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Mazin POV
The feeling when you need to talk to someone, but there aren't there anymore makes my heart ache. Makes you feel you don't belong here anymore, that there isn't anywhere you could to go and feel again. Feel the excitement when you wake up, knowing you'll get you see them. Feel the love they had in their heart. Even if it wasn't true feelings, it was better not knowing it.

"Mazin your phone is ringing," My mother who was walking by my room said

I give her a nod, I was busy thinking I didn't hear my phone ring. Neither did I want to pick it up. Although I thought it will be important.

"Hello?" I said

"What's up bro?" The voice behind the phone replied, hyped up

It was Adam. I'm kinda glad he called because he's the only guy I'm close to. I also have a feeling he knows what's going on with me and Amira.

"Can I come over? I'm bored."

"No Sarah to annoy you?" I chuckled, shaking my head

"No, she's out shopping with the rest of the girls and I'm not going because last I went, we came back at 2 am," He sighed

I don't know why most guys don't like shopping. I myself like it, the excitement.
Wondering what new clothes I will buy.

"Yah, come over. I could use the company."

There was really not much to do around the house. Everyone was busy in their own things. Leaving yet alone.

"Good because I'm in front of your house." He says before hanging up.

What? I walk over to the window to check and sure enough, he was here. How long was he standing there?

Going downstairs, I open the door and give him a look. "Seriously?"

He smiles sheepishly.
"What? I told you, I'm bored." He brushes past me and flops on onto the couch and grabs the remote.

"Make yourself at home." I say sarcastically, shutting the door.

"I need to hang out with more guys man. I've been with females all this week." He groans, running a hand through his hair.

"Blame that on Sarah. How's it going so far?" I ask, flopping down next to him. I grab the remote and change the channel. He was watching the food network.

"Honestly? I just want to get married and be done with all this planning. The wedding is in few days and each day, something is wrong. Why are females crazy?" He said rubbing his left arm

I look at him, wondering if I would be lucky one day in finding a wife. Falling in love once again. Maybe some day, In Sha Allah.

"That's the greatest mystery of life." I mutter under my breath.

I really never understand the craziness of a female.

"So what's going on with you?" He turns to face me, concern written on his face.

I give him a confused look.

I shrug." Nothing."

"Something is, and I know," He said, continuing

"I'm fine." I lie.

"Mazin, I'm not stupid. I know you miss her."

I knew who he was talking about. She was the only girl in my life, except my sister or mother or any woman who I could possibly have that kind if relationship with.

"Miss who?" I asked, acting my confusion out

I could really be a great actor one day. But I wouldn't go Hollywood, I would go Bollywood. Try to make it somehow halal, if you know what I mean.

"Amira."

I sigh."I'm sure you know."

"Yahhhh..." He trails off.

Although Adam seemed like one of those blind idiots in movies, he sure wasn't. He could figure out things real quick, not asking any questions.

"I mean, I don't get Adam. I know what I did to her and I apologized. What else does she want? How could she play me like that?"  I said frustrated

I told you females were crazy, They always have some sort of revenge in their head. Even though the wouldn't get the last word, they will some how get back at you.

Bombing you with plans that were running in their head.

"I tried telling Sarah to talk but to her but she won't listen. She's still hurting," Adam replied, changing the channel from the remote

We sit, silently. Each of us thinking.

"I know what else  am I suppose to do?? I've done everything I could. I thought things were going pretty well between us but.. It was all an act." I said, my voice trembling, my throat tight with emotion.

Why does it have to hurt this much?

"Just give her time and some space," He said patting me on the shoulders
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Amira POV

"Amira I'm about to explode." Sarah says, breathing deeply.

"Maybe you should take a break." I suggest, leading her to the couch. We went shopping for shoe and now we were back home, resting but Sarah being her self, was freaking out.

"The wedding is in three days. I can't rest!" She snaps, and pushes my hand away.

I could see what she was going through. It scared me, would I act like this one I get married one day ?

