Alarm started to beep off, I started to reach for it frantically and switch it off before it disturbed aadit .Letting out a sigh, I just closed my eyes enjoying the few peaceful moments before starting the day. I somehow felt fresh may be good night sleep does wonders to mind and body.

With a smile I got up and went about my morning rituals. What had to be done for the day went through my mind. After a good steamy shower wore my fav peacock blue cotton saree paired with desinger blouse.I felt good about myself looking in the mirror .Its been so long I even had the time to properly look at myself in the mirror  and dress up.

A lot of changes needed in my life starting with food for the day . I went about cooking breakfast singing the song that came to my mind.

I hummmed the lines and it felt liberating to have such simple pleasures. I had been a tom boy in attitude but with girlish dreams of falling in love and having happily ever after.. Even had a crush or two for the guys I had been friends with but it didnt grow more than crush because I didn't have the desire to be tied down soon with any boyfriend . So went ahead studied well and got job in a reputed IT company. I just laughed a little thinking about my younger days before marriage. No one would believe how I had changed over the 7 yrs of married life.

When there is constant arguments about how my cooking is or how I need to improve myself and shouldnt be so worthless and need pick my weight for the family despite giving my best made me wonder what I am really cabaple of other than earning a sizable salary that was going for EMI.

So much of self doubts have crept into my heart over the years and now I am alone with no one to tell me am worthless or need to improve.. why I had started to think of so much bitter feelings though promising myself a good start was beyond my knowledge.  Sometimes your heart replay the hurts and wounds that affected you so much. Its just like the bile raising in your throat.Mentally slapped myself to stop this kind of depressing thoughts that tried to spoil my cherryful moods. I had promised myself to start over with a positive attitude ..

"Mom, I am hungry".  Aadit came to kitchen rubbing his eyes .He looked so adorable.
"Hey kiddo Good Morning.. slept well??"
"Ya Mom had good sleep".
Fresh up and come dear breakfast is ready.
"Mom,  whats for breakfast ??"
"Made ghee pongal, coconut chutney and vada".
"Wow mom whats special occasions??"
"Hmmm.. nothing felt like preparing a good breakfast.Come on hurry up and get ready !! Packers and Movers will come soon. "