Luna

"So, how's that guy you're tutoring?" Vi smirked as she gently nudged my side with her elbow.

"He was really nervous before he went in to take his test," I frowned but my eyes never left my computer screen. "Should I call him to see how it went?" I pondered as I sat up and finally tore my gaze away from the screen to look up at Vi tentatively.

"Hmm, hard to tell. Are you guys close?"

Are we close?

Sometimes it feels like we are, but other times I can see the hesitance in his eyes whenever we get too close.

"I- I don't know," I mumbled and furrowed my eyebrows once again. Maybe we aren't.

"What do you mean I- I don't know?!" She mocked my stutter with a playful grin.

"Shut up," I rolled my eyes and push her away slightly. "I mean, I don't know. Whenever I try to get close, he gets kind of distant, in a way. But Vi, he's so polite and caring and really smart. When I hurt my ankle, he got so worried and ran to get me like five ice packs!" I catch myself smiling at the memory. His worried face stuck in my head once I looked down at my heeling ankle. The mere thought of him made my smile subconsciously grow.

"Sounds like you might like him," She smirked.

"I don't!" I quickly denied with wide eyes. "He just has some likable qualities," I whispered, my cheeks suddenly feeling hot and my palms starting to sweat at the possibility.

"Very likable qualities my ass," She rolled her eyes and nudged my shoulder.

"If you keep nudging my shoulder, it'll bruise," I whispered as I rubbed my almost injured shoulder and narrowed my eyes at her.

"Stop trying to change the subject," She grumbled as she sank down on my bed. "It's so obvious, Luna."

My heart beat rapidly in my chest and I quickly looked anywhere but at her. "Stop," I muttered under my breath.

"Why? Okay maybe you don't like him but what do you want?" She whispered as she looked intently at me. My eyes met hers but I quickly stripped my gaze from her eyes to the wall behind her.

What do I want? No one's ever asked me that.

"I-I don't know," I start and place a strand of my hair behind my ear. "I guess, sometimes I really want to spend time with him outside tutoring hours," I admit to the both of us for the first time. "He never really contacts me for anything other than his studies," I mumbled and shook my head. "I'm just being greedy. Forget it."

"I mean, you have to remember that you're his tutor, Luna," She smiled sympathetically once our eyes met again.

"You're right," I shook my head at my own thoughts and sat up on my bed. "I'm only his tutor. That doesn't make us friends."

"I mean, I didn't say that-"

"No, you're right," I nodded to myself before looking down at my computer screen. "I'm his tutor, that's it," I muttered as I got back to my Literature assignment with a shake of my head.

I was about to continue working before Vi abruptly stood up from my bed. "So how about we go out? We can invite El."

"At ten pm?" My eyes widened slightly as I looked over at my watch. "I-" I started before I quickly shook my head and looked up at her. "Let's do it."

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author's note:

it's yoongi's birthday🥺🥺🥺
happy birthday to the biggest bbyyyyy!!!
ugh i love him🥺 a whole cutie🥰🥰

here's a lil update because it's yoongi's birthday and i wanted to update for u guys :)

stay safe guys !!! much love to all of u🤍