"All we have left is the food Sarah. We got everything else." I remind her, flopping next to her.

The food was pretty easy thing. Since most of Sarahs family liked cooking a lot. And my side of family also did. I knew we didn't have to worry.

"Yah but something could go wrong! I have a feeling we're missing something," She said running her hand through her hair

"You're stressing yourself out. Can you give me some food?" I said teasing her

Although I was hungry, I knew she wouldn't get me some food.

She turns around and gives a look. "Excuse me?" She said, playing around

"Wrong question?" I grin.

"Order pizza. Ugh my head hurts." She groans, laying her head on my shoulder.

"Because you're stressing yourself out." I point out, once again

She reminds me I my mom, when she was pregnant with Badar. He moodiness, the stressing out.

"Yah whatever. Hey tell me about Mazin . Did he talk to you?" She asks, lifting her head.

I scrunch my nose, not wanting to talk about him.

"He doesn't even look at me." I mumble. "I don't blame him."

I was disappointed, mad at least. He ignored me all the time. As if I was ghost, not seeing me. Like as if my appearance was sickening him.

"Wow. You must really like him," She said

"I didn't say I like him."

"From the way he used to look at you and from the way you look at him now, it's pretty obvious" she rolls her eyes.

I wish he would just talk to me. Yell at me. It's better then him being silent.

"I can't believe I did that to him. What's wrong with me Sarah?" I ask softly, turning to face her.

"What's wrong with us. You need to fix this Amira." She says gently.

"How? Whenever I'm in the same room as him, he leaves," I said throwing my hands in the air, frustrated

"The wedding night. He's going to be there. Fix things."

"Easier said then done." I get up and go the kitchen. I was hungry and the pizza man takes about 30 minutes, I needed something now.

I open the fridge and scan its contents. Leftovers? Nope. The only thing that I could actually eat was an apple.

"We need to go shopping." I remind Sarah, dialing dominos number. I don't like pap Johns because they have too much cheese and don't even get me started on little ceases

After I ordered the pizza, I took a quick shower and quickly prayed isha. I didn't have time to pray it at the mall because Sarah was freaking out and jumping from one store to another.

"Pizza is here." Sarah announces when she sees me.

"And the box is already half done. Does Adam know about your appetite?" I tease, grabbing two slices and a plate.

"That's what he loves about me." She grins, opening her mouth wide open.

"Ew! Close it !" I said, giving her a disgusted look

"Isn't it beautiful?" She replied giving my a wide smile, which made me gag

"Ya nasty."

She giggles." Adam thinks it's hot. By the way, someone called. I don't know who it is." She hands me my phone.

"It's unknown?" I said confused, biting into my pizza

"Yah obviously," She rolled her eyes, looking at the other box of the pizza

"Well I'm going to call whoever it is." I dial the number and wait for an answer and right away.

"Hello?" A familiar voice said

"Nabila? Is that you," I asked

Why would she be calling me?

"This is weird to me as well. Listen are you alone?" She asked

I glance at Sarah who was now staring at me, confused.

"Yah I'm alone." I lie, even though I felt bad

"Listen, I know that I shouldn't be calling you right now but I need to talk to you about Mazin. I don't know if anything else happened  between you guys but you need to talk to him." She says, her words laced with worry.

"Mazin? We haven't talked since the park, I swear I didn't do more damage," I replied, swallowing my last part of the pizza

"Okay whatever. He barely talks to anyone and locks himself in his room everyday. Just talk to him, well try at least," She said hurrying

"Fine." She was right, I needed to talk to him as soon as possible.

"Thank you. Bye." She says and hangs up.

"Nabila? Are you serious?" Sarah asks, her eyes wide.

"Yah and the weird thing is that.. She actually sounded sincere. It was about Mazin She's worried about him."

"See? You seriously need to talk to him. Lock him in a room and force him to talk to you."

"Yah, that's a great idea Sarah." I say sarcastically.

But seriously?... What if he never talks to me?

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