Trigger Warning! Basically this whole chapter has triggering content. I apologize. (Sexual content & mentions of death)

I walked through the school halls with my head down, trying to ignore him. Just my luck though, he instantly pulled me into the bathroom and locked the door. I let out an embarrassing whimper and started shaking.

"P-Pl-Please d-don't... I-I can't t-take an-"

He put his hand over my mouth, shutting me up.

"Look at me, Gerard." He quietly said and I hesitantly looked at him, still shaking. "I know how you like me, so that got me thinking..."

I bit my lip, trying to make it stop quivering.

Over the past few years, I've held onto some strong feelings for the one person that seems to want to ruin my life. I don't know how he got this way. We became friends in fifth grade and after middle school, was when he became a douche. Of course, I still love him... I don't know. I guess I'm just sick like that. Because come on, who falls in love with their bully? Apparently this geek right here.

I looked down again and he pushed me against the wall, growling. I let out another small whimper and he smirked, rubbing his bottom half against mine.

"I couldn't stop thinking about you last night, Gerard..." He let out a breathy moan. "With that pretty mouth of yours, and those beautiful eyes."

"F-Frank..." I wined and he chuckled darkly.

"What is it, sugar?" Frank whispered and I wined once again. "Come on, kitten... Tell daddy what you want."

I moaned and shook my head.

"I-I shouldn't..." I told him.

"You shouldn't what? Have sexual fantasies about me? You shouldn't be in love with me?" He growled and wrapped my arms around his neck while he went and squeezed my ass. "Fuck, I wished you were there with me last night..."

I bit my lip and looked at him shyly.

"W-Why's that... Daddy?" I asked innocently.

Honestly, right now I don't even care if this is real. I don't care if he's going to tell the whole school about this. And I don't care if this means anything to him because I was planning on ending myself after today.

What?

It's not like I have anything to live for anymore. My ex best friend bullies the living hell out of me. My parents are divorcing. My brother's dead. My grades are low as fuck. There's nothing I can do anymore. If Frank is here to actually pleasure me, then great. But there is no stopping me tonight.

It would be my fourth time attempting to end myself, and I pray that it will finally work. I'm sick of people staring at me like I'm a freak (even though I really am), and I'm sick of Frank terrorizing me like there's no tomorrow.

Frank moaned.

"Because I bet your mouth is a lot better than my hand, princess."

I nodded and whimpered.

"B-But I bet my ass is the b-best, right daddy?" I asked and he suddenly started kissing me... Very roughly, might I add.

Frank bit on my bottom lip and I moaned.

"I'm gonna fuck you right into this wall, you got that, kitten?" He asked.

Why the fuck not?

"Y-Yes... Pl-Please..."

Frank pushed me harder against the wall and growled.

"Please what, kitten?"

I moaned again.

"Please daddy..."

He hummed quietly and started unbuttoning his pants.

"That's what I thought."

Frank pulled down his pants and boxers while I just stood there.

"Tell me why the fuck you're not doing anything?" He growled and I whimpered, starting to unbutton my own pants. I pulled them all the way down and shyly stood there, looking at the floor with my hands in front in front of me. "You do want this, right?"

I nodded.

"Please."

"No, Gerard. Look at me in the eye and tell me you do want this." Frank said in a soft voice and I slowly looked up at him.

"I want this Frank. I've been wanting this for god knows how long." I said and he nodded.

"Good. Jump." Frank ordered and I jumped, feeling him hold onto me. I let out a small, quiet scream. "I got you, love." Frank quietly whispered.

I didn't think he wanted me to hear him say that, so I just pretended to ignore it. It was kind of hard to ignore it though. What kind of bully calls his victim 'love'?

"Are you ready, sugar?" Frank asked and I nodded.

"Please daddy. Fuck me like the whore I am." I screamed as he slammed up into me.

It burned like hell, but at the moment, I didn't give a shit.

He stilled for a moment, which surprised the hell out of me. I told him he could start moving a few moments later, which he happily complied to.

Frank let out small grunts while I was trying to muffle my screams, because holy fuck he was big. I leaned my head on his shoulder as he dug his fingernails into my skin.

"Fuck kitten, you're so tight..." Frank moaned and I squeezed my eyes shut, lifting my head back up from his shoulder, nodding. "Look at me." He demanded and I instantly opened my eyes back up. "Fucking beautiful..."

