me," he told her

She slowly dragged her head back up and looked him in the eyes

He kept his eyes locked on hers as he slid two fingers through her folds, Lindsey opening his mouth at the sensation

Stevie's stomach muscles contracted and she gasped, trying hard to keep her eyes from closing

"I've missed this," he growled, reaching up to grab her breast

Stevie whimpered and moved her hand to slowly stroke him through his jeans

"I'm going to explode if you keep doing that," Lindsey leaned his head back against the couch

Using her hands to quickly undo his pants she freed him and made skin to skin contact, moving her hand deadly slow up and down his now rock hard member

Lindsey groaned, pressing his head back into the couch as he moved his hand faster against her

"Lindddss..." she bucked against him and it caused her to squeeze him in her hand

"Fuck" he moaned. "Don't tease."

"Finish me off and then make love to me" she instructed him

"I can do that," he smiled, vibrating his fingers inside of her as he rubbed her clit with his thumb

"Ohhh my goddd" squeezing her eyes closed Stevie was making to much noise so Lindsey covered her mouth with his to swallow her sounds

Her legs began to tremble and she grabbed onto the back of the couch, letting him know that she was clearly close

He added pressure to the tender spot inside her and rubbed her clit a little more forcefully

Stevie's orgasm hit her full force as she fell forward on a small scream

She muffled her voice in Lindsey's shoulder, closing her eyes as wave after wave hit her.

"You okay?" Lindsey asked, slowly removing his fingers. "Did I hurt you?"

She took his face in her hands and shook her head

"Never!"

"Steph?"

"How long has it been?"

"Since what?"

"Since you last had sex?"

"Two weeks," Lindsey answered truthfully. "I feel like I need to be gentle...after what he did..." Lindsey told her

"Please don't think about that....I can't take it, not now," she got tears in her eyes

"I just don't want to do anything and you suddenly go back to it..."

"I trust you, you won't hurt me."

"I'm just so worried..." he told her

"Don't..." she warned and tried to get off him

"No, wait," Lindsey grabbed her hand

"I can't do this if your going to panic about it and treat me like a doll" she told him honestly

"I want you," he kissed her hand

She looked at him for a moment

"Then take me, Lindsey"

He pulled her to the couch and laid her down underneath him, "Tell me if you get uncomfortable," he kissed her forehead

He removed her skirt and shirt, until she was just in her underwear

"God your beautiful..."

"I could say the same about you but you're still clothed," she smiled, taking off his shirt

Stevie learned upwards and placed kisses all over his chest, dragging her tounge across his throat then biting

"Mm, baby," Lindsey groaned, grabbing ahold of both breasts. Lindsey kissed all across her chest, attaching his mouth to her breasts one after the other, then placing kisses all over her stomach

She was panting the whole time, tangling her fingers in his hair and tugging. "Linds I can't take it!"

"Patient baby, patient"

"I can't," she was almost in tears

"Sweetheart, why are you crying" he held her face

"I want you, I love you so much and I can't wait anymore," She cried

"Okay baby, it's okay..." he soothed her. Stevie crashed her lips onto his and reached between them to take him into her hand

"Do it Steph...you do it" he told her breathlessly. She buried her head into his neck as she slowly brought him through her folds, biting onto his neck

"Fuck...you're exactly like I remember..." he hissed. Stevie moaned softly into his ear, driving him absolutely crazy. Lindsey couldn't take it anymore, lifting her leg he thrust into her hard, causing her to panic some. She placed her and hands on his chest, "Linds," she said worriedly. He put his head in her neck and continued to thrust, he'd missed her feel so much

"Linds, slow down."

"I can't..."

"Please," she began to cry, feeling very panicked

"Baby what?" He stopped and looked down at her

"Just....be gentle," Stevie held his face in her hands

"Oh god..." he pulled out and sat up holding his head

"Lindsey," she sat up as well, grabbing his wrists, "Lindsey, calm down."

"I bet that was like I...I was...oh my God" he started to become emotional

"Honey, look at me," she cupped his chin, "You didn't hurt me."

"I obviously did...you were panicking and I wouldn't stop" he sounded so ashamed

"Lindsey, let's try again, okay?" She kissed him gently and ran her fingers through his hair

"I can't...I don't have the control...I've missed you so much"

"You won't hurt me, I know you won't," Stevie kissed his forehead

"You promise?" He looked at her with sad eyes

"I promise," She kissed him once more and laid back down, pulling him on top of her

"Just don't be to rough, I know you're capable of loving slow" she kissed his nose lightly

"Just tell me if you hurt," Lindsey slid in extremely slow, kissing her softly

Stevie pulled him down to her and wrapped her arms around him

"That's good baby..." she whispered to him

"Are you okay?" Lindsey asked, only half way in, Stevie nodded and used her heels to pull him in all the way. Lindsey sighed and groaned, laying his head on her chest and thrusting lightly

"Linds?"

