chapter 7
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*Runs for my dear life*
Drishti's pov
I'm in a temple which is filled with much crowd, I found it after I left him. I didn't knew where I was walking but my steps didn't halted. I left him, Taking his memories and the bitter flashes of his act which is killing me every second.
People tried talking to me on seeing my vulnerable state but I couldn't utter a word. Not that I wanted to talk.
I don't know if I had blinked or not, I'm ist breathing, I'm just a living corpse.
Are these tears or is it a cinder? Just the fires that flows freely from eyes.
I can't laugh.
I can't smile
I can't be sad.
How can I be? Dead people doesn't feel anything.. right?
I never expected this, I knew that.. that his mother had asked him to get engaged to Lavanya but I had trust in him that he would never to such thing to me.
I respected him. But he... He..
Firstly, he gave me freaking two paths despite knowing the fact that i would walk on the second one. Secondly, did the damn engagement with Lavanya.
'Oh no, no, no, just think, does he ever expected you to leave in between? Where you had to leave cause of pisachini, he doesn't! But you went- you left in between cause you had a damn fucking reason. Girl stop being melodramatic and use your brain.'
A voice inside me screamed.
What do I do now? I can't even blame him. I will never say that I regret meeting him, or say I wish I'd never met you because once he was exactly what I wanted.
But it hurts when you've someone in your heart but can't have them in your arms.
Someone has truly said that never expect too much that you yourself get broken with the expectations.
I'm not sure where this journey of ours has brought us. The dreams we had seen are in pieces now.
I was still in the same clothes, which I had worn during simran's engagement. My kurta is dirty, torn and tattered from , on seeing me like this people mistook me as beggar.
Suddenly, something fell down from my dress, I looked down to get a better view of it and saw pisachini's finger's diamond there.
My lips parted a bit. Even mr Shergill has named his betrayal pisachini's fault.
Wait-
He was anjaan, he helped us, he saved us, he faked his alliance with sachini to save us.
He has the second powerful power as first one being kal vijay ratna. And he was our saviour, maybe pisachini wanted to kill him so that he cannot save us from her? He told me that it was sachini's plan...
I clutched my head tightly, all the points are roaming inside my head like they owned it.
Now Only mr Shergill can answer those unanswered questions. And for that I've to go back to Shergill mansion, to him.
THIRD PERSON POV:
MEANwhile in Shergill
mansion, Rakshit was seething in frustration, guilt and sadness. He lost her. She thinks he betrayed her for lavanya- cause his mother had asked.
Everyone went to mahima's room, since they got to know the truth- divya had told everything: from the start to why drishti married her son to why she called prito masi killer to why she was claustrophobic to why she never showed her care towards anyone to why she ran in the middle of the aarti. Every fucking single thing.
Rakshit was angry at his mom, lavanya, everyone. but primarily, at himself. Why didn't he told her before about him being anjaan? Just because he was waiting her to tell him before. What was that? Nothing, just his ego came in middle! Isn't it? He had thought of telling her about his identity, but this three lettered word called ego said not to.
Everytime ego isn't bad, but when it is bad it can destroy anything- from a relationship to a person.
"Why"
He yelled, his voice was lile mirror would crack from its impact.
"Answer me, aise mere saath hi kyun "
He yelled again, his voice rose more with every word, he was panting like a mad man, his cheeks were tear strained.
Lavanya entered his room, a smile on her face, "baby, now that girl is gone. Toh batao kab karni hai shadi?" She asked in a chirping tone. She was happy, aand why wouldn't she be? Drishti is gone that's what she wanted.
He was panting more now, his hand turned into fist which has white due to the force, suddenly he let out a loud scream.
He looked like a beast, whole room was filled filled with his growling, a very thin glass vase bursted cause of his scream. Lavanya sprinted out of a room like she had seen a ghost, a horrible look on her face.
He somehow remembered that drishti left him, he managed to get up, and searched for car keys in his pocket
And soon he left to search her.
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His car halted in front of the temple, near his house. He searched her everywhere, but found noone. even shikhar called him if he needed any help, his whole family was searching her.
It was the same temple.
Rakshit called all his family members to the same temple, as it was quite big and he needed help too.
"Bhai, you search this side. I'll go that side. All ladies, listen, go and check in girl's section." Shikhar told everyone. Everyone nodded and went in directions as shikhar has instructed them.
Rakshit once again searched her everywhere, but she wasn't there. He even checked girls section himself to satisfy his soul... But she wasn't there.
Where is she? Where!
Now he can't live without her, maybe if he get separated from her, hell get separate from hiss soul. Because now she's the only one.
He closed his eyes- tightly shutting them, and then again opened them. As his eyes opened they flited to the statue of God. His facial expressions were something like as if he was asking from him, God, where is she?
His eyes moisten. "Help me," he muttered under his breath.
All the happiness iin his has slipped away slowly, it's pain that refused to go away. He tried to calm himself, but his heart failed to find peace.
He tilted his head to look around, in case, if he can spot her in crowd, and the moment his eye roamed around they caught someone outside the temple.
Without a second thought he ran from there.
Meanwhile, on the other side, drishti was crossing a road. She looked her right and left side, making sure no car was around. As she took a step ahead she was jerked backwards by someone.
That immediate action stopped her breathings for a moment, as she registered Rakshit completely her stretched eyes gets back to the normal. A sigh heaved her throat.
"Aapne dara diya mujhe," drishti said, her brows furrowed.