I bit my lip and looked down at my swollen dick. I suddenly let out a loud moan as he hit my sweet spot.

"Right there? Hm?" Frank whispered darkly and I nodded.

"O-Oh, y-yes... Daddy."

"Fuck, I wanna pull that beautiful hair of yours..." He moaned. "I want m-my kitten riding d-daddy all night..."

I moaned and nodded again.

Little does he know I won't be here for long.

Poor daddy.

"P-Please daddy... M-More, please." I begged and he growled, thrusting up harder and faster. I hung my head and moaned.

"S-Such a slut."

"Y-Yes daddy... I'm such a slut."

I moaned loudly as he continued to abuse my prostate.

"C'mon kitten... Come for daddy." Frank moaned and started pumping me.

I let out a small scream as I came, digging my fingernails into Frank's neck.

"D-Daddy..." I whispered and he moaned again. "Come f-for kitten, daddy..."

Frank let out small, breathy grunts as I felt him come into my ass. I moaned quietly as he pulled out, still holding me up.

"A-Are you alright...?" He asked and I nodded weakly.

Fuck, I'm so ready to kill myself.

"Th-Thank you..." I said and tried pulled away, but he didn't let me go. "Frank..."

"O-Oh, y-yeah... Sorry." Frank let me go and once my feet were on the ground, I pulled up my boxers and pants and buttoned them back up. I heard Frank pull his own up as I wiped away the come with a paper towel and threw it away.

I washed my hands as I heard Frank quietly laugh. I looked at him through the mirror nervously as I thought he was laughing at what him and I just did.

"W-What?" I quietly stuttered out and he shook his head, smiling.

"You always were a germ freak..." I rolled my eyes and dried them with a towel and threw it away. I picked up my bag from the floor and put it back on, unlocking the door. "Where ya goin'?"

I rolled my eyes again.

To go kill myself, Frank, like you always told me to.

"To class." I said and opened the door.

"Wait! Can we talk?" He asked and I sighed.

"About what, Frank?"

"Us..." He looked at me with sad eyes and for the third time, I rolled my eyes.

"There is no 'us', Frank."

And with that, I left.

-

I walked to the park while a bottle of booze in my hand and a razor in my pocket. I sat in the middle of the field and looked up at the stars.

"Fucking ugly..." I mumbled and took another sip of the alcohol that I stole from my dad's shelf. After a few more gulps, I pulled the razor out from my pocket and brushed away my black, greasy hair out of my eyes. I rolled up my sleeves and began running the razor up and down my arms.

I hissed at the pain, but continued creating more. Once my left arm was full of cuts, I took another few gulps of the booze my dad oh so loves and started on my right arm. I heard my phone ring and I nearly shit my pants.

Why did I have to bring it with me?

I groaned when it wouldn't stop ringing and I pulled out, answering it.

"What?" I snapped.

"Gerard?"

"The fuck you want, Frank?"

"Can I come over?"

"No you can't come over!" I exclaimed. "Y-You just expect m-me to forgive you Frank." I said obviously.

"And I don't expect you to forgive me, Gee-"

"Don't fucking call me that!" I sobbed. "I hate you, Frank! I hate you so much! Y-You make me wanna kill my-myself!" I cried harder and I heard him take in a deep breath.

"You don't hate me, Gee-"

"I said don't call me that!"

"Fucking let me finish!" Frank yelled back and I flinched.

"No. Fuck you." I spat and hung up the phone, throwing it in front of me. I cried as I drank more, nearly choking on it.

I held out my left arm, and pulled the skin apart, making my cuts bleed even more. I laid down and looked up at the stars.

"Fucking beautiful."

-

I jumped up from my bed and looked to my right, seeing my boyfriend Frank fast asleep. I let out a quiet sob and laid back down close to Frank and hid my face in his neck, shaking from fear.

"Gee?" He quietly asked, petting my hair. I looked back at him and he cooed quietly. "Shh... It was just another nightmare. I'm here... Daddy's here."

I cried more as he held me close to his chest.

"I love you, Gerard, and I would never do those things to you ever again."

I nodded and closed my eyes, not wanting to speak right now.

Frank knows I love him. He knows I always have and I always will.

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(A/n- I'm so sorry for this...

I wasn't planning on making it a dream tbh but I didn't want you guys to be upset.

Also sorry for the shitty smut

oKaY have a gr8 day

Xoxo Zero