"Yeah?" He said from him place on her chest

"I know I said be gentle, but I didn't mean that gentle" she giggled, Lindsey kissed her and began to give her long thrusts. Stevie moaned as she arched her back, her head pushing into the arm of the couch

"You like that?" He smiled. Taking his hand she moved it between them to where they were joined, "You tell me" she smiled back.

Lindsey rubbed her clit in slow circles, "I love you," it was the first time he had said it to her, Stevie looked at him, and couldn't help it when he eyes misted over

"I love you too," she kissed him passionately

Once they pulled away from the kiss Stevie spoke

"Linds, we really need to hurry up now before my daughter wakes up and we scar her for life"

"I don't want to hurt you," Lindsey suddenly looked scared

"Sit up" she told him

He sat up on the couch, leaning his head against the back of the couch

Stevie flung one leg over his hip until she was straddling him, gentle sliding him back into her she began to move up and down with her hips

Lindsey gripped her hips tightly and smiled with his eyes closed, "Yes," he moaned

Wrapping her arms around his neck she swivelled her hips, causing him to buck his hips upwards. Lindsey lifted her up but her butt and thrusted quickly from below

"Linds...oh my God...oh God..." she grabbed onto his shoulders tighter

"I'm almost there," he gritted, closing his eyes in concentration

Joining their hands and linking their fingers Stevie sat down harder on him, kissing him passionately

"I can't hold on, baby," Lindsey whimpered

"Lindsey, wait for me..." he tried his hardest to hold out. He pushed all the way in and rubbed her clit fiercely

Stevie felt her insides contract, a second later she was hit by one of the strongest orgasms she had ever experienced

Lindsey pulled out and began to finish himself with his hand. Stevie was a little confused as to why he pulled out.

"I don't need another baby right now," Lindsey panted as he finished himself

She wouldn't tell him but he had hurt her feelings a little at his tone of voice

Lindsey finally came, biting his knuckle as he tried to keep quiet. Stevie started to put her clothes back on quickly and in silence

"I needed that, you were amazing."

"Thank you"

Lindsey pulled his pants back on and slipped his shirt over his head. Stevie didn't say anything as she went into the bedroom to check on her daughter.

Evie was just waking up, David had just began to fuss.

"Mommy" Evie sat up, and Stevie picked up David, he soon stopped fussing

"Ready to go home Evie?" Stevie asked

"Hungry," Evie replied, rubbing her eyes

"We can get some food on the way home baby"

"Otay," she nodded, climbing off the bed and trotting into the living room

"Bye daddy!" She said to him, him just coming away from the sink

"You're leaving already?" He picked her up and kissed her head

"Mommy said we had to go" he looked at Stevie who was avoiding his eyes

"Steph?" He walked up to her, "We haven't even gotten a chance to talk yet."

"It will have to be some other day Lindsey, sorry" she handed David over

"Did I do something?" His tone changed to worry

"No" she went to where her shoes were and slipped them on

"Why are you leaving?"

"Because we need to get home"

"You aren't going to stay the night?"

"Please don't do this again. I can tell you're running away from something."

"I'm not, we just need to get home"

"Steph, what did I do?" He walked up and rubbed her cheek

"Nothing," she stepped back out of his reach

"Stop that" he said and repeated his previous gesture to her cheek. "Linds, stop," she moved away again

"Why? What did I do? Did I hurt you?" He whispered worried and tried to touch her arm

"No, you didn't do anything," she picked up Evie and grabbed her purse

"Steph, don't leave me, not again...I love you...you love me...you said so. I can't take care of David on my own...I'm not strong enough," he said quietly

"You're doing fine with him."

"I need you! I need my daughter!"

"Why do you want us so badly? You didn't look for us the first two years!"

"I spent a whole damn year looking for you! Every knock at the door I thought was you, I went round every dinner in town...don't you dare say I didn't look for you!"

"You moved on! You have a son! Let me go!"

"I had a daughter first!"

By that time both of the kids were crying. "Shh, it's okay" Lindsey rocked David and Stevie cuddled Evie

"Goodbye, Steph," Lindsey turned his back to her and went to change David's diaper