Rakshit kept looking at her, his heart started beating again. A very tiny smile on his lips. He rubbed his eyes, wiping his tears.
"Kaha chali gyin thi tum" he hugged her urgently, drishti was quiet, she didn't even reciprocated the hug.
"Kaha kaha nhi dhundha tumhe mrs Shergill" he cupped her face between his hands.
"Mai aapke paas hi aa rahi thi"
"Kuch sawalo ke jawab chahiye" she said nonchalantly.
"Tumhe jo puchna hai tum pucho lekin pehle ghar chalo" rakshit worried his voice.
"Nahi, pehele javab" without waiting for his answer.
"Aapne mere saath aisa kyu kiya?" She directed question at him.
"Mrs Shergill mene jaanbhooz ke nhi kiya vo sabh- vo sabh sachini ka plan tha jisme hum phas gye
Vo nhi chahti thi ki hum ek ho, Varna vo mar jati.... Lekin dekho we killed her," he let out a harsh chuckle.
"Aur Lavanya?"
"Mrs Shergill- vo chahti thi ki mai Lavanya sey shadi karlu taki hum dono alag ho jaye..."
"And what about you being anjaan?" She demanded.
"I'm sorry. I know I should've told you, but I was selfish. Mein chahta tha ki tum mujhe khud batao, chahta tha ki tum mujhse apni saari problems share karoo. Mujhe maaf kardo mrs Shergill mein selfish tha" he was guilty.
"Mein aapko nhi bta sakti thi kyuki-"
Before she could finish her sentence rakshit interrupted her saying,
"Meri jaan khatre mein padd jati"
Both stood there. One was hiding her grief, while other one had bowed his head. She was also silent, he was also silent. Who should explain to whom?
It is true that hearts had been hurt, but they'd thought, why they were hurting? Why thier eyes were moist? It was bound to happen.
Rakshit patted her shoulder lightly, making her look at him. Both stared each other.
Who knows what is to happen ahead. Who knows whats in store for them to bear.
They were still standing there, both had no idea what was going on in thier surroundings, they were lost in each other.
They didn't heard the horen, people were shouting at them, yelling at them to get aside, but they didn't listen. They didn't bother to break thier bubble.
Driver tried to pull breaks, but they didn't work. He kept pressing the horen. He was scared himself.
As he was fixing the breaks with his one hand while other was on the streeing wheel, he lost his balance.
The huge vehicle was moving like a snake, it hit the couple, who were busy exploring eyes of thier better half. Drikshit. The truck went into the tree, driver was injured too.
They held each other's hand, as they both struggled to breath, thier whole bodies were covered in blood like a blanket.
After much difficulties, rakshit tried to open his eyes to look at his drishti. While drishti whimpered in pain she felt in her broken bones.
"D..dri...sh..ti.." rakshit managed to call her.
A huge crowd was gathered around them. Pitying at the young couple.
Whispering among themselves, they decided to take them to the hospital.
"NOO..." Rakshit shouted, as a middle aged man tried to take him to his car.
He squinted his eyes, as he felt a sharp pain in his body, because of shouting.
"D..dri... drishti!" This time he called her urgently. He want to see her. Make sure if shes alright.
He coughed, he was finding it hard to breath. As if his breath was being sucked out.
"M..mr..sh..she..Shergill..." She breathed heavily.
Gradually, she tilted her head to look at him. She blinked as the tears flowed freely from her eyes.
"Ye...ye... Kya...kya hogaya...." She cried. Not because of the pain she was feeling in her bones and body. But because of the pain in her heart. Grief of losing him. She cried at her fate.
Clouds in the sky laughed at thier vulnerable state. Chirping birds seemed to mimick them. And rain mocked thier tears.
"Mrs...mrs S...shergill..I..I'm..s..sor..ry"
Shaking her head, she cried more.
"How can..... I have so much left to say to you" she managed to say between her sobs.
As she saw his body in blood, she whimpered more.
Rakshit gently shifted his body to her side, joining thier foreheads. His deluded heart relaxed when he touched her.
He cupped her face between his bloody hands, and gazed in her still tearful eyes. Sighing bitterly, "it's an incomplete road at this point." He muttered.
The stares they were receiving from the crowd, they wished if they could head to the street where everyone is unknown. Now they are not even letting them die in peace!
As he devoted himself to her, her faithfulness handled him. She was the peace of his soul, and he was her prayer.
Lovers always get a gift called grief.
He rubbed her lips with his thumb, and soon placed his lips on her hers. The kiss spoke many unsaid words,
Unsaid promises, unsaid vows.
"I...I...lo...love....you" he said, breathing heavily.
"I..love you too" she replied, without a second thought.
They secretly wished if they could rewind thier story.....
Both smiled at eachother despite the condition they were in.
Thier eyes became heavy, as thier condition deteriorated further. It was hard to keep them open now.
Thier tears were screaming sorry and guilt for not trusting each other.
Was it the punishment of love? Why don't the events of pain end.
They maybe weren't together even after thier marriage, but now when they're dying, they are in each other's embrace. They have solace, at least now.
They both closed thier eyes, as thier soul left thier body.Time stopped along with thier breathings. Vo ek dusre mein Fanaa ho gye.....
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THE END
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*Still running for my dear life*
Sorry for the delay.
This was the last chapter of fanaa, hope y'all liked it. It was quite emotional??!!
Btw, I didn't separated drikshit, they are together at god's place.
Well, this whole story was planned, so i couldn't change anything.
Please vote and comment. Do tell me how it was.
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