Stutters
A/n - so umm...I realized I've spelled "sigh" as "sign" don't know how I made that mistake...SORRY! I'll probably edited some of the chapters, BUT NOTHING WILL CHANGE! Don't worry!
//Ticci Toby's pov//
I watched as M/n rushed off. I was a little taken back at this whole situation because she smiled. She smiled? I've never made her smile before. EJ made her laugh, Sally made her smile. I don't know how to do that. I then realized why she rushed off. She accidentally smiled. She didn't really mean to smile. I think she just caught herself smiling. I'm saying smile to much aren't I? "Is she sick? She was covering her mouth." Sally asked.
"I don't know. Stay here with EJ okay? I'm gonna go check on her." She then gave a nod and sat next to EJ.
"Can we watch Sponge bob?" She asked EJ. He just let out a groan and said,
"Fine." He said, sounding bored as usual. I just walked off trying to look for her. Is she at her room? I walked to her room but she was not there. I turned the corner and who do I see? M/n. She was walking out of the bathroom. She probably needed to use it then. Then she turned around to face me. She whipped her mouth and she noticed me. When I walked closer to her, I noticed that she looked awful. She had bags under her eyes and the way she walked out of the bathroom. She stumbled out.
"M/n? Are you alright? You don't look so good." I asked as I walked up to her. She was now leaning on the wall to balance.
"I'm fan-fucking-tastic." She says sarcastically. Then all of a sudden Ben walked out of the bathroom too. 'Why was he in there?' I thought.
"Oh Toby, great, she's your problem now." He says.
"Fuck off." She says. He just didn't say anything after that. He walked away somewhere else. As soon as he was gone, I asked what happened.
"I don't know." Is all she said.
"Here, let me..." I paused while trying to help her stand better by leaning on me. She flinched I tiny bit showing that she hesitated at my offer of help. She soon gave in and she leaned on me. "So, where to?" I asked. I don't know where she is going so I just asked.
"My room." She groaned out. I then decided to put my hand on her forehead just to check her tempter. God! She's burning up! Why so sudden? She just got here and she's already sick? Was it food poisoning? She was only eating a pancake. Wait, scratch that, two pancakes. She then smacked my hand away from her forehead.
"What are you doing?" She asked calmly yet still sounding very bored.
"You're hot." That came out wrong.
"W-what?!" She yelled out.
"You're burning up is what I meant to say!"
"Oh.." Then all of a sudden, she let out a small chuckle. She chuckled? She chuckled! Yes! Screw you EJ! Wait, why am I so proud? "Idiot." She said with the small chuckle with it.
"My bad." I said awkwardly.
//time skip-//
It was an awkward walk to her room. Mostly because she felt light headed the whole time and because what I said a while ago. We finally made it to her room. She was beginning to walk better though. When we walked into her room she immediately flopped on her bed and sighed. "Feeling better?" I asked.
"I feel like shit. In other words just light headed and still feeling like I wanna throw up." She says sarcastically. I decided to go sit on her bed with her.
"Hey." I said. "I saw you smile." I say just to annoy her. I know that she won't admit it so I'm just gonna bother her about it. I saw that she lifted her head from her bed.
"No I didn't." She simply said. She got up and sat next to me. She didn't look at me though. "That's impossible. I can't smile. I can only smile when I kill my victims. Wanna test it?" She threatened. Geezs. Rude much? Well actually yeah. All the time.
"Nope."
"Good, cause' I don't wanna do it. I wouldn't smile anyway." She said. What'd she mean by that?
//your pov//
"Good, cause' I don't wanna do it. I wouldn't smile anyway." I said blankly. I may lac emotion but I wouldn't wanna kill the only person who gives a shit about me. If I killed him, I wouldn't smile. If I killed a random person who's happy as hell, I'd smile. When I finally looked at him I realized that he changes his clothes. All except for his goggles and mouth guard. I have this reg to take them off. And so I did. I took his goggles and placed them beside me and pulled down his mouth guard for it to hang on top of his chest.
"What was that for?" He asked. I then gaze at his ripped check. I honestly do think it's cool. I want a badass scar too. I could tell he wants to hid his scar away, or its for so no one could see his face in public. Ether way I still don't want him to wear that thing around me for some reason.
"You don't have to wear that thing around me y'know? Aren't we-" I paused. I was a little hesitant to call him my friend. Are we even friends? "Friends...?" I ask. I actually expected an answer from him.
"Uhh..." He said.
I knew it.
"Of course we're friends! It's just, I like it on." He said. So we are friends. Okay, I got that covered. I am not gonna let him wear that though.
"Well I like it off."
"Why?"
"I like your scar and your eyes." The eye part slipped out. I feel like throwing up again. There was an awkward silence between us. Well I just fucked this moment.
"Do you have a thing for eyes?" He suddenly asked. He also grind.
"Maybe." Is all I said. I flopped on my back hitting the bed. I bounced slightly as I did so. I looked at the ceiling. Maybe I do have a thing for eyes, Why? I don't know. I like Toby's eyes. Sally's eyes are gorgeous. EJ's eyes? He doesn't really have any
Maybe I like the feel to it. Sally is a nice and excited little girl. I saw it in her eyes. When Toby looks at me, he sees me as a friend. He cares about me, wants to hang out with me and even help me. And I saw that in his eyes. I saw care. Maybe that's why I smiled. But that can't be. When I see happiness I immediately get annoyed or straight up murder it. If that makes sense... "Y'know, when I look at you, you are very familiar." I admit.
"Oh, you already know that we used to be childhood besties. Maybe that's why." He says. He also smiled.
"No, something's missing. Now what is it, Toby." I demand and got up properly and I was now looking into those eyes. His grin faded. I could tell something was up. He's hiding something. I could see it in his eyes. 'Ha, can't hide your fear without those goggles can you?' I think to myself.
//Ticci Toby's pov//
"No, something's missing. Now what is it, Toby." She demanded. Uh oh. Now that I think back, she alway called me Ticci Toby. She made fun of my stutters and my small ticks as a kid, and now she doesn't remember it. I alway hated my ticks and stutters. No way I'm gonna tell her know that. The only reason why I don't really stutter is because of slender. I don't know how but he fixed me. I don't stutter anymore or have those annoying ticks. He only did it because it was hard talking and doing other things. Or it was just annoying to talk to slender and he got annoyed and fixed me but that's just an idea for it.
"What are you talking about M/n? I am hiding absolutely nothing." I said. I hope she doesn't see throw my lie. She tends to see a lie very clearly. "Can I have my goggles back now?" I asked. Whoops, I think I sounded a little nervous.
"Nope." She said. She took my goggles and put them on. It was sitting on top of her head. "You gotta tell me first." She demanded. I awkwardly laugh at how childish she is acting.
"Oh would you look at the time!" I stand up and looked at my wrist where there was no watch to check the time. "I think slender wants to talk to me! Well M/n! Get some rest, your sick and I don't want your sickness!" I speed walked to the door, opening the door and walking out. I closed the door and I could hear her growl a little bit.
"Toby!" She growled. "Your lucky I'm light headed!" She yelled from the other side of the door. As I walk away from the door, I took a breath and walked away to the other direction.
I'm not telling her about my past stutters.
A/n
Yeet, I'm done. Whoooooow! Okay, now you know why he doesn't stuttered. It's not like you people wanted to know anyway though😗 buuuuut I well make another chapter soon.
Promise